PETER FELT A MOMENTARY REPRIEVE in his worries over Grace when his father announced that Martin Paxton had lost all his hirelings to the gold rush. The man was positively livid and made no secret of that fact when discussing his plans to find Grace. Ephraim had tried to console his friend, reminding him that short of catching a boat south or going north over the passes, there were only a few places Grace would most likely be found. And with winter setting in, only the hardiest souls would even consider heading into the wilderness.
Paxton had been unconvinced, however.
Peter still couldn’t believe that Martin Paxton was the nightmare Grace had been running from. For all his desire to dislike the man, he was practically a hero to Peter’s father. And so far in their business discussions and encounters, Peter had only the highest respect for the man. It all seemed very puzzling.
Knowing that Grace was betrothed to his father’s dear friend troubled Peter, leaving little room for any other thought. He’d not even been able to think of leaving Skagway for fear that Paxton would catch wind of Grace’s presence in Dyea and then take it upon himself to investigate the matter. Peter felt he couldn’t leave without talking with Grace and knowing the truth, and yet the idea of knowing the truth of this situation was almost more troubling.
‘‘Peter, what’s wrong with you?’’ Miranda asked. ‘‘It’s Christmas and you haven’t been yourself all day. Are you ill?’’
Peter smiled at his sister. She had dressed in the merriest of holiday colors with a smart-looking green-and-red plaid skirt and a high-collared white blouse. A wide black belt encircled her tiny waist and black patent leather boots peeked out from beneath her hem.
‘‘I don’t mean to spoil the festivities,’’ he said as she came to sit beside him. ‘‘I suppose my mind is on other things.’’
She reached out and took his hand. ‘‘Such as?’’
He looked at her for a moment. I can trust her more than anyone, he thought. I can tell her everything and perhaps even enlist her help. A plan began to form in the back of his mind.
‘‘Do you remember Mr. Paxton speaking about his fiancé?’’
She nodded. ‘‘Of course. He’s talked about her off and on since boarding Summer Song. What of it?’’
Peter looked around as if to make certain no one would overhear him. Knowing that Paxton and his parents had gone out to a party where they would meet with potential investors, Peter relaxed a bit. ‘‘I know who Mr. Paxton is looking for.’’
‘‘What do you mean?’’
‘‘I know this woman, Grace Hawkins.’’
‘‘That’s wonderful!’’ Miranda declared. ‘‘Mr. Paxton will be so pleased.’’
‘‘I don’t plan to tell him,’’ Peter said flatly. He looked to Miranda to see what her reaction might be. ‘‘At least not yet.’’
‘‘But why not? He’s come so far to find her.’’
‘‘The trouble is,’’ Peter replied, ‘‘she doesn’t want to be found.’’
‘‘I don’t understand.’’
‘‘I know,’’ he said, reaching out to pat her hand. ‘‘But I want to explain it to you, and then I’d like to have your help.’’
‘‘You know I’d do anything for you,’’ she said softly.
‘‘I believe Mr. Paxton may not be exactly as he appears. We’ve so long known him as our father’s friend that we’ve never questioned what he might truly be about. We know nothing of him, except his kindness to Father.’’
‘‘That’s true,’’ Miranda said, nodding.
‘‘I met Miss Hawkins on the trip to Skagway some months ago. She was terribly distressed and told me of her father seeking to force her hand in marriage. She told me the man was a horrible monster who had been violent with her and that she had run away from her father’s demands and this man’s cruelty.’’
‘‘Mr. Paxton?’’ Miranda questioned, eyes wide.
‘‘One and the same,’’ Peter replied. ‘‘I realize I know very little of Grace Hawkins. She could have been lying to me, but I fail to see what purpose it would have served. She had no reason to tell me such tales. I merely came upon her feeling frightened and tearful and the story poured out in a most honest manner.’’
‘‘But if she’s not lying, then Mr. Paxton is. . .’’ Her words faded as she met Peter’s eyes. ‘‘What are we to do?’’
‘‘I’ve deliberated that for days. I don’t wish to anger Paxton or hurt Father by keeping this from them, but I feel I must protect Miss Hawkins. She’s younger than you and very quiet and sweet-tempered.’’
‘‘She sounds very special.’’ She paused, then asked, ‘‘Could it be that you’ve grown an attachment for her?’’
Peter smiled. ‘‘You are wise beyond your years. I suppose I can confide in you.’’
‘‘You know I would never breathe a word of it or anything else. You can trust this matter to remain between you and me,’’ Miranda assured him.
‘‘We must seek to better understand Mr. Paxton. Perhaps I’ve misjudged the situation, and my feelings for Miss Hawkins have caused me to see things as less than clear.’’
‘‘What can we do?’’
‘‘I propose to have you bring up the topic of Miss Hawkins. Perhaps he will discuss his feelings on her and the upcoming marriage. Seek to learn if he truly loves her or if, as Grace says, this was merely a business arrangement.’’
‘‘Even if it were,’’ Miranda replied, ‘‘I would have thought you to support such matters. You’ve often said that women are poor judges of such things—that our hearts often cloud our thinking and reasoning.’’
Peter frowned. He had said all of that. He had told her on many occasions that she was far too emotional in her thinking to make a sound, reasonable judgment in matters of matrimony and her future.
‘‘I know what I’ve said in the past,’’ Peter began, ‘‘but I would never subject anyone, man or woman, to a cruel master. Paxton should have nothing to hide in discussing the matter with you. It will appear innocent enough, and there should be no reason to conceal his heart.’’
‘‘If he will discuss the situation at all,’’ Miranda replied.
‘‘I’ve no reason to believe he wouldn’t. In a quiet, non-threatening setting such as this, Mr. Paxton would have little to concern himself over. He will simply see you as curious—perhaps even caring. When Mother and Father return, I shall take them aside for a private chat. Perhaps then you could have Mr. Paxton’s attention.’’ Just then they heard a commotion coming from the stairs. ‘‘They’re back. Just try to think of any way in which you can get him to talk about Grace and how he truly feels about their union,’’ Peter said, getting up rather abruptly.
Miranda nodded. ‘‘I’ll do what I can.’’
Peter met his parents as they topped the landing, with Martin Paxton right behind them. ‘‘I wonder if I might steal my parents away from you for a moment,’’ he said, smiling at Paxton.
Cold green eyes met his gaze as Paxton nodded. ‘‘By all means. After all, it is Christmas and we’ve hardly made merry together. Perhaps you had something in mind for a celebration?’’
Peter shook his head. ‘‘I hadn’t given it serious thought, but perhaps as we discuss other matters, we can consider that as well.’’ He looked to Miranda and smiled. ‘‘We’ll just be a minute, and then maybe we can all go out for a celebration dinner. That is, unless everyone has closed shop for the day.’’
Peter’s parents looked at each other and then to Peter.
‘‘Would you mind accompanying me back downstairs?’’ he asked them.
‘‘Of course not, but what’s this about?’’ Ephraim questioned.
‘‘We can discuss it in private,’’ Peter replied, casting one quick glance over his shoulder at Miranda. ‘‘It won’t take long.’’
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Miranda studied the handsome man as he crossed the room and poured himself a generous glass of whiskey. Paxton held up the bottle, almost as an afterthought.
‘‘Would you care for some?’’
‘‘No, thank you. I don’t imbibe in spirits.’’
He nodded, then replaced the stopper in the bottle. ‘‘So what do you think of the frozen north? Are you ready for the warmth of your home?’’
‘‘San Francisco is a lovely place to live,’’ she replied, trying desperately to think of how she might turn the subject to Paxton’s fiancé. ‘‘Perhaps you might consider living there after you marry. My father would be pleased to have you so near.’’
Paxton shook his head. ‘‘I’d say there’s little chance of that.’’
‘‘Oh. I. . . uh. . . suppose your fiancé wouldn’t care for the climate?’’ Miranda asked hesitantly.
‘‘I have no idea. I do, however, have a home in Erie,’’ Paxton replied. He took a seat opposite her and cocked his head to one side. ‘‘Why is it that a woman as lovely as yourself has not already taken a husband?’’
Miranda felt her entire body grow warm. She was certain to be blushing and looked quickly at her hands. ‘‘I suppose because the proper mate has not yet come along. Peter and my father are very good to look out for me. They’ve not yet approved of a suitor.’’
‘‘Spoken like a proper young woman of breeding,’’ Paxton replied. ‘‘There are far too few of your kind.’’
‘‘How so?’’
‘‘Women today are not at all inclined to do as they are told. Most want to marry for love—if they marry at all. This push for women’s rights has become a most annoying affair. They don’t seem to be able to make up their minds even among themselves. They want equal rights with men—the vote, positions in the government—including a woman president. As if that would ever be possible.’’
‘‘I have never desired such things,’’ Miranda admitted. ‘‘But I do desire love. Would you not desire love as well?’’ Miranda questioned, daring to raise her face to his.
He eyed her intently, almost hungrily. She felt unnerved by his sudden interest. ‘‘Desire and love,’’ he said softly, ‘‘are often absent in a marriage. However, were you to be a part of the union, I’ve no doubt both would play an important role.’’
She felt her breath quicken. My, but he was charming. His soft, smooth voice caused her skin to prickle. ‘‘How fortunate you are,’’ she began uneasily, ‘‘to have found those things for yourself. I’m sure your Miss Hawkins is a most honored woman.’’
‘‘She is a spoiled brat,’’ he said, tossing back the drink and breaking the spell. ‘‘Ours is an arranged marriage. Nothing more.’’
‘‘You don’t love her?’’
He laughed and got up to pour himself another glass. ‘‘As I said, she is a spoiled child. It is hard to love someone so willful and misguided. She has no idea of how to be pleasing or properly behaved. But I’ll see that taken in hand.’’
Miranda felt her heart racing again, but this time it was for an entirely different reason. Paxton’s cruel edge seemed quite apparent as he picked up his glass and stared at her from across the room.
‘‘Marriage is all about business, Miss Colton. I would, however, dare to say that marriage to one such as yourself might well be the exception. Business and love could no doubt be had in one union.’’
‘‘Pity you are already engaged,’’ Peter said, coming through the door.
Miranda felt a wave of relief at the sight of such support.
Paxton laughed. ‘‘Nothing lasts forever.’’
‘‘Do you really believe that marriage is nothing more than business? I mean, of course, on the whole.’’
Paxton shrugged and reclaimed his chair. ‘‘I believe simpleminded ninnies marry on a daily basis because they cannot control their emotions or bodily urges. I believe sound-minded people consider a broader base. They look to the future and how they might benefit financially and physically by joining their lot with that of another person. It’s no different than what you observe in monarchies, where brides are chosen for reasons of making treaties and pacts with other countries.’’
Peter look rather ashen-faced, and Miranda couldn’t help but wonder if he agreed with Paxton. After all, she’d heard some of the same philosophy from her older brother on more than one occasion. In fact, Martin Paxton’s views were essentially similar. Only coming from Peter they had never seemed cruel.
She looked at her brother intently, and when he turned his head to meet her gaze, Miranda felt an awakening in her soul. Perhaps a spirit of familiarity was all that separated Peter from Martin Paxton. Perhaps a kinder upbringing would have made Paxton more like her brother. The contrasts and similarities were startling.
‘‘But it is all of little concern,’’ Paxton replied, nursing his drink rather thoughtfully. ‘‘I cannot have a wedding without a bride. Miss Hawkins has been remiss in explaining her whereabouts, but I’ve hired a new group of men. Men to whom I am paying such an outrageous amount, they wouldn’t dare desert me for the Yukon.’’
Miranda saw the flash of panic in her brother’s eyes and hoped he would conceal it before turning back to face Paxton. She needn’t have worried, however. Appearing as unconcerned with the matter as if Paxton had been discussing the price of fish, Peter merely shrugged.
‘‘The lure of gold makes men do strange things.’’
Paxton laughed. ‘‘The lure of many things can drive a man to do what he might never have considered before. Even murder seems quite reasonable when one’s own life or livelihood is threatened.’’
Miranda felt her blood run cold. What was he implying? Could he possibly mean to murder Miss Hawkins? Was that why he had followed her here to the Yukon? Was that why he spoke of nothing lasting forever? She shivered, feeling his gaze upon her. What if her father had chosen him for her? Might she have done the same thing that Grace Hawkins did?