CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE

I was underwater and didn’t know which way was up. I thought I was going the right way, the only way, until I saw bubbles drift past me and I turned and saw the light. The surface glowed with fire.

I turned around and kicked up and into air that was brighter than daylight. Gasoline burned in pools on the surface. Smoking parts of the General’s yacht, and bloody pieces of the General’s guests, bobbed all around me.

I heard shouts above the fire’s blistering howl. I added my own voice to the chaos, calling for Phil, and Cooper, and Mariposa. I swam to each rounded back and turned each one over, searching for a friend, searching for a partner, searching for life in a stranger’s eyes.

I found Mariposa. Her right arm had been torn away, and the back of her head was stripped to the bone, blackened by the blast. I knew it was Mariposa by her wedding ring and her eyes, once again brown, the green contacts gone along with the spark.

I found the Major next. He looked surprised, but other than that, I couldn’t see any wounds or burns. I pressed my palm to his chest to check for a heartbeat and in horror I watched my hand sink up to the wrist. Blood blossomed across his shirtfront.

“Harp?”

I heard his voice before I saw him. “Here!” I looked among the shapes for a hand, a face, a movement.

“Harp?”

I swam in a circle, searching among the flames and debris for the voice. I saw him, twenty yards away, and swam toward him, dodging bodies, burning oil, and wood. I heard more shouts now, shouts of rescuers, and in the distance, sirens and the whoop of an alarm.

When I reached him he was floating on his back, his face barely above the surface. “Phil? Are you hurt?” I held him up. He was breathing. His eyes were open, but he wasn’t looking at anything. “Where are you hurt?”

Phil’s lips moved and I put my ear close to his mouth. He said, “Cooper?”

“I can’t find him.”

“Find him,” Phil said.

“I’ve got to get you to shore,” I said.

“Find him!”

I looked up at what was left of the General’s yacht. The aft deck was gone; the rear half of the yacht’s superstructure, including the wheelhouse, had been ripped away. The foredeck was littered with the dead, and stunned, wounded people pulling themselves along on bloodied hands, wandering blindly, or lying still, calling for help. The water near the bow was full of survivors who had been blown free. Those lucky few were treading water around the floating dead.

“He was too close, Phil. There’s no way. He was too close.”

Phil floated, my hand under his back, holding him up. He was silent for so long I thought I’d lost him, then he said, “Get me the fuck out of here.”

I grabbed his collar and swam for land, which was the breakwater, a thin spit of concrete and rocks stretched hundreds of yards into the harbor. Searchlights from rescue ships swept the oily water, picking up sadness all around.

I pulled Phil onto the sand and let him lie quiet for a long time. Phil said, “I think I’m okay now.” He tried to sit up, but couldn’t. “Or maybe not,” he said. “I think maybe it’s my ribs.”

“You stay here. I’ll go get help.”

“No, you’ll have to carry me out.”

“If your ribs are broken, you could puncture a lung.” I shook my head. “No, Phil, I’m going for help.”

He gripped my shirt and said, “I want them to think we’re dead. If you leave me here and they find me, how long do you think I’ll last?”

“Okay, okay.” I helped Phil to his feet. He draped his arm over my shoulder and we began the slow, painful trip inland.

The breakwater is not an easy place to walk, even when healthy. It’s barely twenty feet wide and constructed of concrete blocks as big as summerhouses, tossed like dice along the gravel. To get back to land we had to climb up and around these blocks, planting each foot carefully. If Phil fell off, I wasn’t sure I’d be able to get him back up by myself.

The gravel bed was littered with broken bottles, condoms, and crack vials. “A great place to get high,” Phil said. “Remind me to come out here on my day off.”

I helped him up the slope of one block and at the top I looked to see how far we had yet to go. It looked like we were walking to the far end of the earth.

Thirty minutes later we were making our way past concrete gun emplacements, abandoned about the time Americans discovered Diz and Bird and bop, a better time for everyone, even musicians. “Where are we?”

“It’s France Field,” Phil said. “No one’s used it since World War Two.”

“The last good time America ever had.”

“You’re a funny guy, Harp. If I laugh any harder, I think it’ll kill me.”

There was a group of teenagers, all standing, watching the fire in the harbor. When they saw us staggering toward them, wet and bleeding, they parted to let us pass.

“¿Quién tiene un automóvil?” I said.

“Christ, Harper, are you speaking Spanish?”

“Trying,” I said.

One boy came forward and took Phil’s other side. “Venga,” he said, and helped Phil into the back of a Chevy Vega.

“Gracias.”

The boy spoke to me, rapidly, and I told him, “Despacio, despacio, por favor.”

Phil croaked from the shadows of the Vega. “He’s saying he’ll take us to the hospital.”

“No, no,” I said, and gave him an address. The boy hesitated until Phil pulled a roll of wet bills out of his pocket. The boy nodded and got behind the wheel.

*   *   *

Miss Turando helped Phil remove his shirt. He grunted and, for Phil, that meant he was in serious pain.

She listened to Phil’s lungs, her fingers gently probing his ribs. Removing the stethoscope, she said, “There’s no pneumothorax, which is good. That means the lungs haven’t been punctured. I can’t be sure without an X ray, of course, but I believe three ribs have been fractured.”

“So, you tape them up and he’ll be good to go?”

Miss Turando smiled and said, “He’s good to go now. We found that a rib belt only inhibited breathing and encouraged pneumonia. Now we advise the patient to breathe deeply and stay as active as possible, given the pain. I believe your friend will pull through just fine.”

“Phil, how you doing?”

“I am so fine,” he said.

“I’ve given him some Percocet.”

We put Phil in Miss Turando’s Mercedes and headed back toward La Boca.

“I can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done,” I said.

Miss Turando kept her attention on the road. “I have many visitors, Mr. Harper, and one of them is a Colombian. He’s a very superstitious man who tells me things he shouldn’t.”

Miss Turando looked at me and I saw sorrow in her eyes. “You need to know something, Mr. Harper. When you were here before?”

“With Marilyn.”

“Yes. She paid me to tell you to leave the country. She tried to save your life. I know you think otherwise, but she is trying to help you. She cares for you, I know.”

Miss Turando dropped us off a mile from the hotel gate. Before she drove away she said, “You’ll do the right thing, Mr. Harper.”

“How will I know what that is?”

“You’ll know,” she said.

I thanked her again. When she was gone, Phil, still flying on Percocet, said, “If you hadn’t been in a such a hurry, I mighta got some of that. You know what they say about nurses.”

“Yeah,” I said, “they marry doctors.”

Phil was hanging on to me, looking up into the dark trees, and said, “What are we doing here? I thought you had the names of the cells.”

I patted the CD in my pocket, the CD Mariposa had given me, and said, “I want the list of the money men, too, and anything that’ll help us convince the authorities we’re not hallucinating. There’s also the name of a goat fucker.”

“A goat fucker?”

“That’s just what the Colonel called him. He’s a partner in all this, and if we don’t find out who he is, he’ll slip away and neither one of us will be safe, I know that.”

“Okay, Harp, from here on in, you’re driving. I’m just along for the ride.”

I helped Phil through the jungle and around the hotel by way of the firing range. The going was slow and there were several places where Phil stumbled and fell and I had to lift him up.

At the edge of the treeline I stopped to let Phil rest. Not a single light burned in the hotel and it looked as inviting as a prison in the pale light of the quarter moon. We crossed the range, crept through the garden and up into the lobby. I saw the glow of a computer screen in the office. Sitting in front of the screen was Eubanks, his headphones playing loud music, the heavy bass buzzing around the quiet office. I touched his shoulder but Eubanks, the little clerk, wouldn’t be hearing any music other than the celestial choir. Eubanks was dead. I felt for a pulse in his neck, and he was warm to the touch. That meant it hadn’t been long since someone, obviously not a music lover, had come up behind him and put a .22 bullet just behind his right ear.

I opened Kelly’s office and found it empty. Phil went through his desk as I printed out the list of the operation’s financial backers. Phil found nothing more interesting than Field Manual 5–13, the army’s catalog of homemade booby traps, fun for the whole family. That caused us to search everything with a lot more care.

The Colonel’s office was dark, and the door was ajar. Phil pushed it open and I jumped, the shock and surprise so intense I tasted the electrical juice along my jaw. There, sitting at his desk, was the Colonel. He looked sadly surprised that his long career had ended this way. He, too, sported a new .22-caliber hole, this one right in the middle of his forehead.

“They’re taking everyone out, down to the last man,” Phil said.

Phil needed help up the stairs. He took one at a time, just as he had the night I’d met him.

As we made the slow climb I asked him how he and Coop had found me on the yacht.

“The party was no secret. We bribed the caterer to get me on the staff and Coop found an invitation in a guy’s pocket.”

“Was the guy alive?”

“Sleeping,” Phil said. “So, what do we do now?”

“Get all this to my boss. We need somebody who swings a bigger hammer in this fight.”

“What about Kris?”

“Kris is gone, Phil. Kelly put her on a plane for the States this morning. He told me I was a corrupting influence.”

“Well, the old man’s right about some things,” Phil said, and tried to laugh but each jerk of his diaphragm shoved a hot blade of fire between his ribs.

In the dim light I could see his face was wet and I was surprised. He played such a tough guy, I assumed he was immune to physical pain, and way beyond tears. “Are you okay, Phil? You want to sit a while?”

“No,” he said, and wiped his cheeks with the back of his fist. “I was just thinking about Coop.”

“I know,” I said. “What’s that you always tell me? It don’t mean shit?”

“Yeah, well, this time it does, Harp.”

“All we can do is make the fuckers pay,” I said.

“Then let’s see what Kelly has hidden away in his apartment,” Phil said.

“I was thinking the same thing.”

At Kelly’s door Phil said, “Work your magic, Monkeyman.”

“I can’t. I lost my picks in the harbor.”

“Then we’ll have to use my method. Go get a tire iron.”

I ran down the steps, eased through the shadows past Eubanks again, and retrieved the tire iron from the parking lot. Back on the second floor, I did as Phil told me.

“Now, stick it here, and separate the door from the frame.”

The gap between the door and the frame widened as I leveraged the tire iron. The wood began to crumble and snap.

“A little more,” Phil said.

I pushed harder and looked in the space, trying to see how far I had to go for the bolt to clear. I stopped when I saw that there was no bolt. I pulled out the tire iron.

“Why’d you quit?”

I turned the knob and the door swung open. “It wasn’t locked.”

“Oh.”

The living room was dark except for the moonlight through the windows. Again, I was struck by the impersonality of the place. Aside from a book here and the occasional picture, the room could have belonged to anyone or no one.

“You know where the files are?”

“No. But Kris said he had a study and I’ve been all through this place except there, beyond the kitchen.”

We went from the living room and kitchen to a hallway that led to a small office. A desk and filing cabinet had been pushed against the far wall, under the window with a view of the beach. Phil flicked his Zippo and looked at the desk in the firelight. “It’s got a lock,” he whispered. “We’ll have to break it.”

“Check first,” I said. Phil tugged on the top drawer and it slid open.

“A smart man learns from his mistakes, Phil.”

“Fuck you. Here hold this.” Phil handed the lighter to me. The two of us hunched over the open drawer. Phil ran his thumb across the tabs of the manila files and said, “Looks like nothing but tax shit and insurance and stuff.”

That’s when the overhead came on, catching us like deer in the headlights.

“Okay, get up nice and slow.” Meat was standing in the doorway aiming that scattergun at us. At me. “Just keep your hands where I can see them.” Meat gave us a lot of room. He respected Phil, even wounded, and kept out of his reach. “I saw you fuckers sneaking around the parking lot,” he said.

“So, you’re the one who killed Eubanks?”

“What? Who killed Eubanks?”

“And the Colonel.”

Meat gaped like a landed fish, trying to suck in the reality of the new world. Yes, he was big and stupid and not capable of doing much more than watching the front gate, but he was still a soldier to his bones and the death of a comrade was hard news. And just as I began to feel sympathy for him, Meat reverted to his old, annoying ways.

“Hey,” he said, “I bet you killed them.”

I shook my head and sighed. “Meat, don’t do this.”

He raised his shotgun and aimed at my face. “I want you two to lie down, your hands behind your head, while I figure this out.” I knew better than to question his ability, or his willingness to kill. I dropped to my knees.

“You, too.” He turned the gun on Phil.

Phil grimaced and said, “I’d like to, Meat, I would, but I busted up a few ribs tonight. I can hardly hold my pecker, man. There’s no way I can get on the floor.”

“Do it!” Meat stepped forward.

“Okay, but don’t stick that goddamn thing up my nose.” Phil held on to the edge of the desk and lowered himself to his knees.

Meat was breathing so quickly I was afraid he’d hyperventilate and fall on me.

“I got you fuckers so good,” he said. “We’ll just wait here for Mr. Kelly. He’ll know what to do.” A thought, you could see it rise up in his face like a gas bubble, popped into Meat’s head. “Hey. Where’s your friend? Where’s Cooper?”

“He’s dead,” I said, and my throat ached just saying the words.

“Why should I believe you?” Meat hollered, “Cooper! Come out or I’m going to waste your friend.”

“He’s not here, Meat. He’s dead.”

Another light came into Meat’s eye, this one a light of suspicion, edged with fear. “He’s behind me, isn’t he?”

I sighed. Stupidity this intense is a thing of wonder, no less amazing than the density of a star. “Meat, there’s no one behind you.”

He smiled, satisfied that no one could fool him, and said, “It’s like the movies. If you said there was somebody behind me, then there wouldn’t be, but you said there wasn’t, so there is.”

“Is what?” Phil said. “I’m starting to get a headache.”

“Someone behind me, right?”

“Well, there wasn’t before,” I said, “but now there is.”

“I told you!” Meat wanted to look. He did. His eyes darted back and forth but he was too afraid to turn his head and see. Like so many scared men without imagination, he settled for bravado. He licked his lips, gave a little dry laugh, and said, “If you’re back there, Cooper, you might as well shoot me.”

The laughter stuck in his throat when he felt the jab in his lower back. He held the shotgun by the stock and raised his hands. “Shit!” He sounded like he’d fumbled a short pass.

Phil took the shotgun and made Meat sit on the floor.

“Thank you, Kris,” I said. “But why aren’t you on that plane?”

Kris twirled the plant mister on her finger and squirted a cool splotch of water over my heart. “I didn’t think Ingrid Bergman should have left Bogart, either, John.”

“Who the fuck’s John?” Meat said. “And who’s Ingrid Bergman?”

Phil advised Meat to shut up and asked Kris to find some duct tape. She did, and soon Meat was trussed to the rolling desk chair, his mouth gagged behind a strip of silver tape.

Kris had her hands on my face, gently soothing the bruises, now an attractive yellow and blue. “What happened?”

“We were on a boat. Someone blew it up.”

“How did you get away?”

“Phil and I were blown off the boat.”

“We jumped,” Phil said, “before the bomb went off.”

I told Kris about the waiter with the detonator and the explosives packed under the deck.

“But how did you know when to jump?”

That was something I’d wondered, too. “Yeah, Phil, how did we know when to jump?”

“The waiter closed his eyes. I watched him close his eyes and I knew.”

“You remember Cooper, the tall guy?”

“He looked like the president of his fraternity?”

“That’s him. He was a friend, and he’s dead. And downstairs, Eubanks and the Colonel are dead, too, murdered by people working for your father.”

Kris remained rock steady and her eyes never left mine. “You’re sure?”

“I’m sure.”

Kris sat on the floor, her legs crossed, the plant sprayer still in her hand. “Why do you think my father’s involved?”

“There’s a lot of evidence. I’m sorry.”

Kris blinked several times, quickly, and she was no longer looking at me, but at whatever was running through her head. She nodded, having come to some private conclusion, and said, “Okay, what happens now?”

“We were looking for any files he might have. Specifically about his partners in this operation, and what might be planned for tonight.” I looked at my watch. It was nearly nine o’clock. “If something’s planned for midnight, we’ve only got three hours to stop it.”

“Did you check his desk?”

“There’s nothing there,” I said.

“Right. Okay. Then they’re probably in his safe. Under here.” She pulled back the rug and removed a square section of the hardwood floor. Below the floor was a green safe with a combination lock.

“I can’t open that,” I said.

“I can.” Kris got on her knees and elbows and twirled the dial, jerked the handle, and pulled the door open. “There you go.” She sat back.

As Phil reached in I stopped him and said, “Kris, honey, we may find things about your father you don’t want to know.”

Kris stared at me as if I were a good but very slow pooch. “There’s not much about my father that I don’t know, and what I don’t know won’t surprise me.”

“Okay.” I let Phil’s arm go and, with a grunt of pain, he pulled out an accordion file. Inside were manila folders. He opened one.

“Here’s a guy, Cuban CIA. Name’s Romero, but goes by the name of Morton. There’s everything on this guy—schools, friends, countries he’s worked in, everything. But no good picture. Just one with his face hidden behind a camera, the spy snapping the spy.”

“Maybe he’s the goat fucker,” I said. When Kris gave me a look that suggested I’d lost my mind, I explained the Colonel’s conversation.

“So you’ve been bugging the offices.”

“I have. It’s my job. It’s why I’m here.”

“I knew you weren’t just a piano player,” Kris said. “A spy, I’ve been fucking a spy.”

Meat mumbled something behind his gag that sounded like “I knew it.”

We sat around the open safe and read quickly through files, all of us adding pieces to the puzzle until a picture emerged. I found the file on the officer who’d been killed the day of the ambush by the river. His name was Ruiz and he was a member of a Colombian paramilitary group.

I sat back on my haunches. “But why kill so many people?”

Kris looked up from one of her father’s ledgers. “Will money do?”

“How much money?”

“A lot,” she said. “I can’t be sure, but I think these numbers are bank accounts, and next to them are amounts.” She looked at the two columns of numbers and said, “We’re talking more than two hundred million dollars.”

“How do you know they’re bank accounts?”

Kris laughed. “International finance was just one of my majors. It looks like the only one that’s practical. Who knew?”

Meat’s eyes were wide open. He was sweating, even in the air-conditioning. “Meat? You know something about this?” I tore the duct tape from his mouth, and after he’d stopped gasping from having his lips waxed, he told me to go fuck myself.

Phil said, “Oh, Meat, don’t be like this. You know you want to tell us.”

Meat had more suggestions for Phil.

Phil sighed and said, “If it wasn’t for these ribs here, Meat, I’d work you over with my fists.”

Some of the tension went out of Meat’s body.

“So, I guess I’ll have to use electricity.” Phil pulled a radio off the desk and jerked the power cord from the back, leaving two exposed wires plugged into the wall socket. Phil poured the water from Kris’s plant mister into Meat’s lap and Meat blurted, “Okay, I’ll tell you what I know, but it’s not much.”

“I’m not surprised,” Kris said, taking the words right out of my mouth.

“The money was to pay for this, all of this—our salaries, the guns, the hotel, all of it was paid for with money from the Colombians.”

“That’s a lot of money to run a hotel, even one training bodyguards.”

“Some of it went to bribe officers in the Panamanian army and some government officials,” Meat said. He’d lightened up on the attitude and was almost pleading for us to believe him. “I don’t know anything else. That’s just what Helizondo told me.”

Phil held the two exposed wires close to Meat’s glistening eyeball. “Do all the men working here know this?”

Meat rolled his head as far from the wires as possible. “No, just me and a couple other guys.”

“Who?”

“Me, that guy Ruiz, Helizondo, Zorro, and another guy, before your time.”

“Winstead?”

“Yeah, he was the other guy. He was killed.”

“What about the team? Did you know they weren’t supposed to come back from Darien?”

Meat couldn’t have been more shocked if Phil had hit him with the high voltage. “No, I didn’t know.”

“Phil warned them about an ambush, but think of that, Meat, out of all those men, do you think Kelly means to keep you, and only you, alive?”

Meat blinked for the first time since Phil had poured water in his lap.

“Kelly and the Colombians are reducing their exposure and that means eliminating everyone, even the Colonel. He’s dead, right now, sitting in his office downstairs, a twenty-two-caliber hole right in the middle of his forehead.”

After rolling this around, Meat said, “I hadn’t thought of it like that.” Meat’s eyes snapped back to the frayed wires in Phil’s hand.

Phil said, “The first time I zapped you I’d blow the lights, and I’m afraid of the dark.” He jerked the cord from the wall and said, “But I could still cut your ears off.”

Kris removed another section of files. “This one’s got pictures of Panamanian bankers, Guardia officers, government officials. Hell, even a U.S. diplomat. Most of them with their pants down.”

“It happens to the best of us,” I said.

“I’m taking these for Choppo,” Phil said. “I owe him.”

I pulled out half a dozen manila files and opened the first one. “Here’s the bartender at the Silver Key.” Phil opened another. “Here’s that old guy who runs the hot-sheet hotel. Must be part of Kelly’s local network.” Kris opened a third. “John, maybe you’ll want to see this.”

She handed me the file. The mug shot didn’t capture Marilyn’s high cheekbones and beautiful, dark eyes because you couldn’t see her eyes. They had both been battered closed and her bottom lip was swollen to twice its size.

Her real name was Rosa Sanchez. She was from El Chorillo, the slum neighborhood burned to its foundations in 1989 by Operation Just Cause. Marilyn’s parents were collateral damage, caught in the crossfire, just as she’d said.

Kris, Marilyn, and me. This was a war fought by orphans.

Marilyn, or Rosa, was paid one thousand dollars a month, a fortune to a Panamanian girl. From the accounting, this was just a retainer. She got more when she delivered information. There were many entries, all marked with names and sexual activities. The especially deviant had their own cross-referenced file with places and dates written in Kelly’s hand.

Of all the entries in Marilyn’s list, the only names I recognized were Winstead’s and my own.

Phil handed me a report that detailed every moment I was with Marilyn. Where we had gone, who we had seen, what we had talked about. In the second entry, Kelly had written: “Contact not as easily manipulated through sex as previously suggested. Looks to be turning this operative and may require her elimination along with his.

“She warned me,” I said.

“Hey, recognize this guy?” Phil held out another photo. It was my high school graduation picture. “He’s got quite a file on you, Harper. Traffic tickets, high school records, and an interview with the owner of a radio station who says here that you’re, quote, ‘a liberal nigger-lover who doesn’t deserve to wear a uniform.’”

“I hope her dogs are dead.”

Phil handed me another photo. It was the man who had climbed into the back of Ren’s car, several minutes before the Chevy had poured black smoke into the clear blue Panamanian sky.

“Looks like they paid him two thousand dollars to kill you and Ren. But the guy died in a bus accident outside of Colón.”

“I’ve seen enough,” I said, putting the file back into the folder.

“Looky-looky,” said Phil, reaching into the safe and pulling up a gray metal strongbox. “It’s locked.”

“Did you check?”

“Yes, I checked.”

“You got a bobby pin, Kris?”

She ran off and I hollered after her to bring two. When she returned I took one pin and bent it into a tiny L. As a torque wrench, it wouldn’t open anything much more sophisticated than a girl’s diary, but it was enough for this. I straightened another bobby pin and went to work. Kris whispered, “I guess it’s a waste of time locking my bedroom door, huh, Monkeyboy?”

The box popped open. “Whoa, Phil, look at this.” Inside were bundles of brand-new cash, held together with plain paper bands. “They’re euros, denominations of five hundred, the new choice of smugglers everywhere. They’re not very liquid, but they take up less space than American hundred-dollar bills.” I counted the stacks. “My God, there’s five million in here.”

But Phil wasn’t looking, he had both arms inside the safe, pulling at something. “I can’t get this,” he said, and grunted with effort. “My fingers are too fat. You try.”

I stretched out on my stomach and put both hands inside the safe. My fingers ran along the edge and I felt it move. “It’s a false bottom,” I said.

“He’s the smart one,” Phil said.

I worked my fingertips into the space, got a thin hold, and tugged. The floor came up. I hauled a green duffel bag onto the floor. Its lock was even less of a challenge than the cash box, a sign that Kelly never expected anyone to get this far. When I opened the duffel, stacks of cash spilled out, and Phil whispered, “Holy sweet Mother of God.”

These were more bundles of euros, and from the weight of the bag I estimated an easy four million. I said, “I think I’m about to wet myself.”