Josh runs

out of the room

and for a few moments

I am still

so mad

I want to walk away

then I think about

my dad

how he always asks

me to do stuff

I don’t want to do

but at least

he asks

how he’s there

when life is crap

or when I have

a question

how we go to

the footy together

how he helps me

with homework

how when Dave died

he just held me

for a long time

and how Josh

has never had

any of that.