Nectar and ambrosia—
That’s what we had at hot high noon;
Myself from school had cantered all the way
To rush into my grandfolks’ house in June
And sit a prince among the older wise—
Grandpa disguised so no one knew behind his face
Fair Aristotle hid
And bade me show my wisdom’s tooth—
Good truth or bad,
I had and told it all,
While on my plate
Put by in simmerings of hell,
A sandwich packed with red imps,
Beasts that dwell
In Underwood’s small cans
Raise up a devilish smell,
So, with a grin,
I lift, I bite, I swallow mouths of sin.
That deviled ham put by in summers long ago
Is what I am.
I took such ancient knowledge
Glad for fates
That lodged and devil-danced on luncheon plates.
While all about,
The sages kept a silence that was awe,
For Aristotle spoke from my grandpa’s full mouth;
He told us paths across the town
In calms and wraths…
While Grandmama in kitchen fed the mythic storms
That in the roaring stove
Kept old gods’ fires warm,
And brought to us and all and laid on table
Abundances of mystic bread,
Or all the magic biscuits she was able to afford;
The dear Lord’s breath and golden flesh in each.
Beseeched by dialoguing boarders,
She skated back to bake yet more
And set them out in incenses and steams
That in the drifting afternoon
Cooked Grecian dreams
Of Hector and some nectar of the gods.
In each high tower room enclosure,
Spirit spouts of slow sweet sleeping breath,
Founts of ambrosia.
So we paced out a Mediterranean summer when
The gods in plain disguise returned again
And sat about this boy and touched his head
Assuring him that he would never, never, no,
Be lost or dead.
You’re bright! You’re clever, lad, get on!
Run forth, now! Live forever!
And, grown old the night before I died
With all my novels writ and high on shelf,
I loving looked at them and gladly cried
And shouted at the shadows of my Grandpa
And his Grecian friends:
“I tried; Oh, Lord, I tried!”