The next morning, Rona was still wondering how best to put the proposal to Barnie when Dinah phoned.
‘Rona – ages since I saw you! How about you and Max coming over and meeting the family? Melissa would love to see you again, and I don’t think you’ve ever met Sam, have you, let alone little Martha?’
‘That would be great, Dinah.’
‘Lunch time would be better than evening, from the children’s point of view. How about Sunday? Are you free?’
Fleetingly, Rona thought of her parents, but no invitation had been forthcoming. ‘Yes, that’d be fine, thanks.’
‘Come over about twelve, then – and pray for a fine, warm day! Indoors, the noise level can be excruciating if they let rip together. The cats flee to the top of my wardrobe!’
The Trents had three Siamese, who had long ago formed a non-aggression pact with Gus.
As soon as Dinah rang off, Rona pressed the button for Chiltern Life and asked to be put through to Barnie.
‘Telepathy!’ he greeted her. ‘We were talking about you at breakfast; you’ll be getting a call from Dinah later.’
‘I already have,’ Rona told him. ‘Lunch on Sunday.’
‘Well, she doesn’t waste time, I’ll say that for her! What can I do for you?’
Quickly and as succinctly as possible, Rona outlined her proposal. When she finished, there was a lengthy silence.
‘What do you think?’ she asked, when the suspense became unbearable.
‘Not too keen, to be honest. Principally because I don’t want to be responsible for you getting into deep water, and it seems to me that’s the way you’re heading.’
‘But surely it would be interesting to follow someone’s search for her birth parents?’
‘Don’t be naïve, Rona; you know as well as I do it’s the murder angle that interests you. Oh, I know you’ve been there before, but at least on those occasions you stumbled into it unknowingly.’
‘Surely being aware of it would give me an advantage? Quite apart from that, though, I’d like to have a go at running the father to earth. OK, so he went to Oz twenty-five years ago, but he might have come back since. If I could find one parent for her, it would be something.’
There was another pause. ‘If I said no, would you still go ahead?’
Rona considered the question. ‘Possibly. I was saying to Max that, either way, I’d set myself a time limit to come up with something. If there was absolutely nothing after six weeks, I’d give up. And I reckon, if I have to, I can afford to waste six weeks.’
‘And if something did come up?’
‘Well—’
‘I take that as a “yes”. Tell you what: I’m not going to commission this article, and if you write it, I might not publish it. We may need the lawyers to look at it, for one thing. But if you produce something interesting and I feel it’s appropriate to the magazine, then I’ll certainly consider it. Will that do?’
Rona sighed. ‘I suppose it’ll have to,’ she said.
That evening, she phoned Zara.
‘Rona! I wasn’t expecting – you said the end of the week.’
‘I know, but I’ve reached my decision.’ No need to tell her of Barnie’s reservations. ‘I’m prepared to spend six weeks looking into your family, on the understanding that if I can’t find anything in that time, I’ll give up. Are you agreeable to that?’
‘Oh.’ Pause. ‘I suppose so.’
Take it or leave it, Rona thought. ‘If you want me to go ahead on those terms, I’ll need quite a lot more information.’
‘Of course – such as what?’
‘For a start, photocopies of your birth and your mother’s death certificates. And I could do with her birth certificate, too; that would give your grandparents’ full names and address.’
‘Oh, yes! I never—’
‘Did you check for a marriage certificate, by the way?’
‘I checked, but I never expected to find one.’
‘And you didn’t?’
‘No.’
‘The next thing is, did you by any chance take copies of the write-ups in the papers?’
‘Yes – every mention we could find.’
‘That’s great – could I borrow them? There’s no point in duplicating the work.’
Selina Someone’s proper name might appear in the reports, Rona reckoned; failing that, she’d turn up the electoral register. The girl was sharing with Gemma, dammit; it was inconceivable that she hadn’t known more than she’d said.
Now for the tricky bit. ‘There’s one thing more, Zara. If I find what we’re looking for, or any part of it, I must have complete freedom in writing it up. You can read it before I submit it, but on the understanding that the only changes I’ll agree to are errors of fact. In other words, even if there are parts you’d rather I left out, they’d have to stand.’
‘You mean, once you’ve started, I can’t change my mind?’
‘Not without very good reason.’
‘OK, I suppose that’s fair enough.’
‘Fine. Well, once you have Gemma’s birth certificate, we can arrange a meeting to hand over all the relevant papers.’ She hesitated, then added gently, ‘It’s still not too late to withdraw, if you’re having second thoughts.’
Zara gave a little laugh. ‘It just seems so – official, all of a sudden. But no, I’ve set my heart on finding out as much as I can, and you’re my best bet. I’d like you to go ahead.’
‘Fine. We’ll be in touch, then.’
The phone rang immediately she put it down, and as she lifted it again, her mother’s voice said, ‘Lunch on Sunday all right?’
‘Oh Mum, I’m sorry! You’re about twelve hours too late!’ Thank goodness! Rona thought involuntarily, hating herself.
‘I didn’t realize you required so much notice,’ Avril said stiffly.
‘Mel and the children are over from the States – the Trents’ daughter, you know – and Dinah’s invited us to meet them.’
‘But Sunday’s a family day; surely she knows that? Why can’t you go on Saturday?’
‘We weren’t invited for Saturday,’ Rona said, an edge creeping into her voice. Then, against her better judgement, ‘Could we come to you then?’
‘No, that won’t do; I’ve already got something on.’
I, not we?
‘Sounds interesting; what are you doing?’
‘Playing in a bridge tournament, as it happens.’
‘At the weekend?’ A pause. ‘What about Pops?’
‘What about him?’
‘What’s he doing while you’re out playing bridge?’
‘I’ve no idea,’ Avril said coldly, ‘but don’t concern yourself on his account; he spends more time out than in these days – I’m sure he’ll think of something.’
Rona drew in her breath, but Avril was continuing: ‘Since you won’t even try to alter your arrangements, I suppose there’s no more to be said. Visits home seem to be a low priority these days.’
‘Oh, for God’s sake, Mum!’
‘Perhaps you’ll consult your diary and let me know when you’re free.’ And she rang off.
Rona sat for several minutes before, with deliberation, she put the phone back on its rest. Her irritation with her mother – a more or less permanent state at the moment – was overlaid by acute anxiety about her father. He spends more time out than in these days. With Catherine Bishop?
And the thought of Catherine reminded her she still hadn’t returned James Latymer’s manifesto. Added to which, if she wanted a clear slate by the time she started on her next project, the sooner she obtained his permission to quote from it, the better. There remained, however, the problem of the best way to approach him; she didn’t want to butt in on one of his sittings with Max, yet on the other hand, it hardly seemed worth attending one of his surgeries.
The solution was presented to her half an hour later, when Max made his nightly call.
‘Dust off your tiara,’ he told her. ‘The Conservatives are having a fundraising cheese and wine party next week, and we’ve received a personal invitation, courtesy of James Latymer. When I say “invitation”, I am, of course, using the word loosely; we have to pay for the privilege, but you were wanting to meet him, weren’t you?’
‘I was indeed; in fact, I’d just been wondering how to wangle it. The invitation went to Farthings?’
‘It’s the only address he has for me.’
‘So when is it?’
‘Next Wednesday, six to eight p.m., at the Clarendon.’
‘Lucky it’s one of your free evenings. I’ve had two invitations myself today, both for Sunday lunch.’
‘Uh-oh!’
‘You can relax – Dinah got in first!’
‘The other was presumably your parents?’
‘Yes, and Mamma was not best pleased at being pre-empted.’
‘Another black mark, then. We’re building up quite a stockpile.’
Rona said heatedly, ‘And we’ve done nothing to deserve any of them!’
‘OK, sweetie, don’t let it get to you.’
She drew a steadying breath. ‘Sorry.’
‘Any more thoughts on this parent search?’
‘I spoke to Barnie and he wasn’t too keen. He’s hedging his bets.’
‘I’m not too keen either, in case it escaped your notice.’
‘It’ll be all right, Max, honestly.’
‘From which I deduce you’re going ahead?’
‘I phoned Zara this evening and said I’ll give it six weeks. We’ll see how it goes.’
‘Well, if you’re going to publicize it, for God’s sake only admit to searching for the father. I don’t want yet another hitherto undetected murderer coming after you.’
She smiled bleakly. ‘I can’t say I do, either. Don’t worry, I’ll be discreet.’
His sigh reached her down the phone. ‘I thought I was married to a biographer, not a private detective.’
‘You are. And I promise, after this, I really will embark on another. My publishers are getting restive, for one thing, and I have some possibilities in mind.’
The fact that murder had put paid to her last attempt at biography was not mentioned by either of them.
The following morning, before she could find an excuse to delay, she phoned Catherine Bishop.
‘I was wondering when it would be convenient to return the manifesto,’ she began brightly.
‘Oh – there’s really no hurry. Keep it as long as you need it.’
‘Actually, I don’t need it any more; I’ve made photocopies.’
‘I see. Well, don’t make a special journey out here; I’m coming into town this morning to do some shopping. Could we meet for a coffee, say at the Gallery?’
‘That would be fine, thanks.’
‘Eleven o’clock?’
‘I’ll be there.’
Rona was thoughtful as she made her way up Fullers Walk towards Guild Street, Gus trotting at her side. She’d been wondering if there was any casual way she could introduce her father into the conversation, in order to gauge Catherine’s reactions. On reflection, though, it was an undertaking fraught with peril; if there was any sounding out to do, much better to pick on Pops; at least she knew where she was with him.
The Gallery Café was approached up a wrought-iron staircase between two shopfronts on Guild Street, and led to a walkway above the pavement containing a few boutiques, an art shop, and the café itself, which straddled the corner of Guild Street and Fullers Walk, offering a choice of viewpoint from its window tables.
Catherine was already seated at one of them as Rona and Gus walked in. Gus went straight to her, tail wagging, and accepted a pat before settling himself under the table, careful to avoid the stack of carrier bags propped against the wall.
‘What a pleasure it is to see a well-trained dog!’ Catherine remarked, as she picked up the menu. ‘Now, I’ve decided to be wicked and indulge in a Danish pastry. Can I tempt you?’
Rona smiled. ‘I don’t need much tempting.’
‘Fine.’ She signalled the waitress and gave the order, checking Rona’s preference from the dozen or so types of coffee listed.
‘I come up here for lunch sometimes,’ she confided as the waitress moved away, ‘and sit here unashamedly people watching. It’s fascinating.’
‘Do you ever see anyone you know?’ Rona asked, remembering a shock sighting she’d once had from this very table.
‘Not so far, but then I don’t know that many people here.’
Rona took out the envelope containing the manifesto and passed it across the table. ‘Before I forget,’ she said. ‘Thanks so much for showing it to me.’
‘Have you asked permission to quote from it?’
‘Not yet, but I’m hoping to meet Mr Latymer next week, at a fundraising event.’
‘I wonder if he remembers writing it,’ Catherine mused. ‘How’s the portrait coming along?’
‘All right, I believe.’
‘You haven’t seen it?’
‘Oh no; work in progress is kept strictly under wraps. Quite literally, in fact: last time I went into the studio, Max draped a cloth over the easel.’
Catherine laughed. ‘I’m sure if I were having my portrait done, I’d want to look at it after every session.’ She hesitated. ‘Did you ask him about speaking to our group?’
‘Yes, but I’m afraid the response was as I expected.’
Their coffee and pastries arrived, and Rona embarked on her Viennese slice.
‘You seem to have had a successful shop,’ she commented, glancing at the packages on the floor.
‘So-so. I still haven’t found a present for my son; it’s his birthday next week.’
Rona looked up in surprise. ‘You have a son?’
‘I have indeed, and a daughter-in-law. They live in Cricklehurst.’
‘I don’t know why, but I never—’ Rona broke off in confusion, belatedly remembering the young couple in the photograph who, for some reason, she’d assumed to be a niece or nephew.
‘Don’t I look maternal?’ Catherine asked, with an amused smile. ‘Let me try to redeem myself: Daniel works for a computer firm in Stokely and his wife, Jenny, manages a flower shop. They’ve been married three years now, and one reason I didn’t leave Marsborough when my mother died was because it was within easy reach of them without being on their doorstep.’
Rona’s face was flushed. ‘I’m sorry – I didn’t mean to—’
‘My dear, there’s nothing to apologize for; I’m just surprised I’ve never happened to mention them. Your—’ She broke off, flushing in her turn.
There was a brief, taut silence, then Catherine said quietly, ‘This is ridiculous; what I was going to say is that your father has met them – or, at least, Daniel.’
Rona gazed at her, mouth suddenly dry, and she went on quickly, ‘He very gallantly came to our rescue – twice, in fact. I was waiting for a bus one day when my car was in dock, and he kindly stopped and ran me home. And as if that weren’t imposition enough, while we were having a cup of tea, Daniel phoned to say Jenny was having a miscarriage.’ Her brows drew together, remembering. ‘It would have meant a taxi all the way to Stokely, but your father insisted on driving me there. It was so kind of him.’
Some comment seemed called for, and Rona forced herself to say, ‘I see.’ And she did – partly. It explained how the friendship – if that’s what it was – had begun, but she’d seen them together on a totally different occasion.
Catherine was watching her a little warily, perhaps anticipating further questioning, but loyalty to her father prevented it. Instead, Rona added simply, ‘That sounds like Pops.’
Embarrassed and uncertain, she’d suddenly had enough of the discussion, and, hurriedly finishing her coffee, she retrieved her handbag and took out her purse.
Catherine shook her head. ‘This is on me,’ she said firmly, as she signalled for the bill. ‘I was glad of the chance to see you again. I do hope, now our professional contact is over, we can still meet occasionally?’
‘I’d like that,’ Rona said awkwardly, wondering, even as she spoke, if it was the truth. Certainly when she’d first met Catherine, she’d hoped a friendship would develop between them; she had found the older woman’s sense of calm relaxing and somehow comforting. But that was before she’d seen her strolling with Pops on a summer evening.
She stood up and clicked her fingers at Gus. ‘Thanks for the coffee, and for all your help over Buckford.’
‘It was a pleasure,’ Catherine replied formally, knowing it would be unwise to press further. Though she couldn’t resist adding, ‘Give my regards to your father.’
Rona shot her a quick look, nodded, and, with a final smile, walked quickly from the room, the golden retriever at her heels. Catherine watched her go with mixed feelings. She saw us that evening, she thought, I’m sure of it. I hope to God I haven’t put my foot in it for Tom. And she turned with a slightly strained smile to take the bill from the waitress.
Rona walked along Guild Street until she was out of sight of the Gallery windows before stepping into a doorway, where she took out her mobile and dialled her sister’s number. Lindsey answered almost at once.
‘Any chance of your slipping out for a couple of minutes?’ Rona asked. ‘I’ve something to tell you. Two things, actually.’
‘I suppose I could take an early lunch. Where are you?’
‘A couple of hundred yards down the road.’
‘You don’t give much notice, do you?’
‘Please, sis?’
‘OK. We can go to the wine bar in Market Street. I’ll meet you outside the offices in five minutes.’
‘So,’ Lindsey said, when they were seated with glasses of wine in front of them. ‘What is it that’s so urgent?’
‘I’ve just had coffee with Catherine Bishop, and she admitted knowing Pops. Apart from the bank, I mean.’
‘She didn’t!’
Rona recounted what Catherine had told her. ‘But it still doesn’t explain what they were doing in Barrington Road,’ she finished.
‘If it was all so innocent, how come neither of them mentioned it?’ Lindsey asked suspiciously.
‘That was what I was wondering. And she nearly didn’t tell me. She stopped herself at first, then she said, “This is ridiculous,” and came out with it.’
‘What was ridiculous? Skirting round the subject?’
‘That’s how it struck me.’
‘So what do we do now?’
Rona said slowly, ‘I wonder if she’ll tell Pops the cat’s at least partially out of the bag.’
‘If she does, do you think he’ll say anything?’
‘Time will tell,’ Rona replied philosophically.
Lindsey sipped at her wine, thinking over what she’d heard. ‘And the other thing?’ she asked after a minute.
‘What?’
‘You said you’d two things to tell me.’
‘Oh – my latest assignment, that’s all.’
‘Which is?’
‘A parent search.’ And she went on to tell Lindsey about her meetings with Zara, and Barnie and Max’s reservations.
‘I see their point. It sounds a bit dodgy to me.’
‘Quite interesting, I’d say, trying to track down the errant father.’
‘Oh, come on, Ro! This is me you’re talking to! It’s the murder that attracts you, and you know it. That’s why Barnie and Max don’t like the sound of it.’
Rona shook her head impatiently. ‘It’s old hat, Linz. Twenty-five years old, to be exact. Even if I wanted to, I wouldn’t have a hope in hell of nailing him.’
‘You underestimate yourself,’ Lindsey said darkly.
The second phone call resulting from the café meeting was put through to Tom’s office at the bank.
‘I think I should warn you that I had coffee with Rona this morning.’
He frowned. ‘Warn me?’
‘I told her about the Stokely trip.’
He drew in his breath sharply. ‘However did that come up?’
‘We were talking about Daniel and Jenny, and it more or less slipped out. I tried to retrieve it, saw how futile that was, and decided to – make a clean breast of it.’ She added anxiously, ‘I hope I didn’t do wrong?’
‘Of course not.’ He paused. ‘Did you mention that we’ve met since?’
‘No, but I’m almost certain she saw us that evening.’
‘What makes you think so?’
‘Just – her manner, somehow.’
‘But nothing was actually said?’
‘No. She left soon afterwards.’
‘All right, Catherine. Thanks for letting me know.’ He glanced at the closed door of his office and lowered his voice. ‘I was wondering – that is, I’ll have the day to myself on Saturday. Will you be free, by any chance?’
‘I think so, yes.’
‘Perhaps we could spend it together?’
‘That would be lovely, Tom.’
‘I’ll be in touch, then. In the meantime, thanks for phoning.’
‘Goodbye,’ she said.
Tom put down the phone, leaned back in his chair and surveyed the ceiling, his lips pursed. There’d been another contretemps with Avril the previous evening: Lindsey was coming to lunch on Sunday, he’d been told, but Rona was ‘too busy’. Tom had wondered, with a sinking heart, whether she was trying to avoid him, but then Avril had added, ‘She wanted to know what you’d be doing with yourself while I was out on Saturday. As if I wasn’t the last person to ask.’
He’d made the mistake of remarking that he hadn’t in fact known she was going out, whereupon she’d insisted that she’d told him, adding that he should try listening to her occasionally and he might learn what was going on. The situation was becoming farcical, he thought despairingly, but, more seriously, the stress of it was getting to him. He’d been alarmed last night to feel a warning twinge in his chest.
Now, added to everything else, Rona knew about the Stokely trip. She’d be expecting him to say something, but what the hell could he say? My marriage is a sham and I’ve fallen for Catherine?
A wave of heat washed over him. He’d never put it so baldly before, even to himself. Furthermore, he hadn’t the slightest idea how Catherine felt. Oh, she valued his friendship, he knew that, but she’d given no indication that she wanted to take it further. After all, she was an intelligent, cultured woman with wide and varied interests; what would she want with an almost retired bank manager with a dicky heart?
At least, he thought, cheering up slightly, she’d agreed to spend the day with him on Saturday. That was something to look forward to.
After a week of cloud and early-morning mist, Saturday dawned warm and sunny. A coach was taking the bridge team to Chilswood, and Avril left the house soon after nine. An hour later, Tom drove to Willow Crescent to collect Catherine.
It had been agreed they would drive out to Penbury Court, a stately home fifteen miles south of Marsborough, which was famous, among other things, for its gardens. It was the last weekend in September, and the roads were busy with families intent on making the most of the good weather. But they were in no hurry; the drive itself was part of the day out, and Tom relaxed, responding to Catherine’s light-hearted mood, and suffering the numerous hold-ups with good-humoured resignation. How different, had Avril been beside him.
When they eventually reached the property, they had to queue for several minutes while those in front of them either presented their National Trust cards or paid the entrance fee. Then, having parked and armed themselves with an up-to-date leaflet of attractions, they set off in the direction of the lily pond. Catherine was wearing a coffee-coloured dress and leather sandals, and, on leaving the car, had put on a sunhat. ‘To stop me getting freckles!’ she’d smiled. Informally dressed, she appeared somehow younger and more carefree, and it seemed entirely natural when she slipped her arm through his.
They walked slowly round the pond, looking at the brightly coloured fish that swam there and the plants that grew along the edge, about which Catherine proved quite knowledgeable. And as they walked, they talked easily about a variety of topics that, while interesting them both, didn’t touch on the personal. Tom always enjoyed their conversations, the gentle thrust and parry, the exchange of opinions and ideas as each of them stimulated the other to an increasingly wide range of hypotheses.
For an hour or more they admired borders and gazebos, statues and sunken gardens, fortuitously coming across the Courtyard Restaurant just as a table was being vacated. The midday sun was now directly overhead, and they seated themselves under the umbrella with a sigh of relief. Catherine removed her sunhat and tossed it on a chair.
‘I don’t know about you, but I’m ready for a long, cold drink,’ she announced, and smiled as a pleasant-faced young waitress appeared as if by magic and set a jug of iced water on the table, together with two glasses.
After studying the menu, Catherine selected prawn mayonnaise and Tom a Caesar salad. He ordered a bottle of wine, and sat back to look about him. Dotted round the courtyard were some two dozen tables, where couples or families laughed and talked over their meal, while inside the restaurant itself, he could see others who had opted to avoid the sun. The complex was an old mews, and the buildings surrounding the yard would originally have been stables. The tiled roof of the restaurant was surmounted by a small clock tower that, he noted, corroborated the time showing on his watch. Halfway through the day already.
And suddenly his happiness evaporated into misery. He didn’t want this day to end – ever. He didn’t want to go back to his wife’s unsmiling face, her barbed comments, her perpetual discontent. He wanted – and he knew this with a blinding flash of certainty – to spend the rest of his life with Catherine.
‘Tom? Tom!’
He looked up, meeting her concerned eyes.
‘What’s the matter?’ she asked anxiously. ‘You’ve been staring into your glass as though you’d like to drown yourself in it!’
‘I’ve decided to leave Avril,’ he said.
She drew in her breath, staring at him with an expression he couldn’t decipher. A waiter materialized beside them. He opened a bottle, invited Tom to taste the wine, poured two glasses, and placed the bottle in an ice bucket alongside the table. Throughout this performance, the two of them sat in silence, avoiding each other’s eyes. As he finally left them, Catherine asked quietly, ‘When did you reach this decision?’
He smiled wryly. ‘Just now. As you know, life has become increasingly difficult lately, but last night …’
‘Last night?’ she prompted, when he didn’t continue.
‘Last night, after yet another row, I – didn’t feel too good, and it rather scared me.’
She said sharply, ‘Your heart, you mean?’
He nodded, not meeting her eyes.
‘Oh, Tom,’ she said softly. Then, ‘What will you do?’
‘I’ve no idea. I’ve not had time to work it out.’ He glanced at her, then down at the fork he was turning over in his fingers. ‘I don’t want you to think our seeing each other has had any bearing on this; the marriage has been going downhill for years and I’ve refused to acknowledge it. But I wouldn’t be honest if I didn’t say that since I met you …’
He broke off and she sat unmoving.
‘Since I met you,’ he continued after a moment, ‘I’ve discovered that I’m not after all fit only for the scrap heap, that I can still feel …’ Again he stumbled to a halt.
‘Feel what, Tom?’ Her voice was low.
He forced himself to come out with it. ‘Like making love,’ he said in a rush. Not daring to look at her, he added ruefully, ‘You now have permission to slap my face!’
‘Suppose I don’t want to?’ A smile came into her voice. ‘Slap your face, that is!’
His head jerked up and, meeting her eyes, he felt such an intensity of joy that he was momentarily winded. She put a hand over his.
‘Tom, the last thing I wanted was to contribute to the breakdown of your marriage. I kept telling myself we shouldn’t keep seeing each other – if you remember, I made several excuses. But I could tell how miserable you were, and I could hardly bear it. I kept wanting to hold you and tell you everything would be all right.’
Their salads arrived and Catherine hastily released his hand.
Tom’s mind was reeling, unable to take in the momentous possibilities suddenly opening up before him. ‘God, Catherine, I can’t believe this. I – don’t know what to say.’
‘I don’t think either of us does, so let’s just eat this delicious lunch and try to absorb it.’
‘But – am I right in thinking that you – that we …?’ He drew a deep breath. ‘What I’m trying to say is – if – when – I’m free, will you – marry me?’
‘I don’t see why not!’ she said.
‘God!’ he exclaimed in frustration. ‘I can’t believe that we’re sitting here over prawn salad discussing things that will change our lives, and I can’t so much as take your hand because we’re surrounded by all these bloody people!’
She laughed. ‘Never mind; going down on one knee has gone out of fashion. Seriously, though, I don’t think we should rush things. You came out with your decision as soon as you made it; possibly if you’d given yourself time to think about it—’
‘It would have been exactly the same.’
‘Nevertheless,’ she went on, ‘there are a lot of things to consider – principally, of course, your family, but also how the bank might react if you suddenly flee the nest. I suggest we take a step back until you’ve had a chance to think it through. We’ve waited a long time to find each other; it won’t hurt to wait a little longer.’
She met his eye and laughed softly. ‘All right, it may hurt just a little, but it’ll be worth it in the long run. We’ve agreed that we have what the Victorians called “an understanding”; let’s leave it at that for the moment, and just enjoy our lovely day as we were doing this morning.’ She paused. ‘All right?’ she asked softly.
He didn’t want to step back, he thought protestingly. On the contrary, he wanted to shout his joy from the rooftops, to give exuberant expression to this intoxicating feeling of release.
‘All right?’ she said again, and, seeing the sense of it, he reluctantly nodded.
‘All right,’ he said.