Self-Criticism and Answer

It was always so, always –

My too meticulous words

Mocked by the unhinged cries

Of playground, mouse or gull,

By throats of nestling birds

Like bells upturned in a peal –

All that has innocence

To praise and far to fall.

I fear this careful art

Would never storm the sense:

Its agonies are but the eager

Retching of an empty heart;

It never was possessed

By divine incontinence,

And for him whom that eygre1

Sweeps not, silence were best.

Your politicians pray silence

For the ribald trumpeter,

The falsetto crook, the twitching

Unappeasable dictator.

For any else you should be pleased

To hold your tongue: but Satan

Himself would disown his teaching

And turn to spit on these.

When madmen play the piper

And knaves call the tune,

Honesty’s a right passion –

She must call to her own.

Let yours be the start and stir

Of a flooding indignation

That channels the dry heart deeper

And sings through the dry bone.

1938

1 A tidal wave of unusual height caused by the rushing of the tide up a narrowing estuary.