LIZ

HOWARD

FROM

NORTH

NORD

GIIWEDIN

 

              Here in the most hysteric of parallels

              it could be the case that given

              any inveterate Sunday some reflexive

              conifer in post-territorial retrograde

              had most certainly swum the basin

              of my pluralistic venous system

              a self-similar precognitive flight

              path over the northern hemisphere

              just so many moons ago until this account

              of light as an acquired characteristic

              became propositional in the way

              every forest would come to speak to me

              as a verb

              I know you

              as I know myself:

              a fictive province

              of selves

              oh little body niiyaw

              your telepathy

              is so impatient

              soon you’ll know that hope

              is no nutrient in the last word ikidowin

              on forgiveness

              in any opiate moment

              unlatch the skull of a lake zaaga’igan

              from its trophy of red snow

              we’re in this

              for the killing jaaginazh fields

              of every biome

              our prosperity zhawendaagozi

              a glimmering clusterfuck dryad

              felled into the horizon

              these cortisol waves

              I strapped to by girlish hippocampus

              in the post-enlightenment laboratories

              of men I wrote of them in the hereafter

              a screen test in the abattoir

              of the encounter my lineage

              a quack chandelier of forest bones and trash

              for lack of any other occupation

              within childhood but extended

              a pause in an anecdote of stowaways

              in the telekinetic interface of heaven

              where the temperature was desperate

              the clouds were mimetically charged with music

              and claimed that every variegated spine

              of the Americas is a kind of portent

              for the glitterfist of updating to be happy

              time to get on home now

              for each breath has a birthright

              of extinction where I cannot say

              all our silence is a uterine conduit

              of never tell them where you came from

              Is this an indigenous or occidental dream?

              note the presence of wildlife or anxiety

              about money I don’t have to make sense

              to pay the rent here or maybe I indulge

              too much in expression I never want to

              find myself anywhere I belong we all dream

              all of us mammals all of us breathing all of us

              exothermic and adopting a certain posture

              for sleep and often I cannot sleep or I sleep

              too much and I am dreaming of poetry

              in a tradition not quite ablated by pox,

              TB, and/or christ the dreaming self is

              as corporeal in its endeavours as in

              the waking state I go somewhere

              and what I see is not the world

              but instead my own situation

              this abject territory of words

              bound to me as I sever

              consequence from what

              I was taught to be an

              exegesis or some

              parable for knowing

              better than to accuse

              those who accuse

              and also felicity,

              unforgivingly

              I headed south zhaawanong

              taking my birth name

              wrapped in a bundle of nouns

              toward the city gichi-oodena

              where the air irradiated

              my peach pit doggerel art

              with insatiate rubble

              I could vault the old sphagnum

              for a credit mazina’ige card

              my only limit

              will be that of language anishinaabemowin

              my carry-on

              could be your carry-on

              only I am not a corpse nibo

              but a citizen