The Gelding

As I recall, the black horse just appeared,

undelivered, unrequested,

dusty and skinny, like a tramp

with his hat in his good hand.

He was used to pity. He could work with it.

His dull eyes were rimmed with red,

and his habits were all bad:

he bit, suddenly and cruelly,

with his ears back flat.

He kicked the yearling squarely

in the ribs, so thoroughly

did he despise innocence.

The sweet filly he tried to mount

there, in the pasture, knowing we watched.

And we added to his scars

as everyone who owned him did.

Only once I forced him to take the bit

and slipped onto his bony back.

He seemed to acquiesce, then

threw himself into the fence.

If an animal can’t be used one way

it will be used another.

So they came for him,

four strong men, armed with cigarettes,

leather, rope, a blindfold,

in a truck barred like a jail.

The black horse fought as if

he smelled a place they’d been.

Trussed in, he was at last becalmed.

Almost bored. The truck rumbled away,

blue exhaust drifting into the cornfield.