Six Months After My Father’s Death

It was Mother on the phone, and she sounded

well, finally out of his misery.

Her breathing was good, her lungs

clear, after the near suffocation

of his last year. He hadn’t meant to hurt her.

Drowning people will do anything for air.

“Do you still hear his whistle?” I asked,

and she said, “Sometimes it

wakes me in the morning, yes.”

It had hung, silver and serene, near his hand

and in her last dream.

Or was it the mockingbird she heard

that took up the summons he had mastered?

What with her nearly deaf and him so feeble

some last calls surely went unanswered

and some answers came faithfully

in response to nothing

more than a gray bird perched

at the top of a lemon tree,

pleading for help.