“We want you, too, angel,” Seth whispered against her mouth, his voice seemingly magnified by the dark.
Then the big PI cinched his hands in Heavenly’s pale curls and plundered her mouth. Beck knew how fast and how completely Seth was falling under her spell because he knew the texture of her soft lips and the slick warmth of her tongue. He knew the feel of her lush body molding to his. He’d never forgotten, because the first time he’d kissed the girl, she’d left an indelible mark on his soul.
As she lost herself in the mind-stealing kiss, Seth swallowed Heavenly’s needy moans. Beck watched, heart chugging and cock throbbing.
This was really happening.
His whole body tingled as he approached the two. The moment felt huge, and even if Heavenly thought tonight would change nothing, he knew better. It was going to change every fucking thing between them. It would answer a lot of questions.
For better or worse, what happened next would shape their future.
The first thing he and Seth were going to find out was whether they could truly keep their jealousy at bay and share her for more than a kiss or two. If they could, they’d worry about trying to make this thing work longer.
Of course, that only mattered if Heavenly stayed. When she’d told him and Seth that she didn’t see a future with them and walked out the door, it had messed him up. Sure, she was with them now, locked in Seth’s passionate kiss, but could they really fuck her into the kind of love that would make her want to stay?
No clue, but they were out of options.
“Seth….”
Heavenly gave a breathless little plea as she dug her nails into the PI’s wide shoulders. Then she pressed her eager mouth to his again and climbed his big body, lifting her legs and wrapping them around Seth’s waist. The kiss turned feverish. Heavenly whimpered, rolling her hips against him. Seth’s guttural groan hummed with low agony.
Jesus. Watching them all but fuck with their clothes on zipped arousal up Beck’s spine. But he wanted some of that for himself, too.
When he sidled closer, Seth eased Heavenly’s back from the wall and turned her pert ass in his direction. He was sharing her. No fight, no drama, no marking territory. It seemed like the most natural thing in the world for Beck to nod appreciatively for the gesture, then fill his hands with her soft, warm backside.
Spreading her spandex-clad cheeks, he leaned in and aligned his throbbing erection in between, then bent to her ear. “I can’t wait to slide my cock deep inside you right here, little girl.”
Her throaty moan made him smile. So, she liked it when he talked dirty. Good to know.
“Y-you’re going to do that to me?”
“Yeah, and I’m going to look forward to hearing you scream.”
Seth swallowed her gasp. Beck closed his eyes and buried his face in the crook of her neck. Sweet berries and heady feminine musk swirled in the air, making him dizzy. Every cell in his body screamed at him to claim her. Own her. He couldn’t stop himself from nudging against her tiny opening one more time.
Connected to them both, Heavenly sighed and dropped her head to his shoulder, arched her back, and rocked rhythmically between them. Beck clutched her hips and guided her, dragging her against his aching cock.
Fuck, yes.
As hot as he felt, he swore the blood would boil out of his veins when he got balls deep inside her. For him, that moment couldn’t come fast enough. But she wasn’t ready. Double penetrating a virgin without hurting her was going to be no easy feat. They needed to take things slow, prepare her well.
Beck pressed a kiss to the pulse point at her neck before maneuvering a hand between her body meshed against Seth’s. He cupped her breast and thumbed her stony peak. “But first, we’re going to strip you bare, press your naked body between us, and send you soaring.”
His words had her rolling her hips faster, her indrawn breath a wordless demand. An impatient rumble rose from deep in his chest.
Seth eased back and cupped her face, forcing her gaze to his. His voice rasped with need. “Bedroom. Now. Before we can’t make it.”
Beck related. If they didn’t move, they’d end up fucking her on the carpet. Her first time—hell, their first time—deserved to be more special than that.
“Ready for us to make love to you?” Beck murmured in her ear.
“It’s all I can think about,” she gasped. “I want to feel you everywhere on my skin. I want to feel you so deep inside me.”
Her confession stunned and aroused the fuck out of him. Based on Seth’s expression, he was equally blown away.
“I’m all about giving you what you want. Let’s go.” The PI cupped Heavenly’s ass, lifted her against his body, then raced from the foyer.
“I’m right behind you.” Beck stayed two steps off Seth’s heels as they dashed to the bedroom.
Inside, he flipped on the soft overhead light, jerked open the closet door, and dragged out his spare toy bag. He grabbed a handful of condoms and a tube of lube.
When he turned, Seth was still at Heavenly’s mouth, her body inching down his wide frame until he finally set her on her feet. Then Beck locked stares with the girl and tossed the items on the nightstand. His heart jackhammered in his chest.
Another checkpoint. Another opportunity for her to change her mind. It was getting awfully real, and he couldn’t help but wonder if her natural shyness or inexperience would rear its head. If it would shut them all down.
She cut her glance over to the pile of prophylactics and nondescript white tube. Her breath caught. She bit her lip.
Yeah, she knew things were getting really real, too.
“Should I take my clothes off?”
Beck couldn’t speak for fully ten seconds. Seth seemed stunned equally mute as they both stared.
Their little virgin mirrored the one in his fantasies—swollen red lips, smoky eyes, chest rising and falling in uneven breaths. The only thing missing from this spank-bank vision was the pigtails. But he’d rather have Heavenly as she looked right now, because she was real.
Seth grazed his knuckles along the side of her breast, then feathered them over the sensitive tip. “How are you feeling?”
He didn’t touch her anywhere else, but that one caress had her shuddering, eyes half-closed. Then the sensation seemed to roll down her spine. She tossed her head back, swaying unsteadily on her feet. Beck wrapped his arm around her for balance, but he couldn’t resist trailing his palm down to cup her ass.
Heavenly worked to catch her breath. “It’s like my blood is boiling and my skin is on fire. Like there’s plenty of air, but I can’t breathe.”
“You’re aroused, angel.” A wide smile crossed Seth’s face. “I hope you like the feeling because we’re going to ramp you up a whole lot more.”
“Please.” The little cry slipped from her lips.
Oh, fuck. He liked to hear her beg.
Beck seethed with the need to have her writhing beneath him. “Then get naked for us, little girl.”
With a nervous nod, she reached for the hem of her T-shirt and whipped the pink cotton over her head. When she dropped it onto the floor, he drank in her slender shoulders, the sweet flare of her lace-cupped breasts, and the smooth, golden skin of her torso.
Beck’s cock lurched. He clenched his fingers and his jaw at once. God, help him find restraint.
“I need that bra off,” Seth snapped. “Now.”
Still, she hesitated, her gaze bouncing back and forth between them.
“What’s wrong?” Beck tried to sound like he wasn’t dying to rip the rest of the fabric from her body and get inside her now.
“I just realized, you’ve seen me naked…but Seth never has.”
The big PI sent him a sideways glance, then opened his mouth before quickly snapping it shut. Yeah, Seth wasn’t happy Beck had seen her all pretty and bare. But dwelling on it now wouldn’t do any of them any good.
He’d expected they would run into a few dangerous rapids while navigating uncharted waters. They’d just have to learn to row around them.
“Don’t be nervous. I already know he’s in for a treat,” Beck offered.
“You’re damn right I am. Come on, angel…”
Seth’s reply laid some of his worries to rest. Sharing hadn’t been as tough as he’d feared—so far. Maybe they could cooperate, stay on common ground. But they’d have to practice absolution. Their contentious past couldn’t matter tonight.
Drawing in a bracing breath, Heavenly reached behind her and unfastened her bra. The thin straps slid down her arms. The lacy fabric tumbled to the floor. Her pale, rosy-tipped breasts sprang free.
Both men exhaled with a heavy groan.
“Fuck, you’re gorgeous.” Seth attacked the buttons of his shirt and tossed it aside. “I can’t wait to get inside you.”
Heavenly’s eyes flared at the sight of the man’s wide chest, defined abs, and ink. With curious fingers outstretched, she brushed the tips across a Chinese symbol tattooed over most of his left pectoral. “It’s beautiful. What does it mean?”
He flattened his hand over hers, near his heart. “It means Master. I’ve had it for years, since shortly after I found BDSM.”
“And this?” She traced the design on his right shoulder with a delicate hand. “It’s stunning.”
The tattoo was an ornate work of black and gray, occupying all the space between the base of his neck and his elbow. The angel spilled across his shoulder, front and back, from the sword clenched in his fists to the wings unfurling behind him.
“St. Michael, the protector.”
As she absorbed that, her brow furrowed. “When did you get it?”
He swallowed. “Eight years ago.”
Seth seemed far less forthcoming about this tattoo. Beck understood. If Heavenly was going to ask him about all his ink…it would lead to some really tough explanations he wasn’t ready to give. Hell, he might never be ready to give them.
She placed both palms on Seth’s ripped chest. The guy obviously had a hell of a gym habit. The big PI sucked in a breath and closed his eyes, fighting the urge to grind her beneath him. Instead, he let her touch him at will. When she placed a kiss directly over his heart, a shudder wracked him.
“Heavenly…” He cradled her breast as if he couldn’t help himself.
She covered his fingers with hers and squeezed. “You’re beautiful.”
He peered at her like she meant the world to him. “No. You are. So blinding I can’t believe you’re standing here, giving yourself to us.”
Lifting his hand, she brought it to her lips and brushed a kiss across his knuckles. “Happily. And what about you, Doctor? Can I examine you?”
Her quip made him smile. “If you’re inviting me to get naked with you, the answer is hell yes.”
As he stripped off his shirt, Beck was surprised to find his hands shaking. Holy shit, how was a damn virgin undoing him?
Then, as she had with Seth, she let her fingertips play across his skin. Wonder crossed her face when she zeroed in on the ink splashed across his right pec. “Oh, my… This is gorgeous. A knight with a lance and a shield?”
Shit. She was going to ask questions. He didn’t have answers. “A defender.”
“Like you.” She smiled, her eyes bright and blue and full of adoration.
If she knew the truth, would she be quite so accepting?
“What’s on the inside of your bicep?”
Resolved that she was going to insist on a visual tour of his body, he held his arm out and let her read.
“I’d rather die on my feet than live on my knees.” Her stare bounced from the script up to his face. “What made you get that?”
Experience. “Oh, you know. Young and stupid. I thought it sounded like a good motto to live by. There’s more.” With a sigh, he turned left and exposed his back.
She gasped, and he knew why. An enormous angel of vengeance consumed every inch of his skin from shoulder to shoulder, base of the neck to base of the spine. The creature’s wings and arms were outstretched, muscles rippling, flames licking, fury all over his skeletal face.
“Wow,” she breathed. “That must have hurt.”
It had, but not as much as the reason he’d gotten it.
“I tried to stay drunk through most of it.” It was true, but he hoped the humor would deflect her from more questions.
Heavenly traced some of the wings with her fingers, then caressed the angel’s face. “Will you show me your shoulder?”
There was no avoiding it. He didn’t say a word as he pivoted to show her the ink of a young woman, clutching flowers to her chest, wings outstretched, face scarred with tears. “Before you say anything else, little girl, we’ve spent a lot of time telling our ink stories and not enough time with our mouths on you.”
A self-deprecating laugh fell from her lips. “I’ve been really curious, haven’t I?’
“Uh-huh.”
“And…you’ve been really patient, haven’t you?”
“Uh-huh.”
“As much as I can be,” Seth added. “Now I think it’s time for you to get naked and see how many times we can make you scream.”
“Exactly.” Beck kicked off his shoes.
Beside him, Seth shucked his pants. Beck followed suit, carefully releasing his zipper, hissing in relief when his aching cock sprang free. Seth did the same when he maneuvered his dick out of solitary confinement.
Heavenly’s jaw dropped. She raked a hungry stare over them. “Wait. You’re saying I don’t get to explore”—her stare dropped to their cocks—“those? That’s not fair.”
“Like what you see?” Beck fisted his staff and stroked himself with a laugh.
“Yeah,” she breathed, her stare glued to them.
“We’d like to enjoy looking at you, too. But we have to see all of you.” Seth raised a brow. “Finish stripping.”
“Oh. Right.” She gave a jerky nod and toed off her shoes before dragging her pants down her slender legs and kicking them away.
She was bare, and instantly he smelled her pussy in the air.
Beck tensed. His cock stiffened. His head swam. If he didn’t get his mouth on her quickly, he’d lose his fucking mind.
“Mercy…” Seth roughed out on a deep breath.
As if their thoughts were hard-wired, they began circling their girl.
Inspecting.
Appreciating.
Memorizing.
Heavenly gave a little shiver. Goose bumps peppered her skin.
Beck dragged his finger down to the swell of her breast, traced a circle around her tightly drawn areola, and pinched the tip. “Pretty.”
At the same time, Seth lowered his fingers to her triangle of golden curls.
Heavenly jolted, inhaling an uneven breath that became a shudder when Beck engulfed her nipple in his mouth. She sank her fingers into his stinging scalp, clutching him tightly against her breast.
“Feel good?” Seth demanded.
“Yes.” Her little hiss morphed into a groan.
She writhed under their touch, and Beck suspected the man’s fingers were now doing more to her downy curls than merely exploring.
He smiled before he bit down gently on her nipple and tugged. She sucked in a tiny yelp. He soothed her sting by laving her with his tongue. When he gave the other the same treatment, she rewarded him with a shaky exhalation.
He would have happily feasted on her soft tits longer, but when Heavenly’s breath began sawing in and out of her chest, Beck couldn’t resist taunting her. “Is Seth rubbing your pussy, little girl?”
She responded with a dreamy moan as she writhed against the man’s busy hand.
Her reply was utterly adorable…but not the verbal answer she knew he expected. Drawing his hand back, he landed a sharp spank on one of her cheeks. The feel of her soft flesh yielding beneath his hand and the satisfied tingle sliding up his arm made Beck want to roar.
Heavenly’s eyes flew open, and she squealed. “What was—”
“You didn’t use your words.”
“No, but she just left a fucking puddle in my hand.” Seth sent him a triumphant grin.
“Did she now?”
“Oh, yeah.”
Beck cupped Heavenly’s nape. “Would you like some more spankings, little girl?”
“I-I don’t know…why—”
“Why that rush of sweet cream came pouring out of you?” Seth nipped at her shoulder.
“No.” Heavenly dropped her lashes as if too embarrassed to face them.
Beck smacked her ass a little harder.
“Ouch!” She clenched against the sting.
But when he smoothed his hand over her heated flesh again, she sighed so sweetly.
“Failing to use your words is unacceptable. So is hiding your feelings,” Beck chastised. “Open, honest communication. Remember?”
“Yes.”
God, he was dying to spank her just to feel her under his palm and see how much having a red ass would arouse her. But now wasn’t the time. When she was comfortable with the rules and their expectations, when she was secure in the knowledge she was safe between them… Then? Hell, yes.
“Now, answer the question.” He dropped his voice. “Do you want me to stop?”
“I suggest you answer honestly. I feel you spilling honey like an overflowing hive,” Seth added. “Even if you’re not sure whether you want more, your body knows. Beck’s spankings turned you on.”
“And we’re ecstatic they did.”
“Really?”
“Hmm,” Beck hummed against her neck. “You know, Cooper, it would be terrible to let all that precious cream go to waste.”
“A damn shame. Get on the bed, Heavenly.” Seth strode across the room and yanked off the comforter.
“I think he’s anxious,” Beck murmured in her ear.
Heavenly graced him with a soft, shy giggle.
As he tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, he lost himself in her eyes, hypnotized by the slashes of silver surrounding deep azure. “He’s not the only one who’s lost patience.”
She slung her gentle palms on his shoulders. “I’ve wanted your touch even when I thought you’d never look twice at me.”
Beck’s breath caught. From the first time she’d lifted those lashes and peered up at him, she’d shocked his heart awake. Since then, she’d changed him, made him want to be a better, gentler man…the kind of man she could love. “I’ve never not wanted you.”
Her face softened with apology. “But it happened the same for me with Seth. One look and—”
“I know.” And Beck did. He didn’t like or understand it, but he was done questioning it. “It’s all right, Heavenly.”
“We’re big boys,” Seth assured, circling her waist from behind.
Heavenly backed away, and for the first time since they’d crossed the threshold, she looked worried. “I know this isn’t what either of you wanted, and my dad—”
“Not now,” Seth insisted. “There’s no one here but us. What do you want?”
“To please you both…and I don’t know how.”
After everything she’d been through, her first concern was pleasing them? That blew Beck’s mind.
Understanding settled across Seth’s face as he gathered the girl into his arms. “All you need to do tonight is open yourself and trust us. Can you do that?”
She nodded. “I already trust you both.”
God, what sweet words.
“Then lie back.” Beck helped her onto the middle of the mattress.
Impatience crawled up his spine as he stared down at their brave, beautiful girl. Innocent hunger filled her eyes. She didn’t know what they intended, but she desperately wanted this…wanted them.
No matter what it took, he and Seth had to give her the most memorable night of her life.
He glanced at Cooper. The man’s stoic expression told Beck they were on the same page—again.
He locked eyes with Heavenly. “Spread your legs for us, little girl. Show us your pretty, wet pussy.”
That pink blush he’d grown to love painted her cheeks as she slowly parted her legs.
“Wider,” Seth commanded.
As she inched her thighs farther apart, her feminine musk now saturated the air, compelling Beck to crawl between her knees.
“Brace yourself. She’ll set your damn taste buds on fire,” Seth growled.
For an unguarded moment, jealousy knifed Beck. He forced himself to yank out the blade. No more putting this petty shit above her. It wasn’t a competition. There were no winners or losers. Time to exercise the same sage acceptance Seth had shown earlier so they could shower Heavenly with the passion and love she deserved.
“Wait until you feel her pretty mouth wrapped around your cock,” he drawled without an ounce of malice.
“Beck!” She gaped in embarrassment.
“What?” He opened her wider and glided his palms up her thighs. “It’s the truth. You’ve got a sinful tongue.”
“Yeah?” Seth grinned. “I want that. I want that now.”
God, the million things they could show her… The epic pleasure they could give her… The many ways they could twist her body—and her mind…
If she’d stay long enough to let them.
Beck refused to let worry creep in. Heavenly might have turned his life upside down, stolen his heart—then given him zero hope for the future—but he had to believe after tonight that she would want more. The wonder and awe lighting up her face were too bright to be snuffed so quickly.
Beck cleared his mind and focused on Heavenly spread out before him. Vaguely, he noticed Seth stacking pillows under her head before he aligned his cock against her mouth. She blinked up at him, uncertainty lining her face, before she bravely parted her lips.
The memory of her mouth surged through Beck. His blood thundered. Demand roared.
He focused on Heavenly’s pouty, glistening folds, feeling like a kid on Christmas morning opening the special present he’d pinned all his hopes and dreams on. Inhaling her deeply, he filled his lungs with her thick, heady scent. Then he gripped her hips and lifted her to his mouth.
Beck trailed his tongue up the inside of her thigh, laving a shimmering path to her golden curls. Heavenly writhed, restless and seeking, as he parted her with his thumbs. Her juices seeped like warm syrup.
He couldn’t wait. He swiped his tongue through her slit. Her tart essence made his taste buds sing. His body hummed. His cock wept. And his heart soared at the sheer perfection of his first taste of Heavenly.
With a growl, he latched onto her mound and began tongue-fucking her narrow, satiny walls without mercy. Her muffled cries and her undulating hips urged him to drive her higher.
“You look so fucking hot, angel,” Seth groaned. “And your mouth feels insane.”
Beck’s cock pulsed impatiently against the sheet as he stared between her splayed thighs, watching Seth glide between her parted lips. The man fisted her hair as he shuttled in and out of her mouth. Heavenly looked beyond beautiful drinking in Seth’s benevolent approval.
Determined to wring even more pleasure from her, he slid one finger inside her clutching walls and sucked her sensitive clit. When he pressed another finger inside her, she tensed, arched. The sounds of her muted suffering lit him up like a bonfire.
Twisting his fingers inside her sweltering core, he dragged them over the sensitive patch of nerves behind her clit. She bucked against his mouth again as a fresh torrent of liquid flooded his tongue.
Seth cursed and sucked in a hiss. “Angel. Christ…”
“Oh, my gosh,” she panted in sweet desperation as she laved Seth’s thick crest. “I love tasting you but…Beck. H-he’s doing things, and I need…”
“You want to come for us?” Seth taunted as he plucked her nipple.
“Y-yes.”
Her breathless reply was all the incentive Beck needed. He lashed her clit with his tongue while his fingertips toyed with the hyperaware spot inside her. Heavenly tensed. Her panting moans escalated into keening cries.
Heavenly was seconds from breaking into a million pieces.
“Give it to us,” Seth insisted. “Come now!”
At his command, Heavenly’s body bucked. She bore down and screamed. Beck felt her spasm, her hips jerk as she tossed back her head and splintered. He took her higher, circling her clit with his tongue and sliding his fingers through her fluttering pussy.
God, she was beautiful. Priceless. And right here, right now…she was theirs.
When climax released its grip on her, Beck stared into her smoldering, unfocused eyes. A fine sheen of sweat made her flushed skin glow. She whimpered, struggled to catch her breath again…and left him spellbound.
Seth dropped onto the bed next to her and stole her mouth in a long, passionate kiss.
Beck watched as he eased from her pussy. “Amazing, little girl.”
Heavenly ended the kiss and cupped Beck’s face with a sated smile. “That felt…incredible, way better than anything I can give myself.” She blushed. “Even stronger than the orgasm you gave me at Angelo’s.”
“We can give you more, angel. First, we’ll have to prepare you to take us both.”
“Y-you’re both going to be inside me…together? At the same time?”
Seth picked up the tube of lube Beck had left on the nightstand. “We’ll take it as slow as you need. If, for any reason, you want us to stop, say the word.”
Heavenly darted a glance between them, seeking, searching their faces. Then she nodded and lay back, exposing herself entirely to them. “Do whatever you need.”
Her solemn show of trust undid him. Beck had to get inside her now.
He stood and held out his hand toward Seth for the lube.
Cooper shook his head and held out a condom instead. “I got this. You do the honors.”
Beck stared at the little square foil in Seth’s palm, his heart revving, his mind racing. Sweat beaded his brow. Sure, he’d fantasized about this over and over, but…
I don’t do virgins!
Images of a different innocent girl from another lifetime assaulted his brain. The haunting apparition gripped his soul with icy fingers. He closed his eyes and tried to shove the memories away, focus on the moment. On Heavenly alone. If he wanted to make her his, this was the only way.
He swallowed. His hand shook as he reached for the condom. “You’re sure?”
“Yeah. Are you okay with that?” Seth’s brows furrowed in concern.
Of course the PI was too observant not to have noticed his hesitation. He’d no doubt ask questions later. Fuck.
Heavenly cupped his cheek, worry lining her face. “Beck, is everything—”
“All right?” He dragged in a breath, wiring his shit tight again. “No, little girl. Everything is perfect.”
Then he brushed his mouth over hers before sinking past her swollen lips and savoring her.
He was going to take her virginity. Holy shit. The day he’d met her, he’d thought fleetingly that he’d break his rules to have her. He’d had no idea then that he’d be forced to shatter the one he’d held most sacred for two decades.
She smiled up at him as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Beck clutched her tight as he rolled onto his side in a tangle of arms and legs, dragging her with him.
The cap on the tube of lube opened with a pop. Seth wasn’t wasting any time.
Beck didn’t, either. He deepened the kiss, their tongues tangling as he slid his fingers between her warm thighs. Her saturated curls coated his digits as he penetrated her and thumbed her clit. Beck swallowed her erotic mewls as Seth worked to thin the rigid rim of her backside.
“Christ, she’s so damn tight,” Cooper growled.
The moment Seth worked a finger inside their girl, Beck felt him behind her vaginal wall. He absorbed every gasp and shudder and play of pleasure across her face. He strummed her clit and teased her G-spot, revving her…but he never let her sail over the edge.
Finally, Seth squeezed in a second finger. A tremor skittered through Heavenly. Her eyes grew unfocused. A wail rolled off her tongue. Beck smiled as Seth added more lube and quickly inserted a third finger.
“Relax and let him in.” Beck held her quivering body and peppered her with kisses. “Once you do, we’ll fill you with every burning, aching inch of our cocks. Then we’ll all go up in flames.”
Heavenly gave him a little nod as she rocked her hips between them. Her brows knit and the lush bow of her lips pursed as she processed the sensations he and Seth heaped on her. Beck let her set the tempo, unwilling to jerk her from the euphoria consuming her as Seth started seesawing his fingers back and forth. She dug her nails into his arms. Her soft, kitten-like mewls became pitiful moans.
She was going to come apart again.
For Beck, watching Heavenly was like watching a butterfly break free of its chrysalis. She was emerging more gorgeous than he’d imagined.
“Just one last finger to work inside you,” Seth cooed.
“It burns.” Her breathy voice shook. “It’s so…”
“Good?” Beck snarled.
“Oh…” Her lashes fluttered shut. “So good.”
“Can you imagine what it will feel like when we both squeeze our cocks inside you?”
“N-no. But I want to… I need… Oh. Please…”
“Ready to come again?” Seth asked, sweat dripping down his face.
Heavenly lifted her heavy lids as if trying to focus. “Y-yes. The fire…it’s so hot. Overwhelming. I can’t stop…”
Beck glanced Seth’s way. He nodded.
The interminable wait was nearly over.
As he eased his fingers from Heavenly’s pussy, she let out a frustrated howl.
With his teeth, Beck tore open the condom and dragged the latex over his pulsing shaft. He refused to think about the fact that he was violating the one tenet he’d always thought sacrosanct and merely thought about hearing her screams of ecstasy thundering through his ears.
The sound of ripping foil told him Seth was gloving up as well.
Then within seconds, they were again on the same page without exchanging a word, both driving their fingers into her body once more. Through her thin membrane, he brushed knuckles with Seth. Together, they drove her to the edge. Heavenly’s high-pitched cries echoed off the walls and filled the air while she ground herself against their thrusting fingers.
“That’s it, little girl,” Beck growled. “Come!”
Heavenly screamed as rapture ripped through her. She clamped down, her walls fist tight and crushing his fingers. The sight of her squirming between them punched Beck in the chest.
“We need to move now, man,” Seth barked, jerking his fingers from her virgin backside.
Digits still locked in place, Beck rolled her to her back. Ecstasy made her eyes glassy. Bliss transformed her face.
Beck had never seen any woman wear pleasure so absolutely and purely in all his life.
Swallowing hard, he hovered above her and kneed her thighs apart, then eased his fingers from her body and aligned his crest to her sweltering, still-pulsing opening.
It was time.
A lump of emotion clogged his throat. Tears stung the backs of his eyes.
He threaded his fingers through Heavenly’s and dragged her arms above her head. She lifted her heavy lids and met his stare. She knew what he was about to do. Beck saw no hesitation or fear, just trust glowing from her blue eyes as she lay her soul wide open, somehow wrapping her entire being around his heart.
He loved her.
Beck couldn’t explain or contain it. It just…was. And somehow he already knew that whatever happened next wouldn’t be like any sex he’d ever had. He’d had an inkling once that if he ever fucked this girl, it would wreck him. He’d been right. She was going to both destroy and rebuild him in ways he couldn’t fathom.
Locking his gaze to hers, he pressed his wide crest against her narrow folds. Heat crawled up his body. He shuddered with sensation. Jesus, he hadn’t entered her yet, and she was already undoing him.
Beck dug for patience. Sweat ran from his temples. His arms trembled as he held himself above and slowly began to inch in.
Quickly, he reached her fragile barrier and paused, breath hot and harsh. As he gazed into her eyes, the gravity of the moment slammed him.
“Please,” she begged with a beseeching stare.
Then she surged up and pressed her mouth to his, imploring him with her breath and her lips and every fiber of her being. How could he refuse her?
Clenching his jaw, Beck eased back, stared into her eyes, then plunged forward—and tore through her innocence.
The air rushed from their lungs. She tensed and panted rapidly, squeezing her eyes shut. Slowly, he tunneled deeper, watching pleasure and pain tangle on her face.
He was finally, completely inside her.
Though his cock was strangling inside her gripping heat, he remained unmoving, letting her adjust. Torturous seconds ticked by like hours. “Talk to me. Please tell me you’re okay.”
Academically, he knew he may have caused her something between discomfort and pain. But goddamn it, he needed her to be all right, to want him as deep inside her as he could get.
Finally, she opened her eyes and met his stare. Her pink tongue swept across her parted lips. Then she sent him a blinding, lazy smile. “I’m…wonderful. More?”
Seth released Heavenly and crawled onto the mattress beside her, breath held. Anticipation zipped up his spine as he watched the moment Beck rolled his hips and claimed her virginity. The air left Seth’s lungs in a rush. Pleasure-pain rippled across her flushed face as she trembled, trying to adjust to the thick cock stretching her tiny pussy.
Fuck, he couldn’t take his eyes off her. Seeing her cross into womanhood left him speechless.
Heavenly’s breathless, raspy groan seeped under his skin, scored his flesh. His cock was on fire. The urge to drive deep and bestow on her every delicious, dirty, deviant pleasure he could think of deluged him. Seth already knew that once he got inside her, he wouldn’t stop until she could feel him—feel them—all the way to her fucking soul.
“Talk to me.” Beck’s low demand filled the room. “Please tell me you’re okay.”
Her lashes fluttered lazily and opened. “I’m…wonderful. More?”
“As much as you can take,” Seth rumbled.
She sent him a come-hither smile that shocked the hell out of him—and killed his patience.
“Get her in position. I can’t wait.” He grabbed the lube and slicked a layer over his cock.
“You got it.” Beck rolled to his back, dragging Heavenly on top of him, his shaft still buried inside her as her slender legs straddled his hips.
Surprise skittered over her glowing face at the new sensations. Her mouth fell open. Then she wriggled on the doctor’s dick with a gasp and a sigh, hands braced on his shoulders, as she sank impossibly deeper.
Her body undulated. Her back bowed. Her pale hair spilled down, draping over Beck’s thighs. Even though he’d ten times rather be fucking her, too, Seth almost hated to stop watching.
Heavenly shocked him again when she opened her eyes and sent him an unfocused stare. “I’m ready.”
Shit, had there been a vixen sleeping inside their virgin?
“Oh, angel… It’s so on.”
Seth raced to the foot of the bed and knelt on the mattress between Beck’s legs. Wrapping an arm beneath her breasts, he pulled her against him, gratified when she melded herself to his chest.
Impatience rode Seth as he nipped at her ear and notched his cock against her ass, sliding his hard length back and forth between her plump cheeks. Heavenly moaned and rolled her hips back at him.
“You’re fucking turning me on,” he grunted as he gripped her and rubbed his skin—his scent—all over her.
“Me, too,” Beck chimed in, his big hands engulfing her small waist. “Jesus… Hurry, Cooper.”
Seth gave a sharp nod, but he was distracted by Heavenly swaying and surging against his dick. Goddamn it…
He jerked her against him even tighter, dragging her over the aching head and sensitive column. He dug his fingers deeper, knowing he’d leave bruises. The worry didn’t stop him from straining for more, tendons popping in his neck, face contorting as he found a deliberate, demanding rhythm.
“She’s so fucking tight,” Beck bit out.
Seth was desperate to feel her for himself.
With an animal moan, he plowed his fist in her hair and tugged her face to his, gaze delving into her smoldering blue eyes. She panted, full of hunger, lips parting. The girl’s half-lidded stare was fixed on his mouth.
Yeah, he wasn’t refusing that invitation.
Seth devoured her lips, swallowing her raw cries. He cupped her breast, captured her beaded nipple, twisted and squeezed. She surged into his hand, into his kiss with a keening wail. He did the same to the other, torturing the bud until she whimpered and quivered and melted under his touch. He soaked in every one of her incoherent pleas. Oh, she was going to be a thrill to bend to his will.
He could hardly wait.
Peeling his mouth from hers, he scraped his teeth down her neck. “I’m going to fuck that pretty ass. While Beck is shoving his way up your cunt, I’m going to work every inch of my cock into your backside and plow you until you can’t breathe.”
“Fuck, yes,” Beck moaned. “We’re going to stretch you, make you burn hot and fast until you come for us. You’ll still be bucking and shaking when we start all over. By the time we’re done wringing pleasure from you, you’ll be boneless and begging for mercy.”
“And don’t expect much of that,” Seth added.
He caught the flutter of her lashes, watched her red, swollen lips form a sinful O as she twisted and wrapped her arm around his neck, her body flowing and rolling between them. A little smile played at her lips. “That sounds…perfect.”
He stared. She was serious.
Seth swallowed hard, trying to contain his animal growl. “Head down. Ass up.”
She gave him a little nod and began to lean onto Beck—but not fast enough. He propelled her against the man’s chest, holding her flat with a palm between her shoulder blades. The doctor took full advantage, claiming her lips as he fucked up and into her. Seth couldn’t stop staring, transfixed by the sight of Heavenly’s parted thighs and Beck’s thick stalk disappearing into her between. Her deep groan tangled with his panted breaths. The sounds were somehow muted yet magnified in the small room, spotlighting the intimacy of their passion.
His head swam. His heart roared. His dick screamed.
Fuck, he could barely breathe.
It was time.
Seth pressed his cock to her rosette. He gently squeezed his wide crest in, just against her tiny ring. His eyes nearly rolled into the back of his head. Hell, he’d be lucky if he didn’t come like a teenager the second he felt her close around him.
“Seth…” She tossed her head back, skeins of her pale hair spilling everywhere.
“Hold on to me,” Beck commanded. “Breathe out as he slides in. Exhale and push down.”
She arched, flattening her hips. “Like that? Is it going to hurt?”
“Just like that.” Seth brushed his thumbs across the small of her back. “If it doesn’t blow your mind, angel, I’m doing something wrong.”
He rocked forward, pushing harder against her rim as he spread her cheeks with his hands. God, he’d never wedged his cock inside anyone so small. Sweat collected on his brow. His muscles screamed as he eased deeper.
Finally, his crest penetrated Heavenly’s tight ring. A cry of shock tore from her throat as he submerged himself completely into her scalding heat. The air left his lungs as he bottomed out.
His heaven on earth had welcomed him completely inside her hot, silken body.
“No pain, angel?” he croaked.
“None.” Her breath sounded uneven as she plunged and swayed between them experimentally. “I feel so full. It’s…”
“What?” Seth barked. If she needed him to pull out, he’d have to do it now. He wasn’t even moving yet, but the pressure and ripple of her narrow opening had every nerve in his cock lit up like fucking fireworks. His balls ached. He squeezed her hips tighter, fighting the compulsion to rock back, then thrust deeper. “What is it?”
Heavenly gripped Beck’s shoulders and slid her lips up his neck until they rested near his ear. “Amazing. I feel”—she gasped when Beck fucked into her again—“taken.”
And she clearly liked it.
Seth cursed. “Because you are.”
Playtime was over. This newly awakened, sensually aware Heavenly was exciting the fuck out of him. He might have entered this bedroom believing he was going to claim her, but she clearly intended to claim them, too. Her little speech about not seeing a future with them? Yeah, he was calling bullshit. She belonged between them, igniting every power-hungry fuse in their Dominant brains.
He nodded Beck’s way, letting the man know he was good to go. The doctor jerked his head in understanding and began to rock his hips. Then when he retreated, Seth surged. Back and forth, they worked wordlessly and found their rhythm.
Heavenly clutched and clung, making the most delightful and desperate noises. Seth bent and dragged his lips across her back as he hurtled himself inside her burning, velvety passage, digging his fingers into her soft hips and sinking his teeth into her neck.
She wailed in need, a shiver wracking her, before she flipped a glance over her shoulder at him. Their stares fused, her hooded eyes ravenous.
He gave her what she craved, filling her with stroke after ruthless stroke. Each thrust shoved her down onto Beck and forced her to take them both deeper. It sent her clit grinding against the man with a friction that had her fighting for breath. Her clasp tightened. The pressure became unbearable. Fuck, she was already shredding his control.
Seth caught the same agony contorting Beck’s face. And when she arched and tossed her head, her hair tangled in his fingers. More aching need rushed to his cock. On the surface, she seemed so shy and delicate…but here she was, reveling in her blossoming sexuality like a force of nature. Her throaty cries, glowing skin, and tiny pulses… Her pheromones saturated the air. Christ, he felt drunk on her, like he was losing his mind for her. Like he would do anything to keep her.
Apparently her pussy wasn’t the only thing voodoo about her.
“Fucking perfect,” Beck choked out.
Seth agreed. Tonight felt nothing like the time he and Liam had sandwiched some forgettable sub between them and had a thoroughly awkward screw. Why did this feel so much righter? The answer dredged up implications he couldn’t ignore.
“Christ, yes,” Seth snarled, fucking her even harder than the stroke before. “I want more.”
She bit her lip and sent him another stare. “Good. I love you both inside me.”
Then she was milking them—deliberately or not—with a fiery hunger that made him feel wild and ready to crawl out of his skin. He fought impatience. He didn’t want to hurt her, but she needed to stop inciting him. She needed to stop turning him on so much that she turned him inside out.
Suddenly, she arched and let out a long-suffering wail as she thrashed between them, clutching them both in a crushing, pulsing grip. “I’m… Oh… Coming!”
Heavenly’s cries sliced through him as she bucked and shuddered. Seth closed his eyes, threw back his head, and gritted his teeth for restraint, fucking her through her orgasm with abandon.
She was euphoria, rapture—everything he hadn’t dared to dream possible.
She was stripping his soul bare.
She was stealing his fucking heart.
For a fleeting moment, he locked eyes with Beck, wondering if he, too, felt the magnitude of their connection. A tear chased its way down the side of the man’s face, disappearing into his hairline, and Seth had his answer.
“I know, man.” He nodded in mutual understanding. Beck had been nothing but a thorn in his side for months. Now, they were inexplicably tied together by this woman who had sideswiped his defenses and captured him, body and soul. “Same for me.”
No denying anymore that he was in love with Heavenly. They both were…and probably had been for a while. The realization was exhilarating…and terrifying. She had the power to hurt him—something he hadn’t given any woman in eight long years. But then, no one else had managed to get under his skin. He didn’t know how or when or why this one was different. All he knew for certain was that she belonged to them.
Neither man had wanted or planned to share Heavenly. But Seth didn’t doubt this was how their relationship was meant to be. True, they might have stripped the choice from her. But in return, they’d chosen what would be best for them all.
As Heavenly continued to tremble and whimper, Beck thrust deep inside her. “Again.”
Seth increased his tempo as he plucked her nipples and nipped at her neck. “Give it to us.”
Heavenly withheld nothing as she shared their rhythm, sucking them in deeper than ever, a chorus of moans, grunts, and sighs melding around them.
“C’mon. I want your hot pussy melting all over my dick, little girl.”
“I-I can’t hold back. It’s…too…much. I-I…need…” Her desperate words rang between them, a perfect searing plea that sent goose bumps rippling across Seth’s skin and need shuttling straight to his cock.
His balls drew up tight and hard. “I can’t hold back, either.”
“Fuck. I’m losing it, too,” Beck growled.
The man thrust up harder, his balls slapping with Seth’s as he shoved inside her.
Heavenly went wild. Her screams became high-pitched howls. The tension straining and flowing between them pulsed like a living thing, setting Seth’s every cell on fire. He clenched his jaw as the pleasure from her rippling, clutching tunnel, threatened to unravel him. Every muscle strained as he soared to the peak and detonated into a fucking million pieces with a mighty growl.
Heavenly followed him, screaming and clamping down around their cocks like a goddamn irresistible vise.
Beck’s throaty roar and jerky thrusts said he’d followed them over.
Their mirrored shouts of ecstasy bounced around the room, lodged into both strong and soft flesh as they curled and clung together and rode out the storm.
When he came down from the euphoria, a whole pile of oh, shit should have been waiting for him. He was in love? Willing to engage in a long-term ménage? Yep. And weirdly, the realizations brought him nothing but peace. His earthly angel was everything. He and Beck were better men with her. Sure, nothing was perfect. They still had challenges—mostly her father and her promise to the dying man. But for the first time in what felt like forever, he was willing to go to the mat and do whatever it took to hold them together.
Heavenly sighed in sublime, exhausted satisfaction. Seth pressed his lips to her shoulder, running his thumb over the slightly tender spot where he’d bitten her. Inspecting it? Beck cupped her face and looked into her eyes, his so dark and solemn. So full of gravity. So full of something that looked like love.
Her heart skipped and stuttered. “Beck?”
“Happy, little girl?”
A smile stretched across her face, wider than any she’d ever had, seeming to reach both ears. “I didn’t know I could feel that good. I didn’t even know what to want or hope my first time would be like, but you two gave it to me. It was perfect.”
“I don’t ever want you to regret giving your innocence to me.” He nodded up at Seth. “To us.”
“Impossible.”
She dropped her head and kissed him, reveling in the fact that after long months of waiting and wondering, after everything they’d been through together, she was free to press her lips to his. That she could feel him still firm and filling her. Surrounding her.
Same with Seth. With a parting buss for Beck, she turned to meet his stare over her shoulder. She was used to seeing charming Seth, wry Seth, aroused Seth. This was the first time she could remember seeing just Seth—the man underneath. Nothing about his stare now was flirty or witty or excited. That look told her everything had changed, not only for him but for them all.
She felt that in her heart, too. It had been weeks since she acknowledged the girlish love she felt for them. Tonight, that love felt a lot less innocent and a lot more mature. Not strictly because they’d had sex but because she’d seen their true characters. These were men of honor, integrity, honesty. They were men she could rely on.
Now she just had to be brave enough to let herself do it.
Her father wouldn’t like it…but he didn’t understand. She hoped, in time, he would. It would take her a while to wrap her head around it, too. Especially since they were Dominants and they wanted her. She definitely wasn’t ready for commitment—for marriage and babies—but she also didn’t know how the heck she was supposed to walk away from these two men who had captured her heart and now cradled her soul in their hands.
“Angel?” Seth’s stare searched her, full of concern.
She’d worry about the jumble of questions and problems later. After all, she didn’t have to have answers today or even tomorrow. All she had to do was take things as she’d been doing, one day at a time…
“Everything is great,” she promised. “I must be the luckiest girl in Los Angeles.”
“I’m feeling pretty lucky, too.” Seth pressed a kiss to the side of her neck, then gently withdrew from her backside.
She’d never given much thought to a man having sex with her…there. But she’d liked it. The slightly forbidden thrill of being taken, even ravished, still made her shiver. And Beck taking her virginity with such unexpected reverence, followed by stunning passion, had her feeling soft and needy again.
Tomorrow, she really would have to thank River for refusing her.
“Up.” Beck tapped at her thigh. “Let’s get you clean and talk.”
“I’ll get hot towels,” Seth volunteered, thumbing toward the bathroom. “Everything I need in there?”
“Yeah. I can help you, man.”
“I got it.”
Heavenly gingerly lifted herself from Beck’s softening penis, surprised to find she was more than a teensy bit sore. She was also surprised to see blood on the condom. “Let me. Please. I need to, um…use the ladies’ room.”
And despite every naughty, amazing thing they’d done with and to her tonight, she found herself blushing.
Beck rose and, like Seth, disposed of his condom. They both chuckled at her.
“Don’t laugh…” She crossed her arms over her chest self-consciously.
“Don’t hide.” Beck uncrossed her arms and held her wrists firmly at her side. “I love that you’re still my blushing little girl.”
Her flush only turned hotter. “I don’t think I’m a little girl anymore.”
“To me, you always will be.”
Beside him, Seth nodded. “He’s right. My sweet heaven on earth.”
When they both wrapped their arms around her and moved in for kisses, she backed away. “No more yet. I’m sticky and…” And she would have sworn she felt a trickle of something that was probably blood running down her thigh. “Sore. And hungry. I never got to eat the sandwich I packed for my dinner break.”
Seth stepped back with a sigh. “Get clean. We’ll rustle up food.”
“I’ll do it. I don’t mind,” she called as she plucked her clothes from the floor and headed toward the bathroom.
“The staples in the place are running a little low,” Beck hollered from the refrigerator. “How about we call for pizza?”
“Give me a minute,” she called.
She shut the door, flipped on the light, and fished out a few towels. As she waited at the sink for hot water, she looked in the mirror. Except for the tangled hair, she didn’t look any different. But she felt different, like the universe had shifted and she suddenly understood so many of its best secrets.
She clutched a dry towel to her chest and smiled. Lots of things had gone so wrong lately…and yet she couldn’t remember ever being so happy.
“Psst. Hey, man,” Seth murmured. “Um, who the fuck was that?”
“You noticed it, too?”
“Kind of hard to miss. Man…”
Who were they talking about? Her?
“I had no fucking idea under all those blushes that she was a goddamn siren.” Beck sighed. “I wasted months thinking I’d scare the hell out of her—”
“Me, too. And she turned into a vamp. I was balls deep inside her and she was flirting. She was almost demanding more. God, I can’t wait to give it to her again.”
“Think we can get in a quickie before the pizza comes?”
Heavenly covered her giggle behind her hand. So she’d surprised them? Delighted them a little bit, too, from the sounds of it. Thank goodness they weren’t disappointed. In the back of her head, she’d worried she wouldn’t know enough or be pretty enough to please them. But their eagerness to be with her again was far more than she’d expected. And it was a thrill.
“I think I’d like to give it a hell of a try,” Seth drawled.
“You know, we have to keep a lid on this shit,” Beck whispered. “If she figures out how damn hard we are for her, she’s going to try to lead us around by our dicks.”
“Good point.”
She stifled another laugh. That hadn’t actually occurred to her, but now that they’d suggested it…it did sound like fun.
Finally, the water in the basin started steaming. She doused the hand towel and wrung it out, then washed herself, gently wiping away layers of lube and blood and traces of semen from her thighs. Then she used the toilet, threw on her clothes, and tried to wrestle her hair into something that didn’t look so wild.
But it was hopeless, so she gave up, deciding she’d rather have hot food than a pretty hairdo.
When she stepped out of the bathroom, they both stood in the bedroom in various states of undress. Seth had found his underwear among the pile of discarded clothing and donned them. The visual of his hard, ripped body had her holding in a sigh. Beck stood stark naked, reading his phone. His muscled derrière and wide, inked back made her wonder if food could wait just a bit longer…
They both turned, looked her way.
“Why are you dressed?” Seth didn’t look pleased.
“I know Beck said he’d order a pizza, but I want real food, and I can’t cook naked.”
He paused and cocked his head as if he was envisioning that. Then he nodded. “Yeah, you can. I’d like that.”
“I’m all about naked.” Beck bobbed his head.
She gaped at them. “What on earth—”
The emergency tone on her phone rang. Her dad. Her heart stopped. He would only be calling this late at night if something was wrong.
Heavenly raced for her purse, panicked. Where had she left it? The noise was coming from somewhere near the foyer. Had she dropped it there when Seth’s kisses had begun to overheat and overwhelm her?
As she darted around the corner, she found the little secondhand lavender shoulder bag on the floor and tore into it, yanking her phone free from the confines with trembling hands. “Dad?”
“Ms. Young?” asked an unfamiliar male.
In the background, she could hear what sounded like a commotion, footsteps pounding, machines beeping. “Yes. Where’s my dad? What’s going on?”
“He was trying to call you and…something’s happened. We need you to come immediately.”
Her breathing stopped. Her chest felt as if he’d stomped on it. “What’s wrong with him?”
“I don’t know. But you may not have much time.”
“I’ll be there in five minutes.” She managed to sound coherent.
Inside, she was falling apart. After a relapse, he never had another one this quickly. It was usually months, at least weeks. He’d usually rebound and feel better for a while and…
“Beck. Seth.” She tried to yell. Her vocal cords didn’t want to work. She ran toward the bedroom but turned to find them both standing in the kitchen, faces sober and grave.
They’d heard.
Heavenly tried not to cry, tried not to think the worst. “I need to go.”
“We’ll go with you,” Seth assured. “I’ll be dressed in one minute.”
She shook her head. “No time. It’s three blocks away. I can run and—”
“It’s faster if we drive you.” Beck shook his head. “I can make things happen. You want me there. No arguments.”
The guys took off for the bedroom. She followed. Beck had a point.
She tried to drag in a breath, fought not to panic as they both looked through the discarded pile of clothes to find their own. She picked up the first pair of jeans she encountered. “Who do these belong to?”
“They’re mine.” Beck held out his hand.
As she tossed the denim his way and groped for a shirt next to her foot, a thick envelope tumbled to the carpet. Sheets of paper spilled free. She picked up the pages and absently tried to fit them back together. Something in her head told her it wasn’t important and to set them aside. As she dropped them to the bed, three words at the top of the page screamed through her brain.
MARITAL SETTLEMENT AGREEMENT.
Horror doused her like icy water as she read on. THIS AGREEMENT IS MADE BETWEEN KENNETH EDWARD BECKMAN, HEREAFTER REFERRED TO AS “HUSBAND” AND GLORIA JANE BECKMAN, HEREAFTER REFERRED TO AS “WIFE”. THE PARTIES WERE MARRIED ON… She scanned the date, did a quick calculation. Eighteen years ago?
Seth glanced at the papers. “Fuck.”
He stiffened…but he didn’t look surprised.
Beck paled. “I can explain.”
Heavenly shook her head, grabbing the papers in her fist. “You’re…married?”
The End…for now
Watch for the next installment in the Doms of Her Life:
Heavenly Rising saga. The Chase will begin in 2019!