Mrs D Is Going Without (Day 771)
So today I finished my book. I finished with a flourish, got teary typing out the last line, then danced wildly in my kitchen to ‘Born This Way’ by Lady Gaga.
The sun was shining, the music was loud, and I was kicking up my feet, safe in the knowledge that no one could see me. I felt soooooo very happy.
My book will be the final step in my integration process. For quite a while now I have had a double life . . . the ‘real’ me (suburban housewife, mother of three) and the ‘online’ me (Mrs D sober blogger).
I have gone halfway to integrating the two me’s by telling more and more people in my ‘real’ life about my blog (scary as all hell but necessary). But only when the book comes out will I be fully integrated as one. All you lovely blog readers will get the full story behind this blog. Who I am, what was going on outside of all my posts (soooo much), and how and why blogging was so amazingly helpful to my getting and staying sober.
Sober blogging is the newest form of recovery, where people like me can reach out through the internet and find amazing support. Really, the book is about you—my warm, kind, supportive, amazing worldwide community of brave sober warriors. We know how amazing this blogosphere is . . . I want other people to know, too.
The book won’t be out until next year some time, there’s lots of editing and fiddling and formatting and stuff that goes on now, apparently . . .
Until then I’ll keep posting and sharing and being a part of this wonderful online world.
Oh, and one last thing . . . I FUCKING LOVE BEING SOBER!!!!!!!
Love, Mrs D xxx