REACHING AROUND FOR YOU

Every invitation to lie back under concealing foliage

resembles in some way that earliest invitation

to wander the heady orchard in the long sharp afternoon.

Or to slip naked into the slough

with the wiry boy who peeled each apricot—

as if slightly uncertain how to partake of it—

and savored: dribbling it down his damp chest,

between his long clammy legs, and moistening

his whole delinquent body with pleasant juices.

The river rocks globular and slick,

the catfish with its wet dark skin,

and the afternoon’s durable glassy eyes.

I do not mind you closing your own eyes, reclining.

Summoning the image of a lover put away.

Because virtue is hardly what either of us saved

from our separate, desperate beginnings. And because

stonefruit from a tin is almost as good as fresh,

when the spiteful frost arrives.