ONCE AND FUTURE HOUSEBOY

Might have stranded you there

in the pumpkin dotted tillage of Wheatland or

the strawberry patch with your bum self sucking

every last drag off the cigarette you wore

like a piece of tacky jewelry piercing your upper lip.

But you are my little liebschen.

Refined as a packet of sugar I dump

into 8 ounces of coffee. I like it when you’re sweet

enough to peel the gums away from my teeth.

I like when we’re in misery together, accustomed

as we are to the sad café. Zip open that pouch of crystal.

Let the cloying begin, my fine friend.

Do houseboys have houseflies? Something spews

white maggots still warm on the chaise, some

lone peacock preens in the sideyard, shakes

its feathers loose all over the portico roof.

I’m not pointing fingers. I know what happens:

you’re feeling blasé; you go to the convenience store.

Six days later, you’re disentangling from Reno,

pawning the only portable device you have

(which might just be your booty) and hoping

the locks weren’t changed while you were away.

I should be glad to be rid of such a profligate.

But you’re my evening lark. Up ahead, I am lost:

clouds smutching the drouthy stalks of corn.

My rake, unreliable as you are. Care for me awhile.