18: Love and Sloth

Silent once more, my teacher closely watched 1

my face for understanding of his words.

Though thirsting to hear more I held my tongue

lest further questioning would pester him. 4

That good instructor guessed what I suppressed.

With smile and nod he told me to ask more.

“Master,” said I, “you clarify my brain, 7

so say again how love induces both

virtuous actions and their opposite.”

“Give me your full attention now,” said he, 10

“and concentrate your analytic mind

on truth that Plato gave humanity

before Epictetus made scholars blind. 13

All souls are born with appetite for love,

so bound to look at what most seems to please

whenever pleasure beckons them, and thus 16

attractive visions from outside ourselves

enter our souls. Love is what draws them in,

makes soul and vision a new entity. 19

Thus nature’s objects take a hold of soul,

and as the flames leap upward to the sun

22 (the source of every fire) no soul can rest

before she blends with objects that she loves.

But they are wrong who say all love is good.

25 Substantial minds possess material shapes

and yet are different, though only seen

in what they do and show, like grass when green.

28 None know how virtue starts. It moves our hearts

as bees are moved to building honeycomb.

No praise for such instinctive skill is due,

31 because such instincts should not be obeyed

till brought in tune with other wills as right

and communal, as are the busy bees.

34 We have to choose between bad love and good

by freely reasoning, as all folk can

when love submits to reason as it should.

37 Indeed, necessity creates our love,

but free-will only gives it right control.

Reason and free-willed souls are gifts from God

40 to everyone: Greek, Roman, Pagan, Jew

and those like you born since that hero died

who conquered death. My words sound cut and dried.

43 They point to Heaven’s Grace but they stop short

at gate of Paradise, where that pure soul

Beatrice will become your only guide.”

46 Now it was midnight and the rising moon

upon the wane had reached its height, and hung

among the stars like tilted golden bowl.

The poet who had brought his birthplace fame 49

now dropped the burden of instructing me.

As we reclined I pondered drowsily

on all the noble thought he had made mine, 52

till noises at my back awakened me,

for round the mountain track there came a mob

who seemed at first a wildly charging herd 55

of peasants drunk on half-fermented wine,

but as they neared I saw most were well dressed.

Not revelry but pain was driving them, 58

a frantic pain allowing them no rest.

I and my guide, our energy renewed,

sprang to our feet and sprinted at the side 61

of two in front who alternately cried,

“Hail Mary, pregnant with our Saviour,

rushing uphill to greet her cousin Beth!” 64

and, “Caesar, in haste to conquer Lerida,

routed Marseilles and then swooped into Spain.”

Meanwhile the horde behind were shouting out, 67

“Go faster! Faster still! Slowness in love

prevents the Grace that blesses from above!”

My master cried, “Your mighty urgency, 70

O souls, will one day purge the laziness

delaying your salvation when alive,

but this man lives. Heaven has ordered him 73

to climb above you when the sun appears.

Please teach us how to reach the nearest stair.”

76 Someone among these racers answered him,

“Follow us. You will see a staircase soon.

Forgive me if I have to run away

79 and seem discourteous. I lived in great

Emperor Barbarossa’s day, he who

plundered Milan. I was then abbot of

82 San Zeno in Verona, and can say

who rules it now has one foot in the grave,

and soon in Hell will curse what he has done.

85 He has made certain that his bastard son,

crippled in legs and mind, will take his place,

keeping a good priest from that benefice . . .”

88 He raced so far ahead I heard no more,

but I was glad to recollect his words

before my master said, “Now look behind.

91 Here come the two who goad the slothful on

by telling them some things to keep in mind.”

At once I heard a strong voice loudly say,

94 “Of those to whom the Red Sea opened wide,

three only lived to see The Promised Land

because of slothfulness upon the way.”

97 Another cried, “When Aeneas led forth

his Trojan band to the grand enterprise

of founding Rome, many abandoned him

100 in Sicily, and died there without fame.”

I paused then till that multitude had passed

quite out of sight. My head was in a whirl.

Each thought that came inspired another one 103

or two, or three that contradicted it

with hectic fancies, frivolous or deep,

until I sank beside the road, asleep. 106