Swimming After Thoughts

In memory of Robert Penn Warren

Across the blackened pond and back again,

he’s swimming in an ether all his own;

lap after lap, he finds a groove

no champion of motion would approve,

since time and distance hardly cross his mind

except as something someone else might find

of interest. He swims and turns, eking

his way through frogspawn, lily pads, and shaking

reeds, a slow and lofty lolling stroke

that cunningly preserves what’s left to stoke

his engines further, like a steamwheel plunging

through its loop of light. He knows that lunging

only breaks the arc of his full reach.

He pulls the long, slow oar of speech,

addressing camber-backed and copper fish;

the minnows darken like near wishes,

flash and fade—ideas in a haze of hopes

ungathered into syntax, sounding tropes.

The waterbugs pluck circles round his ears

while, overhead, a black hawk veers

to reappraise his slithering neck, and frogs

take sides on what or who he is: a log

or lanky, milk-white beast. He goes on swimming,

trolling in the green-dark glistening

silence and subtending mud where things

begin, where thoughts amass in broken rings

and surface, break to light, the brokered sound

of lost beginnings: fished for, found.