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“Gordie! Gordie! Gordie!” The shout took on the increasing tempo of a locomotive cheer. “Gordie! Gordie! Gordie!”
Gordon Acton looked at Henry Browning, who was standing at the edge of the stage wing, where he could glance out at the crowd. He gestured with a nod of his head that asked, “Now?” Browning responded with a gesture, shaking his head, “No!” Ellie Acton looked from one man to the other and then out to the stage, where balloons and streamers were landing. “What are you waiting for?” she hissed to her husband. He responded with a nod to Henry. “He says not yet.”
There was a roar when the locomotive reached full speed. Then the hand clapping started. “We want Gordon! We want Gordon!”
“Okay, now,” Henry said.
Gordon reached for Ellie’s hand.
“No! Just you!” Henry snapped.
Gordon looked uneasily at Ellie.
“She comes later,” Browning instructed. “When you thank your wife, the crowd will start screaming for Ellie.” He took her hand away from Gordon’s. “That’s when you go on.”
Gordon hesitated, then buttoned his suit jacket and strode out under the stage lights. The roar was deafening. He waved into the glare and pointed knowingly at no one in particular. He fielded a balloon and threw it back to the crowd. Then he mounted the podium, examined the cluster of microphones, and raised his hands to still the applause. The screaming kicked up a few decibels, and then the high school cheerleaders started into another locomotive. “Gordie! Gordie! Gordie!” He waved vainly for order, then gestured his defeat and submitted humbly to their worship.
The frenzy lasted for several minutes, loud enough to drown out a local television reporter’s interview with the revered senator from Rhode Island. “This is certainly a popular victory,” she shouted, and then she and the senator nodded in unison.
Meanwhile, Gordon had stepped down from the podium and was moving along the footlights, reaching down to hands that were reaching up. “Thanks for your help. Couldn’t have done it without you. It’s your victory, too.” He delivered platitudes to faces that were lost in the lights. But when he mounted the podium again, the uproar quieted dramatically. Now there were individual voices. “Congressman Gordon Acton!” came from one side of the gymnasium. “President Gordon Acton!” came a response from the other side. Then laughter, which Gordon joined.
“My good friends,” he tried.
He still couldn’t be heard.
“My good friends…” Now the screamers in the crowd were demanding quiet. The noise settled to a background murmur.
“I don’t deserve to have so many good friends,” Gordon shouted. The remark started the whole riot rumbling again. Gordon raised his hands and this time the gesture restored a bit of order.
“And I don’t deserve a wife like Ellie!“
“Ellie! Ellie! Ellie!” A new locomotive was starting.
In the wing, Henry told Ellie, “That’s your cue.”
“Just walk out to him?”
“Yeah!” But instantly, “No, wait!”
Henry plucked a rose from one of the floral displays. “Carry this with you. Give it to him when he takes your hand.”
“Oh, Jesus,” she moaned in disgust. She walked onto the stage without the flower, heard her name being screamed, and squinted into the lights. Just smile, Ellie reminded herself. Get to Gordon and hang on to him.
Gordon stepped down, took her hand, and helped her up ahead of him.
“Gordon! Ellie!” This new chant brought fresh enthusiasm.
She still couldn’t make out a single face. She smiled and waved, pretending she was finding old friends. Then suddenly Gordon flung their joined hands into the air as if announcing a new champion. She felt her bra pull up over the bottom of her breast and tried to ease her hand down. But Gordon sent it even higher in another victory salute. Eventually, he gave up being his own cheerleader and waved the crowd to near quiet. Finally, half an hour after he had arrived at the high school where the district’s Republican leaders had gathered an army of supporters, Gordon was able to launch into his prepared speech.
Thank Chris Kirby, he remembered from Henry’s outline, so he rendered homage to the Cadillac dealer who had challenged him in the primary for the vacated Republican seat. A clean campaign, and an intelligent debate, were the first positive attributes he had assigned to Chris in the past two months. He invited his defeated opponent and all his followers to join with him in a fight for good government.
Cut taxes, curb government spending, improve education, fight crime, and give the elderly the dignity they deserve were the other points that Henry had wanted him to mention. “No details,” Browning had advised. “Just a little something for everyone.”
Then the battle cry. The fight wasn’t over; it was just beginning. November was only five months away, right at the other end of summer. There was hardly enough time to present the issues to the voters, nor to answer the lies and distortions that were already emanating from the Democratic camp. It would take their greatest efforts to carry this nomination on to victory, and give proper representation to the district in the United States Congress.
“Can I count on you?” Gordon shouted.
Another ten minutes of screaming and confetti showers answered his question. And then it was over. The hired security officers led him and Ellie through the crowd. They slapped greetings to hundreds of offered hands, thanked dozens of well-wishers, but never broke stride in their march to the double fire doors at the end of the room. Then they raced to the waiting limousine like a bride and groom fleeing the church. The car eased out of the glare of the school lights, and headed toward the peace of their Newport home.
As soon as they were in the dark, Ellie began twisting, trying to reach her right hand into the sleeve cut under her left arm. “Did you notice?” she asked.
“Notice what?”
“I hope no one else did.”
“No one else did what?”
“Notice.”
“What are you talking about?”
“About you lifting my bra halfway over my head.”
He looked at where her hand was fishing. “I did?”
“When you pulled my hand up over my head, I came right out of my bra cup.”
Gordon laughed, a snicker growing into a howl.
“You won’t think it’s so funny when you see publicity shots of your three-breasted wife. I tried to hide it by folding my arms. Then I looked down and saw that my bra cup was on top of my arm and my breast was underneath. I must have looked like a cow.”
“You looked great.”
She found the elastic band and was able to pull it down into position. “I’m no good at this. I hate politics,” she said, while rearranging her breasts.
“What are you talking about? You’re a natural.”
“A natural what? What has three breasts?”
“Nobody noticed,” Gordon said, drawing her close.
She relaxed into his shoulder. “If Henry Browning says one word …”
The children were awake first, and they charged into their parents’ bedroom just as the sun was finding the spaces between the shutter slats. Timothy dove into their bed, as he did whenever they were home, and began wrestling with his father. Gordon feigned terror at the five-year-old’s attack, and cowered from the pillow that the boy was wielding. Molly, who was nine, stood patiently waiting her turn. She was too sophisticated to simply jump under her parents’ blanket, she was beginning to suspect that their bed was a private place. Still, she wanted the hugs and kisses that went with their homecoming. Gordon surrendered to his children’s energy and followed them down to the kitchen where they made a project out of breakfast. A half hour later he sneaked back upstairs to bring Ellie her morning coffee.
The bedroom opened onto a porch that was built over the east wing, vulnerable to the salt spray that blasted off the rocks and soaked the air, and facing into the sunrise. In all the world, this was Ellie’s favorite place and she resented every moment of absence. “Politics,” she lamented into the steam that was rising from her coffee mug. Gordon’s candidacy was dragging her out of her life, far from her children, and away from her work. She had anticipated the intrusions of noblesse oblige when she had married into the Acton family, but she had never imagined just how wrenching those intrusions would be.
“Why?” she had asked Gordon when he told her he was thinking of filling the vacancy in Congress.
“Just something I should do.”
“Why should you do it? Don’t you have a choice?”
“I guess it’s something I want to do. Other things take care of themselves. This is something that I can affect. It’s a place where I can make a statement.”
Ellie hadn’t discouraged him. She had put aside her academic career so she could be with him at important events. She had surrendered her kitchen to the housekeeper. Most galling, she had turned her children over to babysitters during the days, and rushed home late many nights only to find them already in bed.
“Politics,” she whispered again.
But there had also been benefits, most importantly the revived energy of their marriage. It was hard to do anything important for Gordon, who was used to having things done for him. The Actons didn’t even have to clip their own coupons. But with her background in special education, she had become a symbol of Gordon’s promises for better schools. He had publicly deferred to her views and openly admired her determination to send her own children to the public schools. There was even a hint of her becoming the state’s educational czar.
She had also lent a sense of history. Ellie was Ellie Williams, a direct descendant of Roger Williams. Her roots in the state reached back to times when it wasn’t even a state, or even a colony. While the Actons had been building ships on the Narragansett since the Civil War, the Williams had been fighting for religious tolerance in the area since 1650. It was who they were more than what Gordon stood for that had crushed the hopes of the state’s largest Cadillac dealer.
And, there was her obvious class. Here was a woman of means married to a man of even greater means. She could do whatever touched her fancy. What she had chosen to do was involve herself in solving the problems of failing schools and, more important, failing children. Even if a voter couldn’t identify with a rich kid whose family had made a fortune selling lifeboats to the navy in World War II, it was easy to admire his charming wife. Ellie felt important again.
Gordon stepped quietly onto the open porch and slipped into one of the Adirondack chairs, setting his own coffee on the arm. “They’re fed, dressed, and hypnotized by television,” he announced.
“Something educational?” Ellie asked.
“Wile E. Coyote,” Gordon laughed. “It’s okay as long as the voters don’t find out.”
They shared the sunrise and the small of salt air.
“Gordon, yesterday Henry was talking about seeing me during the summer. You’re not going to need me during the summer, are you?”
“I always need you, spring, summer, winter, and fall.” He began humming the song from Camelot.
“I mean for the campaign.”
“Not as much. The primary was the real contest. The last time the district went Democratic was during the Great Depression.”
’Then I can plan on having my summer.”
He nodded.
“The way we discussed. Out on the Cape where I can finish my damn thesis.”
He nodded again.
“With a nanny, so I won’t be constantly interrupted?”
“Right,” Gordon said. “Away from politics. Away from Henry Browning. Except for an occasional appearance now and then. And I’ll be out there every weekend. Maybe even some days during the week.”
She leaned back and sighed with pleasure.
“I’ve even arranged for your nanny,” he said.
Ellie sat bolt upright.
“Contingent on your approval, of course,” he rushed to add.
“You’re arranging for my mother’s helper.”
“Not really. That’s your call.”
“I was thinking of Trish Mapleton. She watched the kids a lot last summer and Molly really liked her.”
Gordon nodded. “Then Trish Mapleton it is.”
Ellie stared at him for a moment. “What is it, Gordon? What is it that you’re not telling me?”
He tried to look innocent of any possible deception. “Nothing. Nothing at all. It’s just that there’s this girl... a nineteen- year-old in junior college... the class valedictorian when she graduated from high school. I thought I’d arrange to have you interview her.”
“Do I know her?”
“I don’t think so. Her name is Theresa. Theresa Santiago. She’s from Tiverton. Very blue collar.”
“I know Tiverton,” Ellie fired back. She looked suspiciously at her husband.
“She’s kind of an overachiever. Worked to help out her family while she was winning all sorts of academic honors. Now she’s trying to earn money for college,” Gordon said to fill in what was becoming a heavy silence.
“This is Henry’s idea,” Ellie concluded.
“No, it’s my idea. Henry just pointed out the opportunity. It made enough sense to me that I thought I’d run it by you. And it looks like I have your answer.” He pushed himself up from the Adirondack chair. “It just seemed that with your interest in education this might appeal to you.” He picked up his coffee mug and started back into their bedroom.
“Santiago,” Ellie said slowly. “Is she Portuguese?”
“No,” Gordon said, turning back from the door.
“Minority?”
“She’s Hispanic. Her family came from Santo Domingo.”
“And Henry wants the voters to see you stirring the melting pot. Or tossing the salad, or whatever the politically correct metaphor is.”
Gordon bristled, and set his mug back on the arm of the chair. “I told you this was my idea. And there’s nothing racial about it. It’s just simple logic. The state-line area is a Democratic stronghold. The people over there don’t care much for the blue bloods on Ocean Drive.”
“Because we’re all Wasps, and they’re all immigrants. And that sounds racial to me.”
“Okay, call it racial if you like but that’s not my term. I call it smart politics. If we can break the Democrats’ hold on the area, we can turn this election into a landslide. It would be great if some of those people reached across to us, and I think one way of getting that to happen would be for us to reach over to them. This girl is a neighborhood icon. She’s the poster child for the schools you’re hoping to build. It just seemed to me that the two of you together would be a knockout.”
Ellie made no attempt to hide her anger. “So, instead of working on my thesis, I’m supposed to entertain the poster child as well as mind my own two children. And show up at every photo opportunity with my Latina companion. God, but this whole thing stinks. It smells just like Henry Browning.”
“I said it was my idea. And I have no intention of you entertaining Miss Santiago. I expect that she’s going to watch our kids so that you can get your thesis done.”
Ellie turned away in a pout. “I’ll bet…”
Gordon got aggressive. “That was my thought. Based, in part, on the fact that you weren’t all that happy with Trish Mapleton last summer.”
“Trish was fine—”
He cut her off. “Didn’t you catch her under a blanket with a lifeguard when she was supposed to be watching the kids?”
“That was just one incident.”
“And weren’t you upset at what Molly might be thinking with all that action happening ten feet from where she was building a sand castle?”
“Well, maybe Trish Mapleton isn’t the perfect choice,” Ellie conceded. “But I think it should be one of the girls who vacations on the Cape.”
“Blond hair, blue eyes, and great teeth,” Gordon said sarcastically.
Ellie rejoined the battle. “That’s not what I mean. But as long as you bring it up, what kind of an experience do you think a minority kid will have with a summer on the Cape? You think she’ll get to spend her free time at the yacht club with the rest of the kids? You think she’ll be invited to the clambake?”
“Ellie, I wasn’t planning on adopting her. I was thinking about giving her a job, where she could make some money for college, learn from you, and enjoy the beach in the bargain. I was figuring that she would be watching our kids so that you and I could go to the clambake.”
“And pick up another thousand votes in the process,” she added.
“And pick up another thousand votes in the process,” Gordon agreed. “Is that so bad? If an idea works for me, and works for you and the kids, why do you think it had to come from Henry Browning?”
That was his parting shot. He stormed off the porch deck and kept moving through the bedroom and down die stairs to join his children and Wile E. Coyote. Ellie stayed out on the porch while her anger cooled to self-pity. “Damn politics,” she mumbled to herself over and over again. It took her half an hour to rally her spirits and get into the day’s activity.
Gordon motored away from the slip and turned west toward Jamestown, dead into the chilly wind that was keeping the memory of winter alive.
“Motor or sail?” he offered.
Molly said “sail” simultaneously with Tim’s decision of “motor.”
“Okay, a little of each,” Gordon decided.
They were a nuclear family at its most nuclear moment, all together in the cockpit of Lifeboat, their big catboat knock-off, named after the source of his family fortune. Seated at the helm, the wind brushing his salt-and-pepper hair, Gordon was playing the role he liked best. His strong hand on the wheel conveyed a sense of command. He was in charge, capable of taking the ship wherever he thought best. His wind-breaker, over an open-collar shirt, portrayed his informal side, a captain whose authority was obvious without special chevrons or symbols of rank. His physique—tall, muscular, trim—announced his strength. Yet his face, with blue eyes wide open and full lips that seemed always to be breaking into a smile, modulated his physical presence with a promise of concern and compassion. This was his self-image, acted out so that it could be shared with his wife and children, and now with his broader political family. Henry Browning had wanted to send a very gifted photographer along when he heard that Gordon was going to spend the day after the nomination sailing with his family. “He’ll just be there shooting candids. One little camera. You won’t even know he’s onboard.” But Gordon, anticipating what Ellie’s reaction would be, had vetoed the idea instantly. “Not now,” he had told Browning. And Henry had accepted the verdict. “You’re right. Let’s do it later when we can put Theresa Santiago into the family setting.”
Ellie was sitting on the opposite side, unable to relax as she eyed her children. They were experienced sailors; Molly had gone on cruises with them when she was only three, and was already captaining her own sailing dinghy in the yacht club youth program. Tim had been brought aboard before he was able to walk. They were both in life jackets and sitting low on the cockpit deck where they were in no danger of being tossed over by waves, or even a broadside hit. But the sea was always uncertain, and Ellie wanted certainty for her children.
She was, in many ways, the opposite of her husband. Where he was physical, she was intellectual. Where he was solid and muscled, she was lean and frail. Not sickly, in any sense of the word, but more straight than curved, more angular than soft. She was over five foot nine and yet weighed less than one thirty, a fact that explained how her bra could ride up over her breast. In the summer, she hardly ever wore one, preferring to put on a fitted shirt so that the shapes beneath could occasionally give provocative hints as she moved. Her face was interesting more than glamorous, with a long nose and hard-etched features that bore a resemblance to the face of her distinguished ancestor, whose portrait hung in the foyer of the state house. Her eyes were brown but took on green overtones whenever she put a light rinse in the brunette hair that she wore short.
“Put up the sail,” Molly demanded.
“When we’re in the channel,” Ellie answered.
It was an exchange that occurred in one fashion or another every time they left the dock.
Ellie still lacked some of Gordon’s self-assurance, probably because she had come late into her career, and to the acclaim that her work brought. She had been an indifferent high school student whose best moments came on the tennis court, but even these were never of championship quality. She had picked her college, a small teacher’s school in Boston, because it was less competitive, and picked her career in education because it didn’t seem as demanding as careers in law or medicine. By the standards of the Williams family, she was a bit of an underachiever, a view that probably accounted for the fact that she had never told students or faculty about her distinguished heritage.
But when she actually began working with public school children, her interests focused, her energy strengthened, and her personality blossomed. Ellie became die tireless advocate of every failing child in the district, and a gadfly to administrators who were terrified at the thought of venturing beyond the status quo. As her new programs were implemented, and lost children were recovered, she was recognized as a tireless overachiever. The Williams name attached quite easily to her new reputation as journalists and toastmasters began to see a parallel between Roger Williams’s rebellion against religious conformity, and Ellie Williams’s battle with educational apathy. It was her reclaimed heritage that made her a perfect match for the powerful Actons.
But beneath her daring demeanor, Ellie was still a bit timid, particularly when it came to the safety of her children and the health of her family. Gordon’s political ambitions were a threat to the privacy that she wanted for her daughter and son, so she was a less than enthusiastic running mate. In the same way sailing, even with her husband’s skill and responsibility, posed a physical danger to the children, so Ellie was a less than enthusiastic shipmate. It had been her preference for a boat that was tame and easy to handle that prompted Gordon to buy a beamy, single-sail catboat design instead of one of the more powerful ocean racers that he would have preferred.
“Molly … Tim?” Ellie asked.
Neither gave any indication that they had heard her voice.
“I have … actually, your father and I have a question that we want to ask you.”
Molly looked up with attention while Tim kept knotting one of die mooring lines.
“We’re thinking of hiring a full-time mother’s helper for the summer. A girl who would be living with us, and with you all the time.”
Gordon focused on her. Very fair, he thought. She could have used words like babysitter, or different kind of girl, or new girl, which would have instantly prejudiced them against the idea. Instead, she was putting the idea in a positive light. Someone who would be with the family for the summer, and with them whenever they needed supervision.
“What about Trish?” Molly asked, seeing through the inoffensive wording of the question. “Is she going to take Trish’s place?”
“No,” Ellie lied. “Trish will still be there to take you out. But she has things of her own to do. She can’t be with you all the time. This girl would be around all the time with nothing to do except be with you.”
Gordon found himself smiling, not so much to sell the idea, but rather in admiration of Ellie’s skill. She was the politician, able to make any decision sound pleasing to all the diverse constituencies. He knew she didn’t like the plan, but she was giving it every chance to win favor.
“I like Trish,” Molly decided. “But, if the other girl is around just when Trish can’t be, that’s okay.”
“What if they both were around sometimes?” Ellie asked, unwilling to let her daughter think that the new girl would function only as a pinch hitter.
Molly shrugged her indifference.
“Then should I invite her over so that you can meet her?”
“Sure!”
“And what about you, Timmy?”
He looked up blankly from the rat’s nest he was tying into the mooring line.
“Would you like to meet her?”
He rubbed his nose on his sleeve. “Meet who?”
“The new girl who might be with us on the Cape.”
“What new girl?”
Ellie looked up at Gordon, smiled, and shook her head. “I don’t think he cares one way or the other. Probably doesn’t even remember Trish from last summer.”
Gordon leaned across the wheel so that he could whisper to her. ‘Thanks, for the way you handled it.”
She accepted the compliment.
“Okay,” he called out to his crew. “Let’s get the sail up.”
Ellie slipped aft and took her station at the wheel, keeping Lifeboat’s bow into the wind and the telltales blowing astern. Molly unlocked the mainsheet so that the wishbone could move freely. Gordon began cranking in the main halyard, lifting the sail up the mast where it began to unfurl and snap with the wind. Ellie turned a few points to starboard so that it would billow into the shape of the wishbone.
“Ready about,” said Ellie on Gordon’s signal. Molly and Tim scampered into the cabin, safe from the lines that would be moving across the deck. “Hard alee,” Ellie called as she turned the lumbering boat across the wind and aimed it down the channel. She slowed the throttle while Gordon trimmed the sail. Then she switched the engine off. The instant quiet was overwhelming, her first chance to get in touch with herself since Gordon had announced his candidacy.
Ellie hadn’t wanted him to run for Congress, nor had she been enthused over any of his earlier grabs for power. She had married the well-to-do heir to a profitable and honored business, expecting that his position would allow him more time with her and their family. And, for the first year, that was how it had been. But then inflatable boats had become too small a kingdom for her prince. He had sought and won the presidency of local business organizations, headed state commerce commissions, and chaired redevelopment programs and trade commissions. Gordon was perpetually involved and he seemed to thrive on the exposure. Gradually, Ellie had realized that she occupied only one small compartment in her husband’s express train to the top.
It was a pleasant compartment. When he was with her, his love seemed genuine. He was solicitous of her pregnancies and proud of his children. On days like this, the quiet moments between his public activities, he was a perfect husband and devoted father. But as his career broadened, the days between commitments had become fewer. Other interests demanded more and more of his time.
She hated politics and the blind ambition that it seemed to nurture. But the campaign had at least reestablished her place by Gordon’s side. Congressmen had to be sold to the public, and the family image was considered an essential part of the sale. She and the children had been brought forward, and despite the frantic campaign schedule she was seeing more of her husband.
For the first time in her marriage, she knew that she was needed. She had rationalized Gordon’s dalliances with other women, but now his faithful devotion was mandatory. She was his only love interest. He had shown little awareness of Ellie’s career in education, but now her role as an advocate for children was invaluable. His arm was around her at nearly every public event, and she suddenly was being treated like the queen of his expanding empire. She would prefer his admiration in the privacy of their family, but there was no longer any privacy in her family. So she would accept it in public even though its sincerity was always tinged with comments about how important she was to his image.
“Ellie?” It was Gordon’s voice from the front of the cockpit.
She smiled in embarrassment, realizing that her mind was back somewhere in their wake.
“It’s so lovely,” she answered.
He looked over the side at the silver water reflecting the golden clouds, and then to the rocky shoreline colored with spring. “It really is,” he said as if he had suddenly found time to look outside of himself. “Fantastic.”
“You were going to ask me something,” she reminded him when he turned his attention back to her.
“Just the girl. You will at least consider her, won’t you?”
She nodded without any great enthusiasm. “It seems to be okay with the kids.”
“Because it’s important. Henry thinks it will help erase the blue blood stigma. He thinks it will give me a much broader following.”
Henry, she thought, taking care not to show her exasperation. His strategy was intruding into every corner of their relationship, even to the choice of her children’s companion. God, but how she hated politics.
Ellie was as nervous as if she were the one being interviewed. She paced the hallway, glanced down at her watch—which didn’t seem to move at all—and peeked out through the panel windows at the empty driveway. Theresa Santiago wasn’t scheduled to arrive for another five minutes, but Ellie had been fussing and pacing for the past twenty.
For Gordon’s sake, she wanted the meeting to go well. Ideally, Theresa would charm her, the kids would be thrilled, and she could go to Gordon and agree that her nanny and his olive branch to the minority community were one and the same person. But her instincts argued that the meeting was going to be a disaster. Molly had already decided that she wanted Trish Mapleton to be their summer babysitter. She was a year older now, and Ellie suspected that she wanted another chance to find out what was going on under that blanket. Timmy had gone one step further, announcing that he wanted his mother to spend the summer minding him, and he wasn’t going to be nice to either Trish or Theresa. And, of course, the minority poster child was Henry Browning’s idea. As a result, Ellie was predisposed to dislike Theresa. She had planned a productive, yet relaxing, summer interrupted by only a few obligations to Gordon’s campaign. Now she was awaiting the arrival of the young woman who might foul up everything? She saw the car as soon as it turned into the long driveway. Instinctively, she went to the window and pressed her nose against the glass, hoping that the girl’s manner and appearance would be a ray of sunshine. But her spirits sunk as the car moved closer and came into focus.
It was an old car, two design eras behind the industry’s current aerodynamic styling, and painted in a color that could have been anything between a dirty gray and a faded black. Japanese, she thought immediately. One of those cookie-cutter, faceless coupes that tried to pass itself off as a European roadster. As it pulled to a stop in front of the porte cochere, she could see the worn edges of the tires and the faded rims that were missing wheel covers. On the Cape, the car would have been towed into the harbor and sunk as a permanent mooring.
Then Theresa stepped out and glanced up at the front door, catching Ellie in the act of peering down at her arriving guest. Ellie winced; the hair was deranged, and the dress was a nightmare. The young girl, who stepped around the front of the car clutching a purse that she had probably borrowed, was floating in space between two generations. She had traded the jeans of her contemporaries for the formal business dress of her elders, and her discomfort was apparent.
Ellie fixed her warmest smile and threw open the door. “Theresa?” she said, using the name as a question. The young girl stopped dead, as if she had been caught carrying a television out of a broken storefront. “Yes. I’m supposed to see Mrs. Acton.”
“I’m Mrs. Acton. Please come in.” Ellie stepped aside, clearing the doorway, but still Theresa managed to keep as much space between them as the dimensions of the entrance-way allowed. Then, as she moved inside, her face stretched out ahead of her body so that her saucer eyes could take in the size and appointments of the living room.
“Go right in,” Ellie said pleasantly. “I’ll get us some refreshments. Would you like a soft drink? Or a lemonade?”
Theresa kept staring into the living room as if she were looking through the bars of the heavenly gates. “Sure. Thanks,” she answered off into space.
Oh God, Ellie thought. Disaster. Worse than I could have imagined. She filled two tumblers with ice, and poured a can of Diet Coke over cubes. “Have you eaten? Can I fix you a sandwich, or get you a snack?” she offered as she entered the living room.
“No thank you,” Theresa said from the center of the sofa on the other side of the huge coffee table. She was still clutching the purse under her folded arms as if she were carrying her paycheck through a dark alley.
Theresa’s physical assets were instantly visible. She had smooth tan skin of mulatto coloring, a perfectly proportioned face, and incredibly light blue eyes. Caucasian, with perhaps a black slave anchoring her genealogy, and clear evidence of an Irish overseer who had gone through the cabins. She was a world child, the ideal recipient of adulation by a politician who needed to be a man of the people. But her liabilities were equally visible, and far more numerous.
First, was her hair. It stood out from her head forming an oversized frame for her face. It needed pruning.
Then there was the dress. The gray and blue pattern was tastefully conservative, certainly appropriate for a secretary in a law office. But the neckline was edged in white lace that was heavily embroidered and well over the top. It seemed almost like a trellis as it rose into her hair. The same lace outlined the patch pockets and finished off the hem. The stockings were gray, and the black shoes were right out of a shoe box.
She seemed a bit overweight, not for an adult who would have been comfortable in the dress, but rather for the young woman that went with the face. Her figure was obvious and attractive, but more mature than typical Cosmo covers. The girls on the Cape, who had personal trainers and flaunted their anorexia, wouldn’t recognize her as a contemporary.
“Well, tell me something about yourself,” Ellie tried as a starter.
Theresa cleared her throat, and kept her eyes fixed on her hands, which were now folded across the captive pocketbook. “I’m a high school graduate,” she began, “in the top ten percent of my class and on the honor roll.”
“I heard you were your class valedictorian,” Ellie prompted her.
Theresa nodded. Then she suddenly opened the purse and took out a sealed business envelope. “I have a letter of reference from my principal.” She stretched across the table to hand the letter to Ellie, who took it, opened it, and made a great show of reading it carefully.
“You were first in your class,” Ellie blurted out, as she read the school official’s comments.
Theresa nodded.
“And you held down a job after school and on weekends?”
Another nod.
“What kind of job?”
“With Digital Electronics in Fall River. I’m there full-time now. I’m a quality inspector on the circuit board production line.”
Ellie couldn’t hide her surprise. “That’s a very responsible job. Do you like it?”
“It’s kind of boring. And you never finish. The boards are coming down the line when you get there, and they’re still coming down the line when you leave.” She smiled at the irony, which gave Ellie a reason to laugh.
“Then why did you choose it?”
Now Theresa seemed surprised at the density of the question. “The money. It pays much better than retail jobs. It’s a union shop…” She trailed off just after she said “union,” remembering that the word was very offensive to the people who lived on Ocean Drive.
“What about school activities?” Ellie wondered.
“I’m in junior college now. And there aren’t any activities. But in high school I was in the orchestra. I play the flute.” She went back to staring at her hands until she remembered that there was salvation in her purse. “I have a recommendation from my music teacher.” She pulled out another official envelope and delivered it across the table.
Ellie read quickly, then stopped, and read again. “This says that you were first chair. And that you were soloist in the annual concert.”
Again, Theresa nodded.
“What did you play?”
“The allegro from a Mozart flute concerto.”
“How long have you been playing?”
“Since I was five. But then it wasn’t really a flute. More like a tin whistle.”
Ellie stared over the letter, trying to find the person who was across from her, hiding in someone else’s dress. This was a very talented young lady, obviously on another academic planet from Trish Mapleton and her friends, who would be pressed to draft a note for the milkman.
Theresa was back into her purse, retrieving still another envelope. “I also have a letter from my foreman at Digital Electronics,” she said. Ellie opened the letter eagerly, half expecting to learn that Theresa had invented a new computer chip.
Miss Santiago is our best quality control inspector, allowing production flaws in only .06 percent of units on her line, less than half the errors of our entire inspection staff, and less than a quarter of the industry average.
Ellie read several similar paragraphs from a company that clearly had a measure on its quality, and had documented that Theresa exceeded all standards. But it was the last paragraph that overwhelmed her.
Miss. Santiago achieves these results despite time she spends assisting her coworkers. When she finds a mistake, she doesn’t simply reject the board. On her own, she takes the error back to the appropriate workstation and helps the technician to develop corrective procedures.
Ellie was very impressed with the credentials, and honestly admired the girl’s nearly self-effacing modesty. But, it just wouldn’t work; the people on the Cape didn’t give a damn about production lines. They were into cars, boats, fashion, and parties. Quality became significant only when their stereos gave out. And while many of them were patrons of theaters and orchestras, she couldn’t think of one who even knew what a flute allegro was, much less identify the composer. Theresa Santiago simply wouldn’t fit in, and that would be painful for her, as well as a problem for the children.
Theresa’s soft voice interrupted her thoughts. “The job description said that you were a teacher, working on a thesis?” She turned up the last words of the question as if she could scarcely believe what she was saying.
“That’s right,” Ellie answered. “Unfortunately, the thesis has been dragging on for several months without much progress. I really have to get it finished!” Maybe that would be her excuse. That her back was to the wall and she simply couldn’t take a chance with a new and inexperienced mother’s helper.
“Maybe I could be helpful,” Theresa suggested, as if the thought were preposterous. “I’m very interested in education. I’d like to be a teacher. And I’m really good at finding my way through a library. When your children are taken care of, I might… maybe I could help as … kind of a research assistant.” She paused at the temerity of her own suggestion. “Well, not really an assistant, but maybe just… kind of… a gofer.”
“That’s a very interesting idea,” Ellie said, surprised that it actually was a good idea. But then she realized that she didn’t want to let herself sound enthusiastic. The girl simply wouldn’t work, and there was no point in getting up her hopes.
“Tell me about your experience with children. Have you ever worked as a full-time babysitter? Or as a mother’s helper?”
Theresa shook her head slowly. “No. Between the job and school…”
“Of course,” Ellie said to bail her out. “When would you have time? But, you know that really has to be my first concern. Children can find so many ways to get into mischief. You can’t take your eyes off them.”
“I know,” Theresa said. “I take care of my little brothers and sister on Saturday nights and most of Sunday. It’s hard just keeping them together where I can watch them all at once. Sometimes just getting them all into shoes for church is all I can handle.”
Keeping them all together? Ellie had images of shepherds trying to keep the flock going in one direction. “How many brothers and sisters do you have?” she asked.
“Five. I have four brothers and a sister. That’s just the younger ones. I have two older sisters.”
“You take care of five children on Saturday nights and Sundays?”
“Most weekends. My parents have to go down to Bridgeport to take care of their parents. And my older sisters are married. So I take over.”
Ellie stared dumbly, knowing that she needed help just to keep up with her two children. The young woman was already measuring up to more family responsibility than she or any of her friends could manage. Yet she was calm and composed, while many of Ellie’s contemporaries were tuned out on Xanax or Valium.
“Who’ll take care of your brothers and sisters if you’re working with me?”
“My parents will alternate weekends. And my sisters will help out if they run into a problem. They’re all sort of pitching in. My mother says this is a great opportunity for me.”
Ellie sat back into her chair and drew a deep breath. “Would you like to meet my children?” she suggested.