No one wakes up in the morning expecting to be a hero that day.
In fact, the more Nathaniel read about heroism, the more he began to think that people who did heroic things were wired that way. Like, they didn’t think about it; it wasn’t a conscious decision they made ahead of time. They just acted on instinct and a sense of right, and then later history and context framed them as heroes.
Nathaniel wondered how history would frame him now. He was standing in the middle of Central Park, surrounded by the chaos of a major atmospheric disturbance, holding an oak tree above his head with his two not particularly muscly arms.
Will, Tiny, and Lu were staring at him, incredulous.
“Dude!” yelled Will. “You saved us!”
Nathaniel grinned. Because here was what had happened:
1) He felt a deep rumbling coming up from the core of the earth and through the soles of his sneakers
2) He sensed a change in the electrical charges that were colliding and zapping around like supercharged bees in the cloud above him
3) He heard the crack and saw the lightning in slow-motion, watching in awe as it descended in jagged steps from the sky
4) He knew exactly which tree it was going to strike
5) Before he knew what had happened, he’d beaten the lightning to the tree.
The whole thing took less than a second.
He wasn’t just a hero; he knew that now. The lightning had turned him into a superhero.
Thinking about it in a glass-half-full kind of way, getting struck by lightning and turning into a superhero was sort of the culmination of all his comic-book-reading childhood dreams. He must have experienced some kind of kinetic absorption, pulling energy from the lightning and converting it into a kind of power he’d never felt before: physical strength, sharper senses, a keener mind, superhuman instinct. He could do anything he wanted. He could be anything he put his mind to.
He could have a cool nickname, like Lightning Man or The Zag.
But if he looked at his situation in a glass-half-empty kind of way, that presented a problem. In the years since he’d been a child, he’d grown up into someone who didn’t want to be a hero. He didn’t want to be responsible for having that kind of power over someone else’s life. That was something he’d learned the hard way. Nathaniel had spent the past three years working toward someone else’s dream. Trying to fill someone else’s shoes. He’d let Tobias be the one to lead, the one to shine. And Nathaniel had followed. He had never felt worthy of finding his own thing to shine at. He had never thought he could.
Now that he could—he didn’t know how.
Before he could think about it too much, he sensed another bolt of lightning brewing in the sky above. In a flash that was all but invisible to the naked eye, he caught another tree in his hands and tossed it to the side. Zipping to the other side of the stage, he pushed a group of kids out of the way of a jagged flash of white.
But he couldn’t be in two places at once. There was a limit to his powers.
And across the clearing, another tree fell on the generator, exploding in a shower of sparks. The power cut out and plunged the park into darkness, except for the orange glow of the makeshift wooden stage smoldering and bursting into flame. Kids around them were screaming, pushing into one another to try to get out of the way. He had to get back to Tiny, Will, and Lu.
His ears perked up.
It was like his brain was picking up radio waves on a superhigh frequency.
Across the field, he could actually hear someone knock into Will, who knocked into Lu, and now they were bickering.
His eyesight sharpened.
It was like his eyes had a super high-tech autofocus zoom function.
And he saw Tiny standing there, the action swirling around her. She was trying to help. But no one seemed to see her trying or helping.
The hair on his arms stood on end. He could feel it. The collision of opposite charges in the clouds above them. Crackling with energy. Ready to strike.
He was off and running before the lightning zapped, before it even hit the tree towering over her. He came crashing into her, pushing her out of the way.
The two of them went flying, knocking over Lu and Will and rolling 55 feet, 7 inches, and 2.25 centimeters (superbrain!) before landing in a heap on the grass.
“Oof,” said Tiny. She actually said the word oof.
Nathaniel’s senses were in overdrive. He was picking up so many things.
Lu’s voice complaining loudly.
Tiny breathing.
The gritty sting of branches and dead autumn grass scraping along his arms and legs. The adrenaline pulsing through his head and the crashing of atoms in the air all around him.
He opened his eyes. Tiny was lying under him, staring back.
“Uh, hi,” Nathaniel said. He was lying on top of her, arms on either side of her head.
“Hi,” said Tiny.
“I’m trying not to crush you.”
“Better you than the tree.”
Nathaniel smiled. “Just trying to keep things in perspective.” The two of them struggled to stand up. “Um,” Nathaniel said, looking at her, all concerned. “Are you okay? Are you hurt?”
“I don’t think so. Just some scrapes.” She squinted and frowned. “Did you hit your head?”
“I don’t know. Maybe?”
“You’re bleeding.”
“I am?”
“Right there,” Tiny said, pointing.
Nathaniel brought a hand up to his forehead, just above his right eyebrow. A trickle of blood made its way down his cheek. “Oh man. I guess I did.”
Tiny smiled. “You saved us. That was . . . brave. It reminds me of . . .” Then suddenly the smile faded from her face.
She didn’t have to finish. Nathaniel knew what she was going to say.
Something suddenly looked different about Tiny. It could have been the glow of the fire crackling around the stage, but her face seemed to flicker, just for a moment. He thought he saw the grass through her skin.
“Are you okay?” he asked.
She looked up at him. “I don’t think so. I’m worried I—”
“Dude!” Will barreled into him, still looking like Owen. “You have a head trauma!”
Nathaniel coughed and changed the subject. “Do you think I need stitches?”
“I said no way,” Lu said, hobbling over. “No hospitals.”
“Yeah,” said Will. “We agreed. Besides, that’ll heal up overnight. Don’t worry—I get hit in the head all the time.” Lu looked at him. “What?”
A siren blared. Blue and red police lights cast their faces in blue, then red, then blue again. “Break it up!” Kids scattered everywhere. “Anyone without ID is going to jail. Move it!” A couple more cop cars were pulling up, as well as a few ambulances.
“Run!” said Will.
“This way!” said Nathaniel, leading them in the direction of the park entrance, toward the street.
They were a bleeding, possibly concussed mess. Where did they go from here? It crossed Nathaniel’s mind that they could go home; they should go home. Home was safe and dry. Home had Band-Aids and late-night snacks and parents who knew everything, or thought they did. But what else waited for them there? More of the same?
Not tonight. Tonight there was no going home.
What made him think that the solution to their problems would be at home within the safe walls of their apartments, other than instinct and a sense that that was where the solution had always been?
At home there were Band-Aids, yeah. And study aids. And a warm dry bed safe from the rain that was supposed to begin before morning. Home was where trustworthy newscasters advised them to be, and the walls of their concrete buildings would protect them from the lightning that seemed to be tracking them like they were some kind of prey on the nature channel.
But there was an emptiness at home too. And out here in the city streets there was thunder and lightning and music. Here, in the middle of the city, where he should have felt like a speck of dust floating in the cosmos, here—surrounded by Tiny, Lu, and Will—for the first time in three years he wasn’t lonely.
Nathaniel didn’t know how to see the future—that wasn’t one of his superpowers, at least as far as he could tell—but he knew they couldn’t go home yet. They had to stay together. They had to fix this, whatever it was, together.
They ran down the street, in and out of the shadows of streetlamps, as more cop cars descended on the park.
The music had stopped when they weren’t paying attention.