ALL HIS DISTRESSING DISGUISES

“Every day, I see Jesus Christ in all His distressing disguises.”

      Mother Teresa

Which explains why I am tempted to kiss the hand

of the flushed minion shoving me aside for a perch

on the # 4. There is much immediate in him,

so much otherwise and elsewhere, I presume

he is famous in some spectacular way, who can say?

I believe that holy rests in the simple.

So I scan the skin of the Post vendor looking

for flecks of gold, I plot to touch the singed fingers

of the fry cook as he passes me eggs done wrong.

I listen for wisdom in the flailing screech of the B-boy

whose earbuds transport him to a place where

swagger is sanctified. Noting my brash appraisal,

he thrusts his little sex forward, which could indeed

be a blessing of sorts. The idea I pray toward could

be the drama critic with a pinky toe fetish

or the bottle of whiskey left burning at his bedside.

Or maybe my God is the man who heat-seeks

my areolas, forgets my birth, leaves clumps of Kung Pao

in the sink to tempt Westchester’s reticent roaches.

He is so simply holy, spent, and slightly crazed

after climax. Damn, he does glow. How ironic

if my savior were a mere Bruce, his New England

stammer blessing my quest, kinking the gifted halo.