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PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ending off this installment like this. I know. But there was really no other way to prepare you for what’s coming next.
As you probably have figured out by now, the fact that I am here to tell you this, means that I survived.
Yes, I was shocked too.
When I did wake up again, I was horrified by all that had changed around me, and by how much time had passed. More than anything, I was appalled by a secret I had woken up to, 21 months later.
I still can’t quite believe that Michael tried to kill me. To think that I had spent twelve years with that man, and never once considered a reality where he could snuff out my life, just like that.
I am a little sad by it. We had some really amazing years together and I never thought he could hurt me like this. I am still trying to deal with that, and come to terms with the fact that my attacker was someone I knew, and once loved.
I owe Daniel so much and once again, he pitched up in the nick of time and saved my life.
This man. Then again, I am shocked by a stunning revelation by Daniel when I open my eyes again.
You will be too!
It drastically changes my life and it alters everything I ever thought I knew. Imagine waking up to discovering things about yourself that you never knew?
I did not see that coming and am still in shock and trying to process it all!
What I can say is this; Lucy is still in the picture and she has just about taken over my entire life in more ways than one. It hurt. She literally stepped into my shoes and took a piece of me with her.
I am not sure how to handle the entire situation, and whether to walk away or to fight for what is mine. And it is mine. Something they have taken as theirs. I am not sure if I can forgive Daniel, even though my mama tells me they thought I’d never wake up again. My heart is broken and I hate that bitch even more than I used to.
More on Michael, Daniel, Lucy and me next time.
You don’t want to miss it!
Ally!
Alice VL