I am in the depths of misery. My soul is aching. Oh, hellish, hellish day. I don’t think I can go on, this hurt and anguish is overpowering. My fingers are struggling to simply move. I’m sure I shall erase this entry, but I must tell someone how I feel. The problem is, there is no human I can talk to. I have no real friends, only acquaintances. No one knows me. No one wants to know me, and I don’t blame them. I can’t trust anyone with my feelings. Allen doesn’t understand, or doesn’t try to understand, or doesn’t give a rip. Why should anyone else? I am exhausted from the struggle to be understood. Henceforth, I shall merely exist till I am released from this miserable life by my death!