In the back of the bus
with the other seniors
for an hour ride
to encourage
football players to
“Whippa Alliquippa”
we discover
I am the ONLY ONE
who knows
every single word
to the Foreigner song
“Juke Box Hero.”
Hairbrush mic
passed to my hand
my name chanted
until I belt out
the most earnest, off-key solo,
Gotta keep on rockin’!
All go wild, and belonging feels
so much better
than being closed
away in my room.
My bus seat squeaks
as I drop back down.
My sister Sequinettes cheer.
My grin stays put
as my seatmate gives my back
a slap of praise
but my mind panics,
flies home to dwell on
beloved ducks,
now buried in our
ever-expanding pet cemetery.
This “Juke Box Hero” moment
is nice but
much too fragile to hold onto.