Mom should’ve been a model
everyone says.
Wide eyes
with green-colored contacts,
cheekbones tuned to max volume
heart-shaped face framed
with flirty
summer-blond hair.
“If anyone asks, I’m a
natural blonde,” she tells me,
as her mother told her,
“That’s exactly
what it says
on the bottle after all.”
Mom reaffirms it each month
with a box from the drugstore.
She is thin-thin-thin
and everything
else that a woman should be.
Enchanting my father so absolutely.
He calls her Lady Godiva
with nude desire uncomfortable to witness.
Like they’re alone
with their lust.
My mother turns heads
on the street
at the mall
even in church.
The neighbors wait, as she
gets ready, pulls on shorts
laces up sneakers, clips on Walkman, then
base / concealer / eyeliner / lipstick / powder / mascara /
and blush that is wasted on a
face soon flushed
as she jogs along the road.
Tears of sweat,
milky with foundation,
flow down her neck as she
parades past.