Dad and I get together for coffee,
and I admit he seems Different
more present, more solid.
In the car,
I look over
at the thin white scar
dividing his eyebrow
the crack in his façade.
Tell him,
“I don’t need a father so much anymore.”
I pretend to stare
at my scuffed black boots on the dash
as he drives me home in silence. There,
now he hurts too.