Glamour
Vogue
Elle
Bazaar
even Seventeen,
“Where the Girl Ends
and the Woman Begins.”
I buy them all.
Their polished pages
exhausted
within days
and I’m waiting
for Next Month!’s issue.
I barely notice
the cutting-edge fashion; I’m
too busy studying the models,
looking at
smooth skin
pursed lips
sightless staring
taunting me
chanting mutely,
Join us.
Be beautiful.
Become immortal.
Thin alone may enter.
I mimic their poses
but hope drains away.
You’ll never be one of them.
Your body’s all wrong.