Mom is so popular
with her Al-Anon friends.
Every night is Ladies’ Night
for a lady with her looks,
and ”going out dancing”
is her new favorite sport.
She dates
while I babysit with
bitterness,
giving rides to soccer practice while
Mom plays the field.
Sweet sixteen, my ass.
I’m living in the shadow
of a thirty-four-year-old divorcée.
Best years of my life, like hell.
Everything’s bullshit.
I wouldn’t mind having
one of those ordinary-looking mothers
without lives of their own,
who live for their daughters
instead of borrowing their clothes.