Monday, 23 March
Ruth can’t believe how quickly things have changed in the past four weeks. One minute she was lecturing, excavating skeletons, having coffee in fake American diners, the next she is driving home with her car full of files and dividing her sitting room into part-office, part-schoolroom. On 19 March, Prime Minister Boris Johnson said that he was confident that coronavirus could be ‘sent packing’ in twelve weeks. On the evening of 23 March, Ruth sits with Kate on the sofa and watches Johnson saying that the country is going into lockdown. ‘Stay at home, protect the NHS, save lives.’ Ruth thinks the prime minister sounds slightly more coherent than normal, although his hair could still do with a good brush.
In a way, his words come as a relief. The last few days have been a nightmare of planning and cancellations. Staff started to panic. Some claimed pre-existing medical conditions and refused to do any face-to-face teaching. Others were clearly so nervous that they were unable to teach at all. When it became clear that virtual learning was the way forward, Ruth tried to put training in place. Over the last few weeks she has observed her colleagues’ online lectures and has had to tell David to remove an empty bottle of wine and Fiona to discourage her cat from sitting on her shoulder. Students have enough to distract them as it is.
The students became increasingly twitchy, probably receiving constant messages from concerned parents. Ruth has gone from reassuring her students, promising them social distancing and good hand hygiene, to sending them home. Now she’ll have to deal with demands for fee rebates and requests for webcams and extra screens. Kate’s school is closed. There are over 2,600 cases of coronavirus in the UK and more than a hundred people have died. At least, thinks Ruth, putting her arm round Kate and holding her close, she now has only one priority: to keep herself and Kate alive. From the armchair, Flint watches her intently.
She’s not too surprised, as soon as the broadcast ends, to see her phone vibrating with the word Nelson.
‘Hi, Nelson.’
‘Did you watch Boris’s announcement?’ Why do we all call him Boris? thinks Ruth. He’s not our mate. Other prime ministers were referred to by their surnames. She grew up with Thatcher and briefly rejoiced with Blair. It now looks as if she’s entering the plague years with Boris.
‘Yes,’ she says.
‘You can’t go outside, you know. Except once a day for exercise.’
‘Nelson, I said I watched it. I know.’
‘You can go to the shops for food. But you should wear a mask.’
‘A mask?’ For a moment Ruth has a vision of herself wearing one of those Venetian carnival masks that only cover your eyes and yet, in classical plays and operas, render you completely unrecognisable.
‘Jo’s telling us all to wear masks covering our nose and mouth. It’s not official advice yet but they’ve been doing it in other countries.’
‘Where do I find a mask?’
‘I’ll send you some.’
‘What’s this going to mean for you and the team?’
‘I’m not sure yet,’ says Nelson. ‘The police might have to provide back-up for the other emergency services. My team will go on with their work, but it’ll be difficult with everyone in lockdown. We’ve got a rather sensitive investigation going on at the moment, lots of interviews and softly-softly stuff. It’s going to be hard if we can’t get within two metres of anyone.’
Ruth knows that Nelson finds the softly-softly stuff hard at the best of times. His preference is always for action and it looks as if the next few weeks (months? years?) are going to be low on action.
‘If you need anything,’ Nelson is saying, ‘just call me. I’m on my own at home. I can come round any time. Even if I have to stay two metres away.’
There are many thoughts in Ruth’s mind. Why is Nelson on his own? Is Michelle still in Blackpool? Why? How far away is two metres anyway?
‘Mum,’ says Kate, who is trying to interest Flint in one of his cat toys. ‘Is that Dad? Can I talk to him?’
Ruth hands the phone over.
‘My school is closed,’ says Kate. ‘Mum’s going to teach me at home.’ A pause. ‘I suppose so,’ says Kate dubiously. Is Nelson saying that Ruth will be a good teacher? She knows she should be, in theory, but teaching maths and literacy to an eleven-year-old is very different from teaching archaeology to eighteen-year-olds. And Ruth will have to do both at the same time. She prays that schools will open again soon. Apart from anything else, it breaks her heart to think of Kate missing out on all the end-of-Year-6 celebrations.
After Nelson has rung off, Ruth calls her dad. He sounds a bit bemused but says that the church is organising food deliveries for older people. ‘Gloria’s helping out although Ambrose says she’s one of the older people herself.’ Ambrose is Gloria’s eldest son. Ruth gives thanks for Gloria and her extended family and, for the first time in her adult life, she gives thanks for the church too.
Opening her emails Ruth sees that her brother Simon has forwarded something saying that coronavirus is a hoax. There are also three messages from David Brown. Ruth does not feel able to cope with them right now. She goes into the kitchen to make supper and stares at the contents of her cupboards. Four tins of tomatoes, three sorts of pasta, rice, baked beans and some ancient packets of cereal. That won’t get her far in the face of the apocalypse. She needs to go shopping, probably wearing a mask. Can she take Kate with her? What’s more dangerous, the supermarket or being home alone? Ruth has no idea and she can feel panic rising. Flint wanders in looking expectant. He only has three sachets of his gourmet cat food left. That settles it. Ruth and Kate can make do, Flint definitely can’t. She will have to go shopping tomorrow.
Ruth puts on a pan of water for pasta and pours herself a glass of wine. Only half a bottle left. On the back of Kate’s latest school newsletter Ruth starts a list.
Cat food
Wine
Priorities.
Later, when Kate is in bed, Ruth pours herself a second glass and goes out into the back garden. The dark seems very comforting. Everything is the same here as it always is. She can hear the wind in the apple tree and, from the marshes, a night bird calls. Her security light comes on, illuminating grey grass and the spectral tree. Flint or a fox?
‘Ruth?’
Ruth jumps. The voice is so close, almost as if her own thoughts are speaking to her. Then she sees Zoe standing by her back door, also with a glass of wine in her hand.
‘Great minds,’ says Zoe.
‘Yes,’ says Ruth. ‘It’s all rather scary, isn’t it?’
‘I’m actually quite relieved that we’re in lockdown at last,’ says Zoe. ‘Most of the doctors at the surgery think we should have done it weeks ago.’
‘Will you still be going in to work?’ asks Ruth.
‘Yes,’ says Zoe. ‘We’re hoping to do a lot of telephone consultations, but we’ve got pregnant patients, patients with cancer, people with chronic conditions. They’ll still need to see doctors and nurses. Thank goodness we’ve got PPE. There’s a real shortage, you know.’
‘PPE?’ says Ruth. Isn’t that something politicians study at Oxbridge?
‘Personal Protective Equipment,’ says Zoe. ‘Respirators, face masks, aprons, gloves, that sort of thing. We buy directly from the suppliers but there’s so much demand at the moment. The government are talking about ordering centrally but it’s already too late for that.’
It’s beginning to dawn on Ruth that everything is happening too late. Her worries about wine and cat food start to seem embarrassingly insignificant.
‘I’m only in work three days a week though,’ says Zoe, ‘so, if you need anything, just call me.’
She uses almost the same words as Nelson but, unlike Nelson, Zoe is actually here, on the other side of the garden fence.
‘That’s very kind,’ says Ruth. ‘I need to go shopping tomorrow. Can I get you anything?’
‘I’m OK,’ says Zoe. ‘I did a big shop last week. Are you taking Kate with you?’
‘I don’t think so. All the advice says to shop alone.’
‘I’m home tomorrow,’ says Zoe. ‘I’ll keep an ear out for her. Just text me when you’re going. What’s your number? I’ll send you mine.’
‘Thank you,’ says Ruth. ‘If you’re around, I’d feel happier.’
‘I’ll be here,’ says Zoe.