UNDERSTAND

Too soon, we’re back at the school

and then we’re walking through

the doors and then we’re inside

Aunt Bee’s office, where everyone

is waiting for us.

Mr. Langley stands.

Charlie and Greg sit in chairs,

but Charlie gets up when

I walk in. Her eyes are

red and puffy.

Aunt Bee wheels her chair around the desk.

Mr. Langley touches her shoulder

before kneeling on the floor

in front of me and Greg.

He looks mostly at Greg, not at me.

I guess I won’t be painting

that building with him anymore.

My chest cramps into a knot.

I wish I had my sketchbook.

Then I would have a place

to hide from all their eyes.

What happened?

Aunt Bee says.

I already told you,

Greg says. Nothing.

Mr. Langley puts his hand

on Greg’s knee. Let’s hear

from Paulie now, Greg, he says.

I shake my head. I don’t understand

why Greg would protect me.

I don’t understand how he could

still want to, after what I’ve done.

I do understand that I have to

tell the truth now.