SIT

No picture today?

Aunt Bee says.

I shake my head.

Can’t think of anything, I say.

Except black-and-white curls

and brown eyes and a mouth

that smiles much more

than it used to.

She’s quiet for a few minutes,

and the wind shakes the tree

above us so a dried-out leaf falls

on the table. She stares at it.

Nothing has to change, she says,

like she knows what might be

keeping me from drawing.

I can still be your aunt Bee.

She looks at me. I don’t mind.

If you don’t.

Next thing I know, I’m nodding,

saying, Okay, I’ll still call you Aunt Bee,

and it feels right. Good. Special, even.

She smiles at me, and I can feel it

in my chest and my stomach

and my feet.

There are still so many questions

I’d like to ask and so many stories

I’d like to hear, but I’ll save them

for another day.

Today, I will just sit

on the back porch

with my aunt Bee.