LEAF

Come on, boy, I say.

It’s getting close to dark,

and I promised Mama,

after running off like I did

on her birthday, that I

wouldn’t stay out here

once the sun went down.

She’s never said sorry

for coming home like she did,

tripping around like my

daddy used to do.

Charlie says Mama’s

under a lot of stress,

on account of her job

and Daddy leaving

and the schoolwork

she has to make sure we do.

I think she adds

that last part to make me

feel guilty or something,

and it works, just a little.

I did my work today,

before coming out here.

I race Milo back

through the trees, toward home,

and I can almost feel my daddy,

running right behind me,

the way he used to.

When we’re almost home,

Milo’s feet uncover a leaf

shaped exactly like a teardrop.

I pick it up and stuff it

in my pocket

so it doesn’t crumble.

Why do I pick it up?

I reckon it’s like me.

Different from all the others.

I’m the only boy in town

whose daddy was a criminal.