MEET

Aunt Bee is some kind of celebrity,

or at least it seems that way,

since everybody in the hall

knows her. At least the light-skinned kids do.

The dark-skinned kids stare and

don’t say anything.

I try to meet the eyes

of some of them,

but they just look away,

like they’re ashamed to be here.

The first thing

Aunt Bee does every time

someone waves or gives her a hug

or opens their mouth at all

is push me forward and say,

This is my nephew, Paulie Sanders,

like she wants everyone

in the world to know me, too.

It must take us an hour

to get back to Aunt Bee’s office.

I’ll walk you to your class

in a few minutes, Paulie, she says.

My stomach jumps, over and over,

like something is stuck inside it,

even though I only ate half the fried egg

Aunt Bee cooked me this morning.

I take out my sketchbook,

since drawing always

calms me.