It was chilly and still raining when I walked down to the marshal’s office in the morning. Cole was sitting outside under the overhang, out of the rain. It didn’t seem like good sitting-out weather.
I said, “Morning, Virgil.”
Cole nodded, and I went in and got some coffee off the stove and poured it and brought it out, and sat in the other chair. Cole didn’t say anything. He didn’t seem to be looking at anything or thinking about anything. He seemed to be just sitting. I sat with him and drank some coffee. It had been raining three days now. Main Street was a slough of mud. A few saddle horses moved heavily through it, but there was no wagon traffic.
“They ain’t going to run me off,” Cole said.
“We got hired,” I said. “We can get fired.”
“Me and Allie got a house here. I’m staying.”
“What you gonna stay as?” I said.
“Ain’t got to that yet,” Cole said.
“They ain’t gonna pay us,” I said.
“I know,” Cole said.
I drank some coffee.
“Might make some sense to move on,” I said.
Cole shook his head.
“You talk this over with Allie?” I said.
Cole nodded.
“She won’t go,” I said.
“No.”
I closed my eyes for a minute and opened them slowly and looked at the rain some more.
“And you won’t go without her.”
“No.”
The wet smell was strong. Wet wood, wet mud, wet horses. It mixed with the smell of wood smoke as people fired up stoves against the first rainy chill of early fall. I took in some air and let it out slowly.
So here we are.
“I got to say some things, Virgil.”
Cole nodded.
“I stay here,” he said, “and I won’t be able to make a living.”
“Soon as Olson’s mayor, he’ll fire us, and no one else will hire us.”
“I know,” Cole said.
He was still motionless. Looking at nothing. Thinking of nothing. Being nothing.
“I got something else,” I said.
“She might leave me,” Cole said.
A rider went by on a small sorrel horse. I watched the rain puddle in the collapsing imprint of the horse’s hooves. I took in another long breath and tightened my stomach muscles and hunched my shoulders and said it.
“She will,” I said. “You saw how it was with Ring Shelton. Once you ain’t the stud horse anymore . . .”
Cole tipped his chair back further and looked up at the sky with his head resting against the weathered exterior of the office wall.
“I won’t leave her,” he said.
It was midafternoon the second Monday in October. Cole had taken a prisoner to Yaqui and would be back Wednesday, which left the town for me to police.
It was brisk as I walked the town. When the sun went down, it would be cold. I went into the saloon at the Boston House to warm up and get some coffee. The room was quite noisy. Allie was playing the piano, adding to the noise. I got some coffee and stood at the bar to drink it. I saw Bragg come into the saloon through the lobby entrance. He bought a bottle of brandy at the far end of the bar, then walked to Allie and whispered to her. She put her head back and laughed. He whispered something else, and she nodded. Then he left and went back out through the lobby door.
Allie played two more songs, then stood, lowered the keyboard lid, and walked out toward the lobby. After a moment, I put my cup down and walked out after her. She wasn’t there.
“Mrs. French pass by here?” I said.
The clerk nodded toward the stairs.
“She went up,” he said.
I nodded.
“Bragg keep a room here?”
“I’m not supposed to tell, Everett.”
“Peter,” I said. “I am the damned law, remember?”
“Two-oh-five,” he said.
“Thank you.”
I went outside and stood on the porch for a time and breathed the clean, cold air. Then I turned back into the lobby and went past the clerk and up the stairs to the second floor. It was quiet. I walked the length of it without hearing anything interesting. So I settled my back against the wall beside the window at the far end of the hall and waited. The late-afternoon sun slanted past me down the hall. I could see the little dust particles floating in it.
I wasn’t happy. I knew what I was going to find out. I was there in part, I guess, because I kept hoping I wouldn’t find it out. That there’d be nothing to find out. I knew better, but knowing and wanting ain’t always the same. And when I found out, then what was I going to do? I didn’t have to decide that until I found it out. I tried to keep my mind blank as I stood and waited.
The sun was a lot lower when the door opened to room 205 and Allie walked out. Bragg stood behind her in the doorway and she turned to kiss him one more time. It was a hard, hot kiss, and it lasted awhile. I stood where I was, feeling sort of sick. When the kiss ended, she pulled away from him, and they both saw me standing down the hall. She flinched. Bragg stepped back into the room and closed the door. In the silent hall, I could hear the bolt slide. Allie stared at me. I looked back. Then she gave me an odd, nasty smile and tossed her head a little and flounced away. I stood for a time where I was in the empty hall. I could kick Bragg’s door in. But then what? I could confront Allie. But then what? Cole would be back from Yaqui in the morning. And, good Jesus Christ, then what?