The Thing I Miss Most
I haven’t talked to Alyna in a few days. I don’t really know what’s going to happen with us, but I’ve decided to fuck Holly as many times as I can until something does happen to resolve things with Alyna. Holly told me she likes fucking in a hotel room because it makes her feel dirty. I see no reason to waste this opportunity.
Holly comes over and we fuck for an hour or so, then get room service and watch some TV before passing out. I wake up in the middle of the night and Holly’s asleep next to me in my bed. I look over at her. She’s rolled to the other side of the bed and turned away from me, curled up in a little ball, lightly snoring. That’s how she sleeps. She can fuck, but she clearly has issues with affection and any kind of physical intimacy that isn’t X-rated. I wonder if it’s just her or if it’s generational. I miss having someone to sleep with who actually sleeps with me, sleeps next to me, actually shares the experience of sleeping instead of just being unconscious in the same bed. I start thinking about Alyna, specifically about her fat ass, and get surprisingly horny. I think about waking up Holly for a second round of fucking, but I don’t.
Instead I creep out of bed, get my laptop, and sneak into the bathroom. I bring up NudeVista.com on the hotel Wi-Fi and search “fat ass POV.” Most of the results are actually chicks with giant fat asses, cellulite everywhere. These women are beasts. But on the second page of results near the bottom is a beautiful brunette with the exact kind of ass I was looking for. It’s just like Alyna’s, the same exact shape, but younger and with less cellulite. This girl’s name is Brooke Lee Adams. I make a mental note of it and then jerk off to a video of her getting fucked doggy-style. If I concentrate hard enough, I can remember fucking Alyna doggy-style when her ass looked more like Brooke Lee Adams’s than it does now.
I cum into the toilet, flush, wipe off a glob of semen that didn’t go down with a wad of toilet paper, flush again, make sure it goes down so that Holly doesn’t see it when she gets up to take a piss, shut my computer down, and slide back into bed wondering if I’ll ever fuck Alyna again.