CHAPTER 26

Three hours after leaving Fergus, Vashti stood on the steps at the home station in Nampa, waving to the folks traveling on to Boise.

“Have a good time, and be sure you get into Hubbard’s if there’s time this evening.”

“No fear,” Opal called, waving her handkerchief. “Miz Harper and I both have shopping lists to fill.”

Annie waved. “I’ve got a lot of things to buy for the wedding party dresses, not to mention gifts for the happy couple.”

Vashti ran closer to the coach and spoke to her through the window. “I got them a china platter, so don’t get that, will you?”

Annie smiled. “How lovely. We’ll remember, won’t we, Opal?”

“Couldn’t forget.”

The driver cracked his whip, and Vashti leaped back as the stage jerked forward. She would never start without warning like that, and she wouldn’t jump the horses into a canter, either. At least the coach was full of passengers. Several of the men on board were packing pistols. They ought to be all right. She’d heard the Boise run had been a favorite route for holdups back in the heyday of the mines. Was it coming to that again?

Lord, keep them safe. She wished for a moment that she’d traveled on with them, but she knew she needed to rest. And she didn’t really want to jounce along another two hours and sleep at the hotel. The station here in Nampa was more comfortable, to her way of thinking. Mrs. Gayle kept a small loft chamber for her and other ladies who traveled through. The male drivers and messengers slept out in the bunkhouse with the hostlers.

She climbed the steep stairs to her room. A framed mirror hung on one wall and a crewelwork sampler on another. The bottom bunk was made up with linen sheets and a woolen quilt, with an extra blanket folded at the foot of the bed. Vashti set her canvas bag on the wooden crate below the mirror.

“Home away from home.” She gazed into the mirror at her dusty face. A sixteen-year-old boy? She smiled at the thought and tried to picture herself next to Justin. How could anyone mistake her for a boy, even in this getup? She frowned and turned her head at different angles, trying to see herself the way the passengers saw her. Her appearance might fool the unsuspecting and nearsighted.

A layer of dust dulled her complexion. Her eyebrows were caked with it. No leisurely scented baths here. But it was a homelike, snug place, and she felt safe. She took off her hat and pushed the pins out of her hair, letting it cascade onto her shoulders. Mrs. Gayle had left her a white china pitcher of water and a chipped washbowl with green flowers traced on it. Vashti poured the bowl half full and found a washcloth on the rough shelf in the crate. She brushed her face with the dry cloth first, to get the worst of the dust off, then wet the fabric and carefully washed her cheeks, forehead, and chin. It took several rinsings of the cloth before the image in the mirror satisfied her. She took her hairbrush from her bag. The light from the small window at the end of the room wasn’t enough to show up the auburn glints in her hair, but she kept brushing vigorously for several minutes. Finally she went down to supper.

She turned in early and slept deeply for several hours. The sun was peeking between the mountains when she jerked awake, gasping. For a moment, she wondered where she was, missing her familiar room at the Spur & Saddle. As she oriented herself, she sat up slowly and swung her feet over the edge of the bunk. Her dream had already faded, but one thing she remembered vividly—Luke’s face, sneering as he shoved her toward Ike Bell to settle his gambling debt.

“No trouble?” Griffin asked anxiously as he carried the mail from the stage up the boardwalk toward the post office.

Zach Harper walked beside him, puffing at a cigar. “Not a bit. That little Georgie girl is quite a Jehu.”

“Oh yeah?” Griffin didn’t remember Vashti pushing the horses too hard when he was along.

“We had to wait at the ferry landing, and once we were over, she made up some time, I’ll tell you. And not a sign of those bandits.” Zach laughed. “I think Annie was almost disappointed. But didn’t she and Opal have a time in Boise.”

“Big doings?” Griffin asked as he mounted the Nashes’ steps.

“Big spending is more like it.” Zach opened the door for him.

Griffin entered the post office and plopped the sack on the counter. “Here you go, Mayor.”

“Thank you very much, sir. Sorry I didn’t get down to the stage stop to get it myself.”

“No trouble.”

Peter nodded. “I take it the stagecoach didn’t have any trouble this time?”

“Not a lick.”

“Good. Maybe that gang has moved on.”

“I hope so.” Griffin settled his hat byway of a farewell.

For two weeks the ladies of the shooting club and a few of their husbands rode the Nampa stage for free. Once it was known they could ride that far in comfort and pay only for the short leg from Nampa to Boise, it became a favorite outing for the club members. They always took their role seriously and avoided idle chatter during the ride through the desolate territory between towns, but once they got to the city, they kicked up their heels. Micah Landry and Zach Harper laid down the law after their wives had done two runs each. They needed their women to home, in the kitchen.

Even Bitsy went once, and after Libby had given over ownership of the Paragon Emporium to the Hamiltons, she rode to the city to shop for a trousseau and stayed over an extra day. Starr Tinen gave her husband no end of grief because he wouldn’t let her go, though her mother-in-law, Jessie, went along one sunny May day with Florence Nash and Apphia Benton. Not to be outdone, a few men had come in and offered their services.

With no new robberies causing him headaches, Griffin began to wonder if he was a fool to let folks ride along for nothing and pay for their room and board in Nampa. Some of them just went for the novelty, he was sure, like Ollie Pooler. He wasn’t known to be a good shot, so why should he think Griffin would allow him to go along as an extra guard? Things were getting out of hand. Everyone in town seemed to think that if they carried a gun, they could get free passage.

“Uncle Griff?”

“Yeah?”

“What’s the matter?” Justin asked. “Nothing. Why do you ask?”

“You’re holding your face all pinched up while you do that.”

Griffin had been hammering away for an hour, making a stack of horseshoes. He hadn’t realized he’d been holding his mouth in an odd position, but now that he thought about it, his cheeks were sore.

He relaxed for a moment, letting his pritchel and rounding hammer hang loosely in his hands. “Truth is, I’m wondering if I’m going to go broke running this stage line.”

“You should hear about the mail contract soon, right?” Justin brushed his hair back from his forehead.

The boy needed a haircut. Griffin wondered if he could do it himself. Annie Harper would do it if he asked, but then he’d feel as though he should pay her. That was why he usually hacked away at his own when it got so long it bothered him.

“Yes, we should. And you’ve been a big help. So have the Nash boys. But unless we get that contract, pretty soon I won’t have any money left to pay you boys for keeping the livery clean and feeding the horses and all the other chores you’ve been doing.”

Justin eyed him solemnly. “If you go broke, I’ll still help you for nothing.”

Griffin smiled. “Thanks. That means a lot. And I guess if we don’t get the contract, I won’t need so much help around here, right?” Justin nodded slowly.

“Well, I’ll still need you to help me train Champ.”

That brought a smile from his nephew. “Have you thought about selling the smithy?”

“Some.” Griffin put down his pritchel and used his tongs to pluck a hot bar of steel from the forge. As he began shaping it with his hammer, wrapping it around the horn of the anvil, Justin watched closely.

When the metal cooled so that it was no longer malleable, Griffin stuck it back in the coals. Justin hadn’t moved a muscle.

“The outlaws haven’t shown themselves since the holdup on the Catherine road.”

“Maybe they got enough, and they’ve gone away,” Justin said.

“Maybe.” Griffin pumped the bellows.

“Uncle Griff?”

“Yeah?”

“I’m glad I’m working in the livery, not out there with the robbers.” Griffin inhaled deeply. “Me, too.”

The Dooley-Adams wedding was the talk of the town. Every woman in town with money to spend ordered a hat from Rose Caplinger. Annie Harper skipped shooting club practice because she had so much sewing to do. Apphia Benton organized a bevy of women to clean the church thoroughly the week before the ceremony, and Isabel Fennel promised to take her schoolchildren out to gather armfuls of flowers the morning of the wedding.

On Monday and Tuesday, most of the women of the Ladies’ Shooting Club met upstairs over the Paragon Emporium to help Libby pack up everything she was taking to the ranch. Griffin, Ethan, and Oscar and Josiah Runnels helped Hiram carry it all down to their waiting wagons and take it to the old Fennel ranch.

“I expect it will take us awhile to unpack and settle in,” Libby murmured to Vashti and Goldie as they watched a procession of wagons drive off.

“I hope that ranch house is big,” Goldie said.

“It’s much bigger than my apartment.” Libby frowned. “Of course, Isabel left most of the Fennels’ furniture there when she moved to town. Hiram said he hardly had to take anything at all from his old house.”

Vashti laughed. “The way folks in this town are playing musical houses, I wouldn’t be surprised to see your furniture show up at the Chapmans’, or Mrs. Benton’s Scripture sampler hanging in Isabel’s parlor.”

Goldie elbowed her sharply, and Vashti clapped a hand over her mouth. She’d forgotten Apphia Benton was stitching a sampler for Libby and Hiram as a wedding gift. She’d shown it to some of the ladies at shooting practice the week before, after Libby had left.

Goldie had walked about with a dreamy expression ever since Libby had asked her and Florence, her other clerk, to be her bridesmaids. Libby was even paying for fancy gowns for them and Trudy Chapman, who was to serve as her matron of honor. Goldie had sworn Vashti to secrecy and told her that the gowns were rose-colored silk, finer than anything Goldie had ever seen. Finer even than Bitsy’s purple silk that came from Paris.

Rumor had it that Libby’s wedding gown would dazzle the entire population of Fergus, but she and Annie were close-lipped about it. During the last few days before the wedding, Libby scurried about town—from the Chapmans’ ranch, where she was staying her last few days as a single woman, to Annie’s for dress fittings, to the Spur & Saddle to discuss the wedding cake with Augie, to the Bentons’ to speak to the pastor about the vows. Hiram went about his odd jobs—building a chicken coop for the Bentons and fixing a rifle for Oscar—with a smile on his lips.

“What are you wearing to the wedding?” Goldie asked Vashti on Tuesday afternoon.

“I haven’t had time to think about it.” She’d just returned from the Nampa run and was preparing to bathe and help Bitsy serve the supper crowd.

“Well, come on! It’s only four days away.”

“Do you think my green wool would work?”

“No! That would be too hot. It’s June, Vashti! You need something lighter.” Goldie shook her head. “This is what comes of you wearing boys’ clothes half the time. You’ve lost your sense of fashion.”

Vashti shrugged. “I don’t care so much about fashion. But you don’t have to worry—I won’t wear trousers to the wedding. I guess I can wear the same dress I wore to Bitsy and Augie’s wedding last year.”

“Don’t do that. Everyone will remember that you were a bridesmaid. And you’re not a bridesmaid for Miz Adams.”

“So?”

“So you want to look nice, but not as nice as the bridesmaids.” Vashti laughed. “All right, so I have to look nice but not nicer than you.”

“I didn’t mean it that way.”

“I know you didn’t. Right now I’m more worried about whether Griffin’s going to get the mail contract or not. He should have heard a couple of weeks ago.”

“Well, you’ve got plenty of pay now. Why don’t you come over to the Paragon tomorrow morning and look at the ready-mades? One of the last things Miz Adams did was order in some new summer dresses, and they’re very attractive.”

Vashti decided not to tell her that she’d told Griffin not to pay her last Friday. She did have quite a stash from her previous paydays, even though she’d paid Bitsy board every week and bought a few things. Griffin was finding it hard to meet his payrolls.

He’d put on an extra run each week to Silver City. Since the mining men had come through and dropped hints that a couple of the big mines up there might be reopened, traffic between Boise and Silver City had tripled. It was the one stage run that more than paid for itself with passenger fares these days.

Vashti looked on it with mixed feelings. If the mines got up to full production again, her job as a driver would be secure. But the output of the gold mines would also draw more bandits.

They wouldn’t go after the wagons hauling ore down to the railroad head. It was too bulky and too hard to process. But bullion or gold dust from the stamp mills, now that was a different story. The stagecoaches usually had passengers carrying pouches of gold dust and sometimes payrolls for the mines and other businesses. Robberies were so common that the territorial government wouldn’t reimburse lost equipment unless someone was killed. Vashti wasn’t sure she wanted to drive in those circumstances.

She set off on her Nampa trip Wednesday, still uncertain of her attire for the wedding. Rose Caplinger rode the stage as a passenger, going to Boise to purchase supplies for her millinery business, and Myra Harper and Ellie Nash were scheduled to go as extra messengers if seats were available.

As it turned out, Rose was the only paying customer that day. They reached Nampa in safety, and Rose got out to eat a hasty dinner before boarding again for the leg to Boise.

“Do you have a hat for the wedding?” she asked Vashti as they ate the stew and cornpone Mrs. Gayle provided.

“Oh no, I—”

“I can make you a fetching chapeau for three dollars and a half.” Rose squinted at her then nodded. “That blue dress you wear to church sometimes—it’s too short, but you could add some tatted lace edging, and I can dye feathers to match the fabric.”

Vashti felt her face warm. A man sitting down the table on the other side stared at her, neglecting his bowl of stew. She realized he was listening to their conversation and trying to reconcile it with her appearance. Her cheeks burned hotter, and she lowered her voice.

“Rose, people aren’t supposed to know I’m not a man. Could we talk about this when we’re back in Fergus, please?”

“Oh. Of course. But you won’t have time to get up a new outfit.” Rose eyed her clothing and curled her lip. “How do you stand it?”

Vashti didn’t deign to answer. “Have a pleasant ride to Boise, Mrs. Caplinger. I’ll see you tomorrow on your return trip.” She took her empty tin plate to the side table where Mrs. Gayle liked diners to leave their dirty dishes and went to her small room at the back of the house. Mrs. Gayle had made up a pallet on the floor so that Myra and Ellie could spend the night in her room. Myra had insisted that she be the one to sleep on the floor, and Vashti had given the bottom bunk over to Ellie. Both women came in a few minutes later.

“The stage just left, and Rose with it,” Myra reported.

Vashti had taken down her hair and was brushing the dust out of it. “I hope she has a good time in Boise.”

“Yes, and finds all sorts of notions to make hats from,” Ellie said with a smile.

“Wish I could have gone to visit the capital.” Myra sat down on her makeshift bed.

Vashti didn’t ask why she hadn’t gone on. She knew the nineteen-year-old had come along for the adventure and to earn a little pocket money. If she went on to Boise, she’d spend more than she earned for her ticket, lodging, and meals in town.

“Maybe someday, Myra.” Ellie sat on her bunk and opened her small traveling bag. “We’re trying to economize. Peter didn’t want me to come at all. He thinks it’s too dangerous. But his salary as postmaster isn’t covering all the expenses we’ve had lately, what with the two boys growing like weeds and prices going up.”

“We’ll have fun here.” Vashti nodded firmly. “There’s a grocery store up the road and a new hotel.”

Ellie raised her eyebrows. “Nampa’s getting to be quite a town.”

“Yes. They’re thinking of digging a canal to irrigate the farmland here, and there’s a doctor who’s opened up a drugstore.”

“That’s something,” Myra said. “The Paragon always carries basic health needs, but a drugstore! Wouldn’t Doc Kincaid love to have one in Fergus?”

“I’ll bet he would,” Vashti said. “Several houses are being built, too. If we get overly bored, we can walk around and see how the construction is coming.”

Myra crinkled up her face. “No, thanks. But I wouldn’t mind seeing the drugstore.”

Vashti almost mentioned that the drugstore sold ice cream and phosphates, but recalling the ladies’ pinched budgets, she kept quiet. If they got to the store before it closed and the right moment presented itself, she’d offer to buy them both a dish of ice cream. She smiled at the thought. Having enough honestly earned money in her pocket to consider treating her friends gave her a new sense of what she could be. She could support herself without serving drinks or worse. In Fergus, she was accepted as respectable. She’d never be as refined as Libby or as wealthy as Isabel Fennel, but she called nearly every woman in town her friend and could sit anywhere she liked in church without getting snubbed.

“I could use a walk, too,” Ellie said. “Is it far?”

“Not at all. Just let me change into my skirt.” For the past two weeks, Vashti had carried the black skirt and a plain blouse with her when she drove. This was the third time since Trudy’s trip that other ladies had ridden with her, but usually they wanted to go on to Boise. Vashti was glad for the chance to get to know Myra and Mrs. Nash better.

The only troubling aspect was that she found the more time she spent with wives and mothers—and young women from proper homes like Myra’s—the more she longed for a home of her own. As grateful as she felt for what Bitsy and Augie had given her, she yearned for a true family. But that would mean a husband, and she wasn’t sure she could ever trust a man enough to commit to him for the rest of her life.

She ran through a cold mist, uphill toward Fergus, but the lights of the Spur & Saddle kept sliding farther away. Behind her, footsteps pounded, and a man’s labored breathing came closer and closer. She snatched a glance over her shoulder. Luke chased her through the chilly, wet darkness, carrying an impossibly huge umbrella. “Georgia! I love you, Georgia!”

“You’re lying!” she screamed back. She slammed into someone. Ike Bell. He laughed and grabbed her by her arms. “Let me go,” she cried, twisting and pulling against his grip. “If you lose another harness, you’re fired,” he said. She jerked her head back and stared up at him. Ike had turned into Griffin. Raindrops dripped off his beard and splashed on her face. “I love you, Georgie.”

“Honey? Wake up. You’re dreaming.”

Someone shook her, and Vashti climbed slowly through the mist and confusion toward candlelight and Ellie’s soft voice. She hauled in a deep breath.

“Are you all right?” Myra asked, climbing up with her feet on the bottom bunk so she could get closer to Vashti. “You groaned.”

“I was trying to scream, I think.”

“Oh, honey, I’m so sorry. It’s only a dream.” Ellie patted her hand.

“Yes. A nightmare.” Vashti tried to calm her heart’s hammering. “I’m sorry I woke you both up.”

“It’s all right,” Ellie said. “I’m glad we were here.”

Myra got down and blew out the candle. Vashti rolled over.

She lay staring into the darkness. How long until sunup? She didn’t want to sink back into slumber. Luke might not be in her life anymore, but he’d ruined her haven of sleep. And what was that craziness with Griffin at the end? Insanity, that’s what it was. She pulled the quilt up to her chin and prayed for peace.