Wednesday: On a Train to Wales

“TRAINS ARE SEXY, DON’T YOU THINK?” WALTER SAT ON THE EDGE of the mattress covering the lower of the compartment’s bunk beds. “Except for the sleeping arrangements, that is.”

Jane, busy flossing her teeth to remove a bit of mutton stuck there from dinner, mumbled a reply. Despite having eaten, she was still famished, the food having done nothing to ease her more sinister hunger. She hadn’t had an opportunity to feed on any of the locals at the pub, and she was running out of time. If she didn’t get blood, and soon, there was going to be a problem. It was at times like these that she wished she weren’t so conscientious about not feeding on her friends and loved ones. It would make things much easier for her. But one has to have principles, she reminded herself. Even if one is a bloodsucking fiend.

Walter was in a very good mood, which was a relief. He’d thoroughly enjoyed the tour of Pitstone Vicarage, as well as the meal taken at the local pub before boarding the overnight train bound for Pembroke. He’d had several pints before and during dinner and, as a result, was more gregarious than usual. Jane wished he would shut up, as his incessant chattering was making her headache worse.

“Oh, and you should have seen the look Enid gave Chumsley when he corrected her about the style of the moldings in the drawing room,” he said. “I thought for sure she was going to start a fire with her mind. You know, like that girl in the Stephen King book.”

“Carrie or Charlie?” Jane asked, inspecting her teeth in the mirror. She let her fangs click into place momentarily and ran the floss between them.

“What?” said Walter.

“Stephen King wrote two books about a girl who could start fires with her mind,” Jane said. “Carrie and Firestarter.”

“Oh,” said Walter. “Um, well, I guess it doesn’t really matter which one, does it?”

Jane dropped the soiled floss into the trash can beneath the compartment’s tiny sink. “I suppose not,” she said.

Walter reclined on the bed, his hands behind his head and his feet crossed at the ankles. “I love you very much,” he said. “I hope you know that.”

Jane turned and looked at him. “Of course I do,” she said, puzzled by the abrupt shift in the tone of the conversation.

“Good,” Walter said. “Sometimes I think I don’t tell you often enough.”

Immediately Jane felt guilty for wishing he would be quiet. If anyone should be apologizing, she thought, it should be she. She was the one who had failed to mention that she had a husband. She was the one who had turned Walter down time after time for years before agreeing to go out with him. She was the one who still hadn’t mentioned the minor detail of her being immortal.

She went and sat beside him on the bunk. There really was very little room, and Walter had to turn sideways to accommodate her. It was an awkward position for both of them, but Jane made the best of it.

“I love you too,” she said. “I know the past few days have been just slightly peculiar, but I assure you I never intentionally kept Joshua from you.”

Walter smiled. “Eighteen months ago I would have thought you were lying through your teeth,” he said. “But I know you well enough now to know that you don’t exactly think like other women.”

“I really don’t,” Jane agreed.

“Not that I don’t think it’s odd that his name never came up,” Walter continued. “But I don’t think you were deliberately trying to keep him a secret.”

“I don’t think like other women?” said Jane.

“Absolutely not,” Walter answered.

“I think that’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me,” Jane told him.

Her stomach rumbled loudly.

“Tummy trouble?” asked Walter. “Something you ate at dinner?”

Something I didn’t eat, Jane thought.

“Just a little indigestion,” she said. “I think I’ll go to the dining car and see if I can get some milk. Do you want anything?”

“A bottled water would be nice,” Walter said.

Jane stood up. “I’ll be right back,” she said.

Leaving the compartment, she shut the door and looked for the sign indicating the direction of the dining car. It was already ten o’clock. She hoped it would still be open.

The doors all along the corridor were closed. As Jane walked by she heard voices coming from several of them. A bark came from behind a door on her right: Miriam and Lilith. She bared her teeth at the door and growled.

I heard that! Lilith’s voice came through clearly. Jane ignored her, hurrying on to the next car.

In order to reach the dining car she had to pass through several coach cars. Here the passengers who had not booked compartments made themselves as comfortable as possible in the cramped seats. Many of them had simply fallen asleep sitting up, while others had attempted to make beds of a sort by stretching out across two seats. Jane avoided looking at them, finding it odd to be seeing people in public at their most vulnerable, when they were unaware of being watched.

She passed through the door at the far end of the car and found herself in the dining car. A handful of people occupied the tables along either side of the car, and another half dozen were lined up to purchase items from the to-go counter. Jane joined the queue.

“I find railway travel induces insomnia,” said a monotone voice.

Jane turned to see Bergen Faust standing behind her, dressed in the same dark suit she’d seen him in at each of the tour group’s gatherings. His hands were behind his back, and he peered at her with unblinking eyes.

“Do you?” Jane said. “I’m sorry to hear it.”

“I never have been able to sleep in moving vehicles,” Bergen continued. “The motion interferes with the workings of the inner ear.”

“It sounds terrible,” said Jane. “Tell me, did you enjoy the tour this morning?”

“It was very educational,” Bergen replied. “I learned a great many things I had not known about the heraldic ornamentation of Georgian-period andirons.”

“That does sound … marvelous,” Jane said.

“It is a fascinating subject,” Bergen told her. “I understand you visited the Church of St. Apollonia.”

“Yes,” Jane answered, surprised that Bergen would pay her comings and goings any mind. “It’s really quite lovely, although I’m sure not as interesting as the andirons.”

“Few things are,” Bergen agreed. “I believe it’s your turn.”

“Excuse me?” said Jane.

“Your turn,” Bergen repeated, nodding slightly and looking past her.

Jane turned around to see that while they’d been talking the line had moved forward. The girl behind the counter smiled wanly. “What may I get for you?” she asked.

“A bottled water,” Jane said.

“Will that be all?” the girl asked.

“Yes,” said Jane, taking some money from the pocket of her pants.

She accepted the water from the girl, and when she’d received her change she turned to go. “Well, good night,” she said to Bergen.

“I’ll walk with you as far as your compartment,” Bergen said.

“Aren’t you going to get anything?” Jane asked, looking back at the bored girl behind the counter.

“No,” Bergen said. “Why?”

“I just thought …” She let the remainder of the thought die unspoken. “Never mind.”

There was no polite way to rid herself of Bergen. Now she could think of no plausible excuse for not returning to Walter. As if to emphasize the predicament, her stomach growled again. She and Bergen walked in silence until they reached the door to her room.

“Here I am,” Jane said.

Bergen tipped his head. “Until tomorrow,” he said, then continued on.

Jane opened the door and slipped inside. Walter was still on the lower bunk, reading a book. She handed him the bottle of water. “I understand you saw some exquisite andirons on your house tour this morning,” she said.

Walter took a sip of water. “Ran into Bergen, did you?”

Jane laughed. “Such an odd little man.”

“He reminds me a bit of Dwight Frye,” said Walter. “The actor who played Renfield in Dracula opposite Lugosi. I’ll never forget the scene in the asylum when he’s trying to eat a spider and the orderly takes it away from him.” He widened his eyes and held his hands up, fingers wiggling. “ ‘Flies! Flies! Who wants to eat flies? Not when I can get nice, fat spiders!’ ” He shuddered. “That completely creeped me out when I was a kid. The whole movie did. But of course once my mother told me I couldn’t see it, I had to.”

“Miriam forbade you to see Dracula?” Jane asked.

Walter nodded. “Not just Dracula,” he said. “Any vampire movie. She had a real thing about vampires. I don’t know why. I guess they freaked her out or something. I wonder if she’s still spooked by them.”

I think it’s the other way around, Jane thought.

“Anyway, that’s who Bergen reminds me of,” said Walter. “Renfield. Do you suppose he eats spiders?”

“No, but he ordered black pudding at supper, and that’s just as bad,” Jane said.

Her stomach clenched. I’d eat a spider right now if I had one, she thought grimly. She had to feed soon, but she’d run out of excuses for leaving the room. Besides, until the other passengers were asleep it would be difficult to find somewhere—and someone—suitable for her needs.

With much difficulty she climbed into the top bunk and tried to read. She’d brought with her for the trip a battered paperback copy of Mikhail Bulgakov’s The Master and Margarita. For years she had been trying to get through it, and had begun and abandoned it at least a dozen times. Each time she got a little further into the book than she had on the previous attempt, and now she was up to page 239. She was determined to finish it once and for all, even if it killed her.

She made a valiant effort but fell asleep after reading fewer than six pages. When she next woke up, the compartment was dark and Walter was snoring below her. A glance at the small travel clock Walter had set on the narrow shelf beside the beds read 1:37.

Jane got down from the bunk as quietly as she could, found her shoes, and slipped them on. She opened the compartment door and went out into the hallway.

The lights in the corridor had been dimmed for the night, but Jane had no trouble finding her way to the coach car. There the overhead lights had also been turned down, and the car was bathed in shadows. Here and there the glow of an e-book reader or the screen of a laptop cast light on the face of its user, but mostly the passengers slept as the train raced through the night.

Jane walked the length of the car, looking for a suitable candidate. With the majority of the people asleep, she allowed herself more time than she usually did when hunting to look at the possibilities. It felt a bit like perusing the produce section in search of the juiciest peach. This thought amused her, and she had to stifle a giggle. So inappropriate, she admonished herself.

Not seeing anything she liked, she walked into the next car. This one was less crowded, and there were far fewer lights on. In fact, there was only one, and it belonged to a girl who had fallen asleep while listening to her iPod. Encouraged, Jane went from seat to seat, examining the occupants.

She found him in the middle of the car. He was young—she guessed not yet twenty-five. On the seat beside him was a backpack, and open on his lap was a copy of the Lonely Planet guide to Ireland. He looked to be in good shape, and Jane guessed he wouldn’t miss the little bit of blood she was going to take from him.

She moved the backpack from the seat and placed it in the aisle. Then she took the seat beside the boy. Breathing deeply, she focused her mind so that in the event the boy woke up she would be prepared to glamor him. Then she leaned over as if she were asleep beside him, her face nuzzled in his neck.

His blood was delicious. This was not a thought she often had when feeding. It was an activity she loathed, and ordinarily she just wanted to get it over with. But the boy’s blood was undeniably pleasant, sweet and salty at the same time. Like taffy, Jane thought vaguely as she drank.

When she’d had enough, she retracted her fangs and sat up. Her headache had disappeared and her stomach was no longer aching. She sighed deeply and opened her eyes.

Suzu was standing in the aisle, not ten feet away, looking down at her. She was dressed in a black robe embroidered in cream with cranes, which caused her to look like a shadow dappled with moonlight. At first Jane, who couldn’t recall even having seen the woman since the opening night reception, thought she must be imagining it. But then Suzu blinked. Jane froze, her mind racing. How long had Suzu been there? How much had she seen? Was there blood on her face?

She thought quickly. How could she explain what she was doing there? Then, to make matters worse, the young man beside her stirred. He moaned and twisted his face toward her. Before she knew what she was doing, Jane kissed him passionately on the lips. The boy, slowly coming awake, kissed her back.

Jane pulled her mouth away and laughed lightly. “Oh, Esteban,” she said. “You’re so naughty.”

She pretended to see Suzu for the first time. Her hand flew to her mouth in feigned shock. “Suzu!” she said. “This … this … isn’t what it looks like.”

Suzu looked at the boy, who was making kissing movements with his lips as he sought out Jane’s mouth. Jane fended him off, pushing against his chest with her hands.

“Esteban! You wicked thing!” she said.

Suzu tipped her head. “Good night, Mrs. Fletcher,” she said and walked past.

Suzu’s use of what would have been Jane’s married name had she and Walter actually completed the ceremony jarred her. It would have been bad enough had Suzu thought Jane was cheating on her fiancé; to be caught cheating on her husband was even worse.

“No,” she called after Suzu, trying to keep her voice low. “It’s not what you think.”

Suzu disappeared through the door into the next car, leaving Jane alone with the now half-awake boy. He was sitting up, mumbling and kissing the air. His eyes opened and, seeing Jane, he gave her a lopsided smile. “Who are you?” he asked. “And who’s Esteban?”

Jane focused her attention on him. “Go back to sleep,” she commanded. “And don’t remember any of this.”

The boy sank back against the window and began snoring. Jane got up, replaced the backpack on the seat beside him, and followed after Suzu. When she entered the next car, Suzu was nowhere to be seen. She’s certainly a speedy little thing, she thought, quickening her pace.

When she entered the sleeper car she saw a door to one of the compartments opening. Not knowing which room was Suzu’s, she waited to see if she would emerge. Instead, Chumsley exited. He turned around and spoke to someone inside the room.

“Don’t say I didn’t warn you,” he said angrily.

“Your warning is duly noted,” a man’s voice replied. There was an Irish lilt to it, and Jane immediately thought of Ryan McGuinness.

The door shut and Chumsley turned around. Seeing Jane, he gave a start. “Look at us both up at this ungodly hour,” he said.

“It is quite late,” said Jane.

After an awkward silence of a few seconds Chumsley said, “Well, good night then. See you in the morning.”

“Good night,” Jane said as Chumsley moved quickly past her. She watched him go to the other end of the sleeper and open a door there.

She’d forgotten all about Suzu. Now she found herself wondering what Chumsley had been doing in the compartment of his ex-wife’s lover. And what had Chumsley warned Ryan about?

Perhaps I’m not the only one with a secret, she thought.