Ferndean Manor, Yorkshire
November 11, 1820
“Miss Jane! Master Edward! We have a visitor!”
Mrs. Fairfax’s voice carried to where Edward and I sat in the parlor, chatting with each other and enjoying a few rare moments of quiet. The household had hummed with activity since we had returned to Ferndean. I had just handed Ned to Hester after rocking him to sleep in my arms. How I enjoyed the solid feel of him and his sweet baby face. He had grown so much during the two weeks that Edward and I had been gone. And now, nearly another month later, our son had begun to master the art of crawling and had started to grab for anything that caught his fancy.
Since coming home with us, Adèle had blossomed. The French girl proved very helpful with the baby, especially in that interval when his wet nurse Hester had stayed home with her own daughter. Mr. Carter told us, “Her child’s better now, but it was a near thing. All the children in Hester’s family had been weakened by the croup. Your sending along fresh eggs and chickens to replenish their flock helped tremendously.”
Whenever I watched Adèle plant kisses on Ned, I thought my heart might burst with happiness. After she coddled her new friend, whom she called “mon ange,” Adèle would return to teasing Mephisto with a feather tied to a string.
As Cook had explained, Mephisto loved children. It seemed he also loved me, transferring his affection from his previous owner and attaching himself to me so completely that Edward swore Mephisto had become my familiar. Each time he purred in my ear, I thought of Belinda and her daughter Larissa. I prayed they had been reunited. I was also moved to count my blessings, starting with the joy of motherhood.
I wasn’t surprised when our visitor turned out to be Bruce Douglas. Edward and I greeted him warmly.
“I have come to talk with you about the missing jewelry,” he said, after paying attention to Adèle and admiring Ned. “And a bit more afterward, if you can put me up for the night.”
I asked Adèle to go and help Mrs. Fairfax prepare refreshments.
“What have you learned?” Edward leaned forward and squinted up at Mr. Douglas. My husband was wearing a pair of spectacles with smoked lenses. I thought them rather dashing. His vision continued to improve as we administered hot compresses to his eye.
Mr. Douglas pulled up a garden chair. “May I review the facts of your case? I think you will come to the same conclusion that I have.”
I could not see the point, but I trusted Bruce Douglas, so I said, “Of course. Shall we wait until Mrs. Fairfax brings us tea?”
“Please. It was a long ride here.”
Serving tea would also give me a chance to prepare myself. I’d already determined the jewels gone forever, but hearing my suspicions confirmed would reopen a tender spot.
Mrs. Fairfax carried in the tray. After I poured, Mr. Douglas asked me to close my eyes and walk all of us through the events of the day I left for London. I left nothing out that I could recall. Mrs. Fairfax assisted me where I stumbled.
When I opened my eyes, Mr. Douglas shared what he’d learned. “That guard Glebe was a complete dolt, but his observations had merit. You were the only woman in the mail coach so commonly dressed. This raises the question, in a crowded area full of wealthy travelers, why target you?”
I thought this over. As did Edward and Mrs. Fairfax. But we had no answers.
“None of my contacts received any stolen goods that matched the description of your jewels. A professional might have taken the pieces to Amsterdam, where diamond specialists could have divided up the gems, recombined them, and sold them without fear they’d be recognized. But none of my sources has heard of such a happening. They have no reason to lie. That leads me to believe it was not a professional thief but an amateur who stole them from you, Mrs. Rochester.”
I realized where this was heading, and my stomach reacted by twisting into a knot. Mrs. Fairfax sat in silence, an expression of bewilderment on her face.
“You think it was a person well aware of my wife, her mode of dress, her travel plans, and where she carried the jewels.” Edward spoke very quietly. “Is that right, Mr. Douglas?”
“Yes, I am sorry to say that I think it was someone acquainted with Mrs. Rochester’s peculiar circumstances.”
“But wouldn’t an amateur have immediately taken the jewels to the first unscrupulous merchant he could?” I asked.
“Not necessarily. You suffered a black eye, and you said that you gave the thief one as well. Glebe’s report said as much. Mr. Waverly himself followed up after he met you. The constabulary in London knew to look for a man with a black eye who was trying to sell a diamond circlet with matching necklace and earrings.”
“But he could have sold the jewelry in another town. A town where no one knew our man had a black eye.” Edward gently set his empty cup on its saucer. A muscle flickered along his jaw, a sign that tension was building inside him. Mrs. Fairfax offered to prepare more tea. I thought that a good idea and said so.
“No. London was the place to sell them. Why go to all the trouble of stealing them only to exchange them for a mere pittance of their value? London would be the place to find a jeweler who had good custom, one comfortable with high society, who could therefore offer top dollar for the lot. In London, one might remain anonymous. London would have been the best place—the only place—to offer such an opportunity. But my sources tell me that nothing of the kind has gone on offer.” Mr. Douglas did not look jubilant; indeed, he recognized the gravity of his implications, and the regret showed on his face. He was leading us down a path where we did not want to go.
“Which might mean that your sources are wrong. Or that the thief hasn’t had the chance to convert the gems,” I reasoned.
“And why wouldn’t the thief have had time to find a jeweler?” Edward wondered.
I thought he knew why but wanted to hear my opinion. “Because the thief needed time to heal before he traveled to London. Perhaps there has been a reason that kept him away. Some pressing matter, such as his employment or his family. Remember, I was attacked on the Great North Road, still a good distance from the city.”
Mr. Douglas smiled at me. “Mr. Rochester, your wife is exceedingly skilled at this art of rational thinking.”
“But how could anyone know what I was carrying—and how I was carrying it—and forgo my portmanteau, unless…” I paused. “Do you have the drawing I made? The one of the thief?”
Mr. Douglas withdrew it from his pocket. “I showed this to John as he took my horse. He said he went to detain the man we’re looking for.”
I looked over my sketch with a curious mixture of anger and sadness, the twin by-products of betrayed confidence. “What do we do now?”
“I have the authority to take the culprit with me. If that is what you wish. You can certainly bring the thief before the Assizes.”
I rose and walked to the door. “Hester? Could you come here, please?”
Perhaps I should have waited so that Edward and I could discuss the matter further, but I couldn’t help myself. I needed to know if my suspicions were accurate. I wanted to hurry this along, because waiting for the blow only increased the pain.
“Yes, miss?”
Mrs. Fairfax set down the tea tray. Seeing the expression on our faces, she asked if she might leave us alone.
“Please keep Adèle and Ned occupied. Do not let them in here,” I instructed the housekeeper before turning to Hester. “You have brothers, right? Three or four?”
She froze and stared at me with huge eyes.
“One of them looks like this?” I held up the sketch I’d drawn.
Her eyes traveled from me to Edward and back to me. She fell to her knees, sobbing, her face pressed to the carpet. “Please, oh, please, miss. He shouldn’t have. He was wrong. And it’s my fault, too. I didn’t mean to! I just told him about the jewels and how pretty they was. His children had nothing to eat. Nothing! So he thought if he took them…but then he couldn’t sell them…and we’re both going to hang! I know we are!”
“Hush,” I said. I lifted the woman to her feet and sat her in a straight-backed chair while Edward and Mr. Douglas went out to the barn. They came back shortly with John, who was holding a shotgun on one of the Muttoone brothers.
“Josiah! I’m sorry! I’m so, so sorry!” Hester wailed.
After one look, I knew. He had been my assailant.
He stood there in the midst of the parlor, head bowed and thick tongued, stumbling an apology. Over and over, he apologized. Most touching, he begged that we forgive Hester. “It weren’t her idea. She mentioned it, and I took it on meself.”
“Where are they?” Edward asked gruffly.
“Under your h-horse’s t-tack in the stable.” The young man could barely talk for stuttering.
Edward dispatched John to find the gems and Leah to fetch her husband, James. After a brief conference, Mr. Douglas and Edward decided to detain Hester and Josiah in the small room we used as a larder until we could talk the matter out. James was given the shotgun and told to stand watch.
While I listened, Mr. Douglas and Edward discussed various legal remedies. We called in Mrs. Fairfax, who was naturally curious about what had happened—and positively horrified when she heard. Eventually, Edward laid the decision at my feet. “What do you think I should do? He broke the law. He hurt you. That is what makes me angriest.”
I was angry, too. However, I was also ashamed. “How many children in their family have died? How long were they hungry? What did we do to help them?”
That was all I asked. It was enough. Edward gave the siblings a stern dressing-down and then told them to quit the place.
“Seems to me they got off lightly,” Mr. Douglas said.
“Not really,” I said. “They have lost their income. They will have to confess this transgression to their families.”
“Their children will not suffer,” Edward said. “I shall see to it.”
The three of us sat up late that evening, talking until we were exhausted. “I believe your response was correct,” Mr. Douglas said. “You showed compassion and mercy.”
“Actually,” Edward said as he swirled amber brandy in a snifter while we sat before the fire, “my wife showed compassion and mercy. I bowed to her wishes.”
I stirred the coals, watching them fade until they were nothing more than gray and white ashes. “Their crime was in response to our neglect. We should have done more for them.”
“And we will, my darling. I promise you.”
That night I dreamed I stood in the garden and stared up at the stars. As a child, I promised myself that my mother and father looked down on me. It was fanciful and reassuring, but it gave me no comfort now. I wanted to see my son grow into a man. I wanted to be at Adèle’s side when she wore a bridal veil. I wanted to stand beside Lucy and Augie Brayton’s son when he matriculated at Eton.
I breathed in the sweet fragrance of violets and turned to see my friend Helen beside me. “Did you cry out for help? Was it your voice I heard?”
Of course. She smiled at me. We are never really parted from those we love. The stars disappear in the harsh light of day, but still they shine. They might be invisible, but they are there.
The next morning my husband woke me up with a kiss. We took our time getting dressed.
“I had the strangest dream.” I took my husband by the hand.
“What about, my darling?” He kissed my palm, and we walked side by side down the hallway. Edward stopped and poked his head into the kitchen. “Mrs. Fairfax? Would you bring our tea out into the parlor?”
“I am trying to remember. It was about my old childhood friend, Helen. Helen Burns. She came to me. I can’t recall what she said. Give me a minute.”
I was backing into my chair when something stopped me. A flash of purple caught my eye. I turned and stared at it, there on my seat.
One perfect violet.