But first, who exactly was Anne Frank? It is a name well-known around the world, and across seven decades, because of her diary, written over the course of twenty-six months. From being drawn into its pages we get to intimately know a young girl, who is describing how it felt to have her very existence continually threatened by the irrational persecution of adults.
Over the past seventy years since her diary was first published as a book, Anne Frank’s words have touched the hearts and minds of millions. She has inspired an unending stream of biographies, artistic interpretations of her story, academic analyses of her literary prowess, children’s poetry and even pubescent obsessions. Anne’s diary chronicled a fun-loving and intelligent girl’s fears and frustrations in having to hide to save her own life. The complex personality leaping from its pages resonates with children and adults, male and female, with all who are in the process of going through, or have already been through, a time of emotional upheaval and physical changes to both mind and body.
But to millions of people around the world, Anne is even more familiar to them by what she looked like. This is thanks to an unusually large collection of black-and-white photographs taken by her father, Otto Frank, who was the proud owner of a classic 35mm Leica camera. He snapped his daughters Margot Betti and Annelies Marie spontaneously or in carefully posed situations. His twin passions became his beautiful little dark-eyed girls and his hobby of photography. He liked to experiment visually, and some of his photos (which have been referred to as the ‘shadow pictures’) even contain his own elongated and ghostly shadow in the foreground.
Otto Frank’s family photographs have formed the basis of the Anne Frank travelling exhibitions, as well as many of the displays in the Anne Frank House and other Holocaust museums around the world, and have played a large part in visitors’ understanding of the lives of the two girls that were lost.
I have come to know many of those images as intimately as if they were of my own children, through the twenty-eight years I worked closely with the Anne Frank travelling exhibition. The photos show Anne and her sister enjoying what we would describe as normal childhood activities – playing with friends, attending birthday parties, going on shopping trips in town with their mother, visiting the seaside or even the Swiss mountains.
I have looked on as adults and children have gazed at Anne Frank and her family, who in turn stared back at them from the Anne Frank exhibition panels. I have seen parents drawing their children closer to them in a protective gesture of understanding of the dreadful position Anne’s parents, Otto and Edith Frank, found themselves in; older adults recollecting their own wartime experiences or those told to them by their parents; teenagers and children identifying with Anne and her friends enjoying themselves in situations surprisingly familiar to them.
Thus I will attempt to describe Anne’s first thirteen years through some of the most memorable and affecting black-and-white photographs, most of them carefully directed by Otto.
Annelies Marie Frank was born in Frankfurt-am-Main in Germany on 12 June 1929 to a German-Jewish couple, Otto and Edith Frank. The family lived on a prominent street in the city centre called the Marbachweg. They had married in 1925 and their first daughter Margot Betti had been born on 16 February 1926, during the time that Germany was already suffering immense economic hardship after its defeat in the First World War. Anne arrived in the world just four months before the Wall Street Crash was to reverberate throughout the international community.
We first get to meet baby Annelies, whose name was soon shortened to Anne, one month later in a photo. She is being held on the lap of a rather prim-looking and clinically-dressed middle-aged woman called Mrs Dassing, who was brought in as a nanny to help Edith Frank in the aftermath of her confinement. Three-year-old Margot Frank, now assuming the role of big sister, is standing alongside Mrs Dassing, staring down towards her own feet, dressed in a summery light-coloured vest and shorts, and with her eyes almost closed. Little Margot is clutching something tightly, but we cannot make out what it is, whether a doll or a comfort blanket, as she has shaken it just as Mr Frank clicked the shutter and thus it is blurred. The baby Anne, however, swaddled tightly in a knitted blanket and with dark hair already visible, has her eyes wide open, as if she has been attracted by something on the ceiling. It is as though Anne’s curiosity about the world and its workings have already been fired. A birdcage sits on the table behind baby Anne, although we cannot identify a bird, and a large plant has been placed on the windowsill behind the table. Looking rather like an incongruous hair bow attached to Mrs Dassing’s head, there protrudes from behind her a pinwheel toy, a simple wind-driven mobile for children that is as popular now as it was then.
The baby was then handed to her doting mother for a photo. As Edith cradles her baby girl against her shoulder, Anne’s eyes are still open, this time firmly fixed on her big sister Margot. Many of the photos taken by Otto during this period focus on his firstborn Margot, already growing into a very attractive child. One of the next photos of Anne is perhaps one of the most poignant. It is 1932 and she is not yet three years old. The National Socialists, the Nazi Party, are gaining in popular appeal, offering jobs and free holidays to the German people. Anne is sleeping peacefully and soundly in her bed. There she lies in her innocence, her dark hair now thick and luxuriant, her eyebrows defined and her lips full and dark. This girl needs neither her thumb nor a comforter while she sleeps, she is content with her world and unaware of the political catastrophe unfolding outside the walls of her home.
Family come to visit the Franks, including paternal grandmother Alice Frank and cousins Stephan and Bernd Elias from Basel in Switzerland and maternal ‘Grannie’ Rosa Hollander from the city of Aachen on the German border with Belgium. As well as a loving family, Margot and Anne also have local children to play with. These happy times are all recorded by Otto’s camera.
The normality and security of the Frank girls’ early childhood in Frankfurt was to change dramatically from January 1933, when Adolf Hitler and the Nazi Party came to power. Their vicious anti-Semitism was about to be given free rein. Under Hitler’s leadership, the state became known as the Third Reich, ‘Reich’ meaning the realm of an empire. The First Reich had been the time of the medieval Holy Roman Empire, which lasted from Charlemagne in 800 until 1806. The Second Reich was the German Empire under the Kaisers Wilhelm I and II, lasting from Germany’s unification in 1871 until Kaiser Wilhelm II’s abdication in 1918 after defeat in the First World War.
By the end of March 1933, the victorious Nazi Party had brought in the Enabling Act, giving the German Cabinet – in effect Chancellor Adolf Hitler – the power to enact laws without the involvement of the Reichstag, the German parliament. This act, along with the Reichstag Fire Decree after the arson attack on the Reichstag building, abolished most civil liberties and transferred state powers to the Reich government. Just two months after his election by the German people, Hitler’s government had been transformed into a legal dictatorship.
With the powers they had bestowed upon themselves, the Nazi government set about suppressing all political opposition. They soon started imposing sanctions and limitations on the Jewish community to make it hard for them to lead a normal life. Within a period of less than a year, more and more draconian measures were targeted against the Jews of Germany.
On 10 March 1933, the Frank family paid a visit to the bustling central Hauptwache plaza, on what could have been a trip for shopping or perhaps to a café. Otto’s camera came along too, as he recorded the outing. It is obviously still wintry as his wife and daughters are wearing coats and hats. Edith smiles proudly towards the camera, Margot is holding her mother’s arm and looking a little wistful. She is in a coat, beret and shiny Mary Jane shoes of a similar style to her mother’s. Anne is in a white furry jacket, white gloves and leggings extending over her shoes, and with her head slightly bowed, scowling at the camera. This may have been a last family outing into the city as a normal life for Jews was becoming more difficult.
Otto Frank, whose family had emerged from the Frankfurt ghetto and had progressed to own their own bank by the late nineteenth century, and Edith, whose father had been a wealthy and successful businessman in Aachen, were about to make the painful decision to leave everything they had known and emigrate to the Netherlands. Like many fleeing Jews, they considered the Netherlands to be a safe haven, the country having remained neutral throughout the First World War.
Later that year, Otto left his homeland and went on ahead of his family to look for a business in Amsterdam. Thanks to an introduction by his brother-in-law Erich Elias, who worked for a company called Opekta in Switzerland, Otto was able to set up a new branch of Opekta in Amsterdam. Opekta manufactured and sold pectin, a setting agent for jam, which many people in those days made themselves at home. Later, Otto opened another company called Pectacon, which dealt in spices that were popular for sausage-making. He opened a warehouse on a street called the Prinsengracht, with a suite of offices upstairs. Edith, and then Margot (brought by her uncles), followed him to Amsterdam a few months later. Anne arrived in February 1934, brought by her maternal grandmother and playfully announced as a ‘present’ for Margot’s eighth birthday.
In Amsterdam the family lived on the Merwedeplein, a new development in the south of the city where many other German-Jewish refugees from Nazism were settling. The apartment blocks had been built around a central triangular-shaped green where the residents’ children would gather after school to play in safety. Both Margot and Anne soon made friends, their play captured in many of Otto’s photos over the following years. Anne is often shown with her best friend Susanne ‘Sanne’ Ledermann, holding skipping ropes or dolls, Anne looking immaculately turned-out and the tomboyish Sanne with her socks invariably rumpled round her ankles, or with her taller fair-haired friend Hannah ‘Hanneli’ Goslar, who later became known as ‘Lies’ in Anne’s diary.
In 1935 Anne had started to attend the local kindergarten. It was then called the Sixth Public Montessori School, but has now been renamed the Anne Frank School. A class photograph shows Anne’s teacher Miss Baldal and her twenty-six pupils. The photo demonstrates the Montessori approach to learning that encourages children’s independence and freedom, while still retaining a sense of order. Otto and Edith Frank, like many other Jewish refugee parents in Amsterdam, had chosen the Montessori school as they believed in a modern and progressive education. Miss Baldal’s class are not seated in formal rows of desks, but at small tables around the room, each containing a game or activity. Some of the children are kneeling by their wooden games on the floor. Towards the back of the room, five-year-old Anne sits on her wooden chair in a white dress, short dark socks and white shoes, her small feet dangling as they do not quite reach the floor. Five years later Anne would be forced to leave the Montessori school, but not because of any misdemeanour.
In September 1935, Otto took his younger daughter Anne to visit their family in Switzerland. Together they journeyed to the idyllic lakeside resort of Sils Maria. He photographed six-year-old Anne in a dark sun dress sitting in the long scrub-like grass, leaning a little forward towards the camera, her body bathed in sunshine and radiating a smile to match the carefree day. Clearly, the Frank family were enjoying the freedom afforded by their new lives in the Netherlands, reassuringly far enough away from the growing anti-Semitism of their former German homeland.
There were many photos taken of Anne and Margot on the beach. Zandvoort has long been a popular seaside destination for Amsterdam residents as it is only 24km from the city. The Frank girls are shown in 1938 on a warm July day, but it is clearly a windy one too, as deckchair canvases are seen to be billowing fiercely outwards from their frames. The girls are wearing identical dark floral halter-neck tops over tartan check shorts, the ensemble connected by a tasselled rope belt. They would still look extremely stylish if they hit the beach today in these outfits. In one of their father’s photos they are facing the camera and staring into it. Then in an artistic flourish, they are also shown from the back, standing together at the edge of the sea looking out towards the horizon. This strikes a particular chord with all who see this image with the hindsight of history. It seems almost as though the two girls were contemplating their future lives and what they would hold. The poignancy of this is almost unbearable.
In June 1939, Anne celebrated her tenth birthday. She invited eight girl friends to join the celebration and there they are pictured in the street in their best party dresses. The nine girls stand in a line closely packed together with their arms around each other. To give balance to the line-up, Otto has directed the tallest girl, Juultje, to stand in the middle. Some of the girls, such as Hannah, have bows in their hair, and Susanne Ledermann’s socks are unusually tidy. Anne is positioned second from the left, wearing an Empire-line floral dress adorned with white buttons and collar. She is smiling as if in pride at her bevy of friends, most of whom were non-Jewish classmates from the Montessori school. On that happy sunny afternoon, who could have suspected that the parents of the cute little blonde girl on Anne’s right were to become active and enthusiastic members of the Dutch Nazi Party the following year?
In August 1940, Margot and Anne were photographed by Otto on the Merwedeplein apartment building roof. By now, the older girl Margot is clearly pubescent, the top of her fashionable two-piece bathing suit framing a developing bust. She has lost some of the striking beauty of her childhood, her large dark eyes are now obscured by regulation spectacles, and her hair is scraped severely back from her forehead. In a separate photo, Anne is slouched into a deck chair with her lower legs almost protruding out from the front of the photo. Yet again Anne is scowling at the camera, her head tilted down, her eyes surrounded by dark shadows, appearing almost like those of a painted clown. Half of the right side of her body is off the edge of the photo – we are not sure if this is by Otto’s artistic design or by accident, as photographic errors could only be discovered once the roll of film had been developed and printed.
Perhaps the demeanour of the girls on this sunny rooftop terrace reflected the new status quo in their adopted country. Three months earlier, and after the Frank family had spent seven years in the perceived safety of Amsterdam, the most feared, but still unexpected, calamity had happened. On 10 May 1940, Germany had invaded the Netherlands after five days of brutal air bombardment of the port city of Rotterdam. The Dutch Queen Wilhelmina and her family, the Dutch Prime Minister and key members of his government all fled to London. After a few months of relative calm, by October 1940 the German occupiers were starting to introduce measures targeted against the country’s Jews. All Jews in the Netherlands were required to be registered and by May 1942, they were forced to attach a yellow cotton Star of David to their outer upper garments to publicly identify their religion. Now the word on it in bold black letters was not the German ‘Jude’, but ‘Jood’, the Dutch for Jew.
Two years on, in June 1942, Anne was to describe the process of the implementation of the measures in her newly-received diary. She shows how every aspect of her own life was affected:
After May 1940 the good times were few and far between: first there was the war, then the capitulation and then the arrival of the Germans, which is when the trouble started for the Jews. Our freedom was severely restricted by a series of anti-Jewish decrees: Jews were required to wear a yellow star; Jews were required to turn in their bicycles; Jews were forbidden to use trams; Jews were forbidden to ride in cars, even their own; Jews were required to do their shopping between 3.00 and 5.00 p.m.; Jews were required to frequent only Jewish owned barbershops and beauty salons; Jews were forbidden to be out on the streets between 8.00 p.m. and 6.00 a.m.; Jews were forbidden to go to theatres, cinemas or any other forms of entertainment; Jews were forbidden to use swimming pools, tennis courts, hockey fields or any other athletic fields; Jews were forbidden to go rowing; Jews were forbidden to take part in any athletic activity in public; Jews were forbidden to sit in their gardens or those of their friends after 8.00 p.m; Jews were forbidden to visit Christians in their homes; Jews were required to attend Jewish schools, etc. You couldn’t do this and you couldn’t do that, but life went on.
In the winter of 1940, Anne is pictured at her desk at the Montessori school. An ordinary black-and-white photo that will become not only significant, but one of the most symbolic photographs taken during the years of 1939–45 when telling the story of the Second World War. In the photo, Anne has pencil in hand, poised as though it is in mid-sentence. Her dark hair is long and thick and her face is already showing signs of maturity. She gives a half smile and gives such an air of maturity that she could be an 11-year-old, which she is, but she could also be taken for an 18-year-old. She is surrounded by the paraphernalia of school work: sheets of paper, a pair of scissors and an inkwell from which to refill her fountain pen.
The following year, she is snapped by her father sideways-on at a writing desk at home. This is Otto Frank’s study area in the couple’s bedroom, the double bed is visible, as are filing cabinets and document containers. Anne’s pencil is in contact with the page but she has turned her face towards the camera, and her eyes have drifted even further to the right of the lens. It is posed but spontaneous at the same time.
In the same month of May 1941, a local photographer called Frans Dupont took a series of posed close-up photos of Anne standing against a plain-coloured interior wall. They show a confident girl who was discovering her attractiveness to boys and leadership among girls. She clearly likes what she is wearing, a high-collared dress with an embroidered yoke, and an open knitted and embroidered cardigan over it. Her glossy dark hair reaches below her shoulders, parted on her left and with a side clip pulling it back on the right. The stunning images Dupont took of Anne that May day, one month before she would turn 12, strike us with their modernity – they could have been taken of a twenty-first century girl last week.
Anne is then photographed with 15-year-old Margot, whose by now full bosom is covered by a ribbed sweater. The sisters are both in profile, looking off camera to their right, probably instructed by the photographer. Unlike the previous photos of Anne taken that day, this one is mournful and atmospheric. One can only wonder at the series of conversations between the girls on that day as anti-Jewish measures are starting to bite hard into their lives. The girls were, however, unaware that their father had been desperately trying to get exit visas for his family to the US. His attempts proved unsuccessful as by the late 1930s America was already operating very strict quotas for Jewish refugees from Europe.
In late 1941, Anne was forced to leave the Montessori school. As part of the Nazis’ isolation process, Jewish children could only attend Jewish schools, so along with Margot, Anne had to move to the Jewish Lyceum. Anne soon developed a reputation at the Jewish Lyceum for being a very talkative girl, among both friends and teachers. Her ‘old fogey’ maths teacher, Mr Keesing, despaired of getting Anne to quieten in his lessons, and for the third consecutive punishment he meted out for her constant talking in class, he ordered her to write yet another after school essay on the topic of chattering. After exhausting two shorter titles on the theme of chatterboxes, for this one he chose the title ‘Quack, Quack, Quack, Said Mistress Chatterback’. Despairing of finding more to write, at the helpful suggestion of Susanne Ledermann, Anne wrote a piece in comic verse about a family of ducks. The class roared with laughter when it was read out and even Mr Keesing saw the joke, leading to an improvement in their relationship in class.
But outside her classroom things were getting more serious. In the same year Jewish-owned businesses were compelled to become ‘Aryanised’, i.e. their Jewish owners had to hand them over to non-Jews. Otto Frank divided up his companies, Opekta and Pectacon, and handed them to his trusted business associates Johannes Kleiman and Victor Kugler respectively. Pectacon became known as Gies and Co, taking the name of its new co-director Jan Gies, the husband of Otto’s office administrator Miep Gies. Behind the scenes, Otto was secretly very involved in the running of the companies, seeing all the account books and offering advice where needed.
By 1942, Jews between the ages of 16 and 40 were being called up to report for work camps in Germany. Otto and Edith were terrified that 16-year-old Margot would be among those taken. They were right to be terrified; hardly anyone returned alive from this supposed ‘workforce’ project. The Frank family were trapped in the Netherlands with no escape. Otto was prompted by this threat of a call-up for his older daughter to prepare a hiding place. He shared his plan with his colleagues Johannes Kleiman, whom he had known for fifteen years, and Victor Kugler. It was Kugler who first suggested that the unused series of rooms above and behind the old building of the Prinsengracht offices would make an ideal hiding place.
On 12 June 1942, Anne celebrated her thirteenth birthday. One of the presents she received was a notebook covered in a red and white checked fabric. This gift was not in fact a complete surprise. She had spotted it in the window of a neighbourhood bookshop when she had been out walking with her father not long before her birthday. Just as teenagers today will drop unsubtle hints about the latest-style trainers or techie devices as birthdays or Christmas approach, Anne had given a large hint to her father that she would rather like this notebook. Probably its main attraction was that it had a brass lock, essential for safeguarding intimate thoughts and gossip.
Anne started writing in her notebook on the day she received it. Her first words were, ‘I hope I’ll be able to confide everything in you, as I’ve never been able to confide in anyone, and I hope you’ll be a great source of comfort and support.’ She had no idea on that day that in three weeks’ time the diary was about to indeed become a vital source of ‘comfort and support’.
She goes on to describe her birthday party and all the other gifts she received, and over the next few days she shares her privately held views about her school friends. On this matter, she doesn’t hold back, using adjectives such as ‘stuck up’, ‘sneaky’ and ‘vulgar’ for some of her unfortunate targets. By 20 June, Anne has given her new paper confidante the name Kitty, after one of the characters created by her favourite author Cissy van Marxveldt. Kitty is to become her friend, a surprising confession from a girl who says she has about thirty friends and a throng of boy admirers, who ‘can’t keep their eyes off me’. But with her human friends she feels the talk is superficial and about ordinary, everyday things. Kitty will be her ‘true friend’, paper will be her intimate confidante. And anyway, no-one is ever going to read it.
Three weeks after Anne had started her diary, on the afternoon of Sunday, 5 July, the doorbell on the Frank family’s apartment unexpectedly rang. It was a postman delivering the dreaded notice for 16-year-old Margot to report at midnight for transportation to ‘a work camp’. According to the notice, she would be permitted to take a number of specified items in a single suitcase which had to have ‘first and last name, date of birth and the word Holland’ written on it. In a foreboding of the true fate of the deportees, this was explained to be ‘important because the owner’s suitcase would be sent by a separate train’. The hindsight of history gives us a grim insight into these bureaucratic instructions. By this time, not only Auschwitz, but Belzec and Chelmno concentration camps, were fully operational in carrying out the extermination of Jews.
The very next day, early on the morning of 6 July, Otto, Edith and Anne left their Merwedeplein home together and trudged in the pouring rain across the city to the Prinsengracht offices of Opekta/Gies & Co. They were each wearing several layers of clothing and carrying one satchel, plus another bag laden with essential items. The city was still dark and people were scuttling about to get out of the downpour, so no-one would have taken much notice of the sodden group of people who were leaving their home for good. Having escorted Margot, Miep Gies had already arrived by bicycle at the Prinsengracht office to help with the moving in. To reach the stairs to the hiding place involved slipping through a door that had been carefully concealed by a strategically-placed wooden bookcase. The bookcase had been filled with the normal office paraphernalia of document folders so as not to arouse any suspicions from Mr Frank’s office workers. Even to this day, all visitors to Anne Frank’s hiding place access it by stepping behind this bookcase.
Perhaps the Frank family thought on 6 July 1942 that by the following summer they would be returning to their home on the Merwedeplein. But the months in hiding stretched on and on. Over the course of the next two years and one month the Frank family remained within the confines of the 70m2 of stuffy rooms above 263 Prinsengracht. One week after moving into the hiding place, they were joined by another endangered Jewish family. This was Hermann and Auguste van Pels and their 15-year-old son Peter, refugees to Amsterdam from the German city of Osnabruck. Hermann van Pels was also a business associate of Otto Frank who had worked for the sister company of Pectacon. He had done his share in helping Otto and Johannes Kleiman with the preparation of the hiding place, knowing it would be for his own family’s use too.
One cannot relate the experiences of the Frank family and their friends during their time in hiding without explaining the critical role of those who risked their lives to help them, bringing moral support and vital supplies. This was a small group of Otto Frank’s loyal office workers comprising Miep Gies, who was the general administrator; the aforementioned Johannes Kleiman and Victor Kugler; Bep Voskuijl, the young secretary; and also Jan Gies, Miep’s husband. It was actually Johannes Kleiman who had come up with the idea of building a bookcase to conceal the door, and Bep’s father Johannes Voskuijl who had built it. Over the course of two years, those in hiding relied totally on the courage and enduring goodwill of this group of people, who had to keep their dangerous secret from their own families, colleagues and the shopkeepers from whom they inveigled extra supplies.
In December 1942, Miep asked Mr and Mrs Frank and Mr and Mrs van Pels whether they would be prepared to let another endangered Jew join them. The person in question happened to be her dentist. Fritz Pfeffer was, like the van Pels and Frank families, a refugee from Nazi Germany, which he had fled in 1938 along with his Catholic fiancée Charlotte Kaletta. Before doing so he had managed to send his young son Werner to safety in England. After the arrival of Pfeffer, the social and physical claustrophobia caused to these eight people, by being in the unremitting presence of each other, started to take its toll, and judging by her writing, none more so than on the teenage Anne. In her first entries written from the hiding place Anne describes every room of ‘our lovely Annexe’ in excited detail as though they were on holiday ‘in some kind of strange pension’. But after only three months, the boredom and despair have already set in, as she makes a retrospective addition to one of these earliest entries describing how upset she now feels about never going out.
What has given Anne’s diary such enduring and universal appeal? Anne Frank was not the saintly figure of her portrayal in some of the sentimentalized dramatic interpretations that have appeared over the decades. She was a real teenager, lashing out in frustration at the failings, as she perceived them, of the adults hiding with her and the powerlessness to stop the wicked persecution inflicted on her. Perhaps it’s also how her writing fluidly juxtaposes the profound and the prosaic.
The adults she is confined with are driving her mad. They are exasperating and interfering. Added to which, there are petty disagreements between Otto and Edith and Hermann and Auguste, two married couples accustomed to running their own homes and lives. In April 1943, Anne reports that ‘the house is still shaking from the after-effects of the quarrels’. One can almost see her eyes rolling upwards as she writes this.
Fritz Pfeffer, Anne’s roommate by necessity, is portrayed in her diary as an old buffoon, her resentment of the poor man compounded by the fact that she has to share her precious writing desk with him. Fritz was actually a handsome and athletic man of 53 when he joined the hiding place in 1942, proven by the photos kept by his beloved Charlotte. He was desperately lonely in hiding, being the only person there without any of his own family.
Anne feels that her mother is favouring Margot too much, and taking her sister’s side in arguments because there is more of an affinity between them. Anne’s affection is undoubtedly focused more on her father, whom she regards as wise and fair, and who has taken the role of home tutor while in hiding. Because possessions are so hard to replace, they are more treasured. Auguste van Pels is distraught when her husband gives her precious fur coat to Miep to sell for food. Anne writes an entire chapter in her diary entitled ‘Ode to my Fountain Pen’ after the pen she loves to use, a gift from her grandmother for her ninth birthday, has accidentally been thrown on the fire and destroyed.
Anne created fictional stories too, letting her vivid imagination fly out of the sealed and blacked out windows of her enforced imprisonment. Poignantly, in some of these stories she imagines being 16, the age she almost reached in real life but didn’t, and in some she becomes Anne the adult, visiting Hollywood for an acting audition or revising her views on the boringness of old people when she engages in conversation with an elderly couple during a train journey from Amsterdam to the town of Bussum. Her stories often contain an indication of her growing ethical beliefs, despite her own terrible circumstances, such as the story ‘Give!’ which is an entreaty for us to help others less fortunate. In it she writes:
Everyone is born equal, we will all die and shed our earthly glory. Riches, power and fame last for but a few short years. Why do we cling so desperately to these fleeting things? Why can’t people who have more than enough for their own needs give the rest to their fellow human beings? Why should anyone have to have such a hard life for those few short years on earth?
There is so much yearning for the previous life that the chimes of the nearby Westerkerk church clock and the snatched glimpses of the chestnut tree at the back of the building give Anne some degree of comfort. This young girl, whose previous interests revolved around boys, movie stars and clothes, writes of her longing to ‘ride a bike, dance, whistle, look at the world, feel young and know that I’m free’. She re-evaluates her attitude to nature, something that once would not have interested or captivated her, and she even finds herself staying awake very late one night just to get a good look at the moon.
Soon, there is another type of longing. After Anne has turned 14 in 1943, she is more aware of the changes that are occurring in her body. Her sexuality is being stirred and Peter van Pels becomes the object of a typical adolescent obsession. Together they climb the wooden steps up to the dusty and unfurnished attic in the eaves of the old building, spending time alone together, discussing everything from religion and why the Jews have been so unfairly persecuted, to the inner workings of the female sexual organs.
She writes of her yearning for Peter, ‘I long for him to kiss me but that kiss is taking its own sweet time’. In the intimacy of the attic, they do eventually share sweet kisses and embraces. By the late spring of 1944, Anne has tired of spending time with Peter and replaces her ardour with, as she describes to Margot, ‘sisterly affection’. She finds Peter easy-going, but feels he has been hiding his inner-self too much from her. Meanwhile, Anne has meanwhile become busy with another project.
On 28 March, Gerrit Bolkestein, the Dutch Education Minister who was in exile in London, clandestinely broadcasts to the Dutch people that after the war he plans to make a collection of diaries and letters written during the German occupation of their country. Anne is fired up. How interesting it would be if she were to publish a novel about the ‘Secret Annexe’. From then on she is writing feverishly, adding new entries to her diary while simultaneously editing the previous twenty-two months of writing, with her eye fixed on its publication.
Those who have read early versions of Anne’s diary or seen productions of the 1955 play about her story may not be familiar with the names I have used of the other adults in hiding, or of their helpers. In her revised version of her diary entries after she began editing them in April 1944, Anne decided to give the main characters aliases, so Hermann and Auguste van Pels became Mr and Mrs van Daan, Fritz Pfeffer became the unfortunately-named Albert Dussel (‘Dussel’ being German for idiot) and Jan Gies became Henk van Santen. Victor Kugler and Jo Kleiman morphed into Mr Kraler and Mr Koophuis; Bep Voskuijl became Elli Vossen. On the publication of the diary in 1947, Otto Frank followed Anne’s wish to retain the real names of her immediate family. Writing for possible publication becomes her focus, and on 5 April, she describes how she feels about the gift of writing:
I don’t want to have lived in vain like most people. I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I’ve never met. I want to go on living even after my death! And that’s why I’m so grateful to God for having given me this gift, which I can use to develop myself and to express all that’s inside me! When I write I can shake off all my cares. My sorrow disappears, my spirits are revived! But, and that’s a big question, will I ever be able to write something great, will I ever become a journalist or a writer?
The craft of writing was in fact in the young girl’s genes. On her father’s side, she had come from a family of inveterate writers. Thousands of letters, stories and poems, dating back through several generations of Otto Frank’s family, had been discovered in the attic of Otto’s mother’s house in Basel and lovingly curated into an archive by Gerti Elias, the wife of Anne’s cousin Buddy. Many of these formed the basis of the Frank family saga published in 2011, entitled Treasures from the Attic.
On 11 April 1944, Anne lays out a plan for her future life, tempered by the knowledge of the fragility of her survival:
I’m becoming more and more independent of my parents. Young as I am, I face life with more courage and have a better and truer sense of justice than Mother. I know what I want, I have a goal, I have opinions, a religion and love. If only I can be myself, I’ll be satisfied. I know that I’m a woman, a woman with inner strength and a great deal of courage! If God lets me live, I’ll achieve more than Mother ever did, I’ll make my voice heard, I’ll go out into the world and work for mankind! I now know that courage and happiness are needed first!
After nearly two years in the hiding place, Anne’s vulnerability spills over into despair. At the end of May she writes:
I’ve asked myself again and again whether it wouldn’t have been better if we hadn’t gone into hiding, if we were dead now and didn’t have to go through this misery, especially so that the others could be spared the burden. But we all shrink from this thought. We still love life, we haven’t yet forgotten the voice of nature, and we keep hoping, hoping for . . . everything. Let something happen soon, even an air raid. Nothing can be more crushing than this anxiety. Let the end come, however cruel; at least then we’ll know whether we are to be the victors or the vanquished.
The poor food supplies they have to get by on also become a focus of Anne’s descriptive writing. Potatoes are eaten at every meal, including breakfast, and all foodstuffs, even bread, consist of brown beans. The high point of the week is one slice of liver sausage and a scrape of jam on a slice of unbuttered bread. They can’t use a flushing toilet during the day in case it is heard by the workers below, talk is in whispers and coughs and sneezes have to be suppressed.
And so the tedium of their cramped existence continues. That is until Tuesday, 6 June 1944. D-Day, the Allied invasion of Normandy. Anne writes, ‘This is THE day. The invasion has begun!’ Her excitement is palpable, ‘It fills us with fresh courage and makes us strong again. We’ll need to be brave to endure the many fears and hardships and the suffering yet to come. It’s now a matter of remaining calm and steadfast, of gritting our teeth and keeping a stiff upper lip!’ At the end of this diary entry, the girl who was often in trouble with her teacher and disdainful of lessons, is happily speculating that she might be able to return to school by that autumn.
Otto Frank started to plot the Allied advance across northern Europe by sticking pins into a small map he attached to the wall. Visitors to the hiding place can still see it displayed in the same place, but now protected under glass from millions of passing hands. Hopes were at long last building that the long months of hiding would soon be at an end. Anne was in turmoil, there was hope, but would their liberators reach Amsterdam in time? As food and necessary items were becoming scarcer in the Netherlands after more than four years of occupation, Dutch collaborators were betraying Jews for a few guilders.
On 15 July Anne sat and poured out her heart to her paper friend Kitty in one of her longest diary entries, seesawing between her hope for the future and fear of the reality. ‘It’s difficult in times like these: ideals, dreams and cherished hopes rise within us, only to be crushed by grim reality. It’s a wonder I haven’t abandoned all my ideals, they seem so absurd and impractical.’ But by the end of the entry hope has prevailed. She is determined to hold on to her ideals, believing that perhaps one day she will be able to realize them.
On the warm and bright summer morning of 4 August 1944, the Frank family, the van Pels family and Fritz Pfeffer were arrested. A car pulled up outside the front door of 263 Prinsengracht and two officers, Karl Joseph Silberbauer, an Austrian Nazi, along with a Dutch policeman, calmly entered the building. In an instant they had appeared in the office where Miep Gies, Johannes Kleiman, Victor Kugler and Bep Voskuijl were working. Pointing a pistol towards them, the officers signalled towards the bookcase, which, with a heavy heart, Miep pulled open. The two men climbed the stairs towards the eight people above who were unknowingly going about another day in hiding. As they gathered their captives together at gunpoint, the officers spotted Otto Frank’s briefcase and emptied its contents to use it for gathering up any perceived valuables. Anne looked on in shock as her diary, so meticulously edited for its possible publication, lay discarded on the wooden floor.
The eight petrified people were told to gather a few items for their journey and were led downstairs through the building and out into the busy Amsterdam street. Blinking their eyes in the sunlight, the eight newly-captured Jews were pushed into a police van. Victor Kugler and Johannes Kleiman were taken too, as helping Jews was a crime punishable by death. The van headed off towards the Gestapo headquarters in the south of the city. As it crossed the city streets, eight pairs of eyes, who had been for so long isolated from a normal street life, were pinned to the windows. Would this be the last they would see of this beautiful city they had all come to love? For seven of those eight it would.
After they were taken to the Gestapo headquarters in the south of the city, the petrified group of eight were loaded onto a regular passenger train with its doors bolted shut to prevent escape. The train steamed its way out of the city to Westerbork, the transit camp located in the north-eastern part of the Netherlands. There they would be awaiting certain deportation to the death camps they had so feared. In Westerbork they were assigned to Block 67, the ‘punishment block’ for prisoners who had tried to evade arrest by hiding.
Rootje de Winter, another inmate from Amsterdam, recalled that Anne had seemed almost happy while she laboured in Westerbork’s industrial area doing the dirty job of dismantling aeroplane batteries. Anne was relishing the company of people other than those she had spent the past two years with, although she did choose to spend time in Peter van Pels’s company.
The Allies were still battling their way through northern Europe, could they soon get to the Netherlands? On 3 September, the Allied armies reached Brussels, and it seemed that the liberation of the Netherlands could be imminent. But after failed airborne landings near Arnhem, the Allied advance came to a halt at the mighty river Rhine, and there it stagnated through the winter. On the very day the Allied forces had reached Brussels, the Frank family’s names were announced for the feared deportation to Poland. By early morning on 3 September, a long line of cattle trucks stood in the centre of the camp, ready to transport over 1,000 people to Auschwitz. Unknown to the inmates, the train had sidled in to the camp during the night, and there it was ‘waiting motionless like a masked executioner concealing his bared axe’, according to one unnamed witness. The Frank family climbed together into the stinking, blisteringly hot cattle truck packed tight with other terrified Dutch Jews who were painfully aware that they were about to experience their very last journey. At 11.00 a.m. the whistle blew and the trucks started to move.
As the Franks’ co-travellers started to die along the route from exhaustion, hunger and thirst, their bodies thrown out of the truck at each stop, did anyone on board, apart from the innocent small children, have any hope they would be kept alive once they had got to the dreaded destination? Several museums around the world have displayed empty cattle trucks in order to show the barbarity of that journey, but none could convey the pervading fear, the stench, the cries of hunger, thirst and despair of the real people who were huddled inside. Interviews with Holocaust survivors have often centred round their memories of the journey rather than their experiences once in the camp, so traumatic were those terrible days of travelling.
The train finally steamed in to the railway ramp of Auschwitz. Amid the shouted orders of the uniformed guards, the screams of mothers being separated from their children, and the barking of the fearsome dogs, Otto Frank was marched off in a different direction from his wife and daughters, he to the men’s area of camp Auschwitz I and the women 3km away to Auschwitz-Birkenau. No longer could Otto Frank be a protective husband and father. The Frank family had been sent to their doom on the very last transport that left the Netherlands for Auschwitz. Had their arrest occurred just a few weeks later, they may all have survived.
During their time in Barrack 29 of Auschwitz-Birkenau, Anne became close again to her mother and they were inseparable. Their day-to-day struggle to survive was not the place for petty differences or squabbles. After one month in Auschwitz, despite surviving selections for the gas chambers by the feared Dr Josef Mengele, the Frank girls were in a bad condition. By the end of October, they both had scabies, a condition caused by lice burying under their skin. Edith was doing all she could to protect her daughters, trying to get any extra food to keep them going.
On 30 October there was a selection for transportation of some of the women to be taken out of Auschwitz-Birkenau to an unknown destination. Edith was selected to stay in Auschwitz-Birkenau. Her two daughters were called forward to be assessed by Mengele. With a quick nod and a flick of his finger, Mengele parted Edith Frank from her two girls forever. Again the two teenage girls boarded a train, along with 632 women. It was a freezing and tough journey, this time taking four days. The train crossed the Polish border and took Anne and Margot back to the land of their birth, Germany. Perhaps they thought that the cultured homeland of generations of the Frank family would be their ultimate salvation.
But their destination was Bergen-Belsen, a camp that would become synonymous with death by slow starvation and the world’s first recorded encounter with walking skeletons. Once a former German army barracks and then a prisoner of war camp, by 1944 it was being used to contain sick Jewish inmates from other camps, with a plan that they may eventually be ‘exchanged’. The camp was already in a severe state of neglect by the time the Frank girls arrived, with little sanitation, medicines, care or food supplies. Their survival prospects were extremely poor. Anne and Margot were first assigned to a tent and then to a barrack where they slept together on a wooden bunk by an open door, where the icy wind whipped in and around their bodies. The winter of 1944/45 was particular vicious and the girls’ health had not been good when they had arrived due to the effects of scabies. Somehow they got through the worst of the winter months, but meanwhile getting ever thinner and weaker.
In February a miracle occurred. Anne met her old playmate from Amsterdam, Hannah Goslar, who had already been in Bergen-Belsen for a year, detained in the relatively more privileged block for ‘exchange prisoners’. Hannah’s father had been a German government minister prior to 1933, and the family were in possession of passports for Palestine. Hannah’s living conditions were marginally better than those of the wretched ordinary prisoners, who included Anne and Margot.
One day in February 1945, Hannah happened to encounter Auguste van Pels. She was dumbfounded when she heard from Mrs van Pels that her close friend Anne had been in the very same camp throughout the winter. It had been widely believed around their group in Amsterdam that when the Franks suddenly disappeared from the Merwedeplein in July 1942, they had fled to the safety of neutral Switzerland, even though Hannah had worried that the family may have been arrested at the Swiss border. Mrs van Pels promised to bring Anne to Hannah. Some minutes later, there was Anne standing immediately on the other side of the barbed wire fence. This was no longer the vivacious, chatty and fun-loving Anne Frank, as Hannah later recalled the furtive whispered conversation between the two teenage prisoners. Despite being dark, the girls were aware that a German guard was watching them from the nearby watchtower, and even in the darkness Hannah was shocked to make out Anne looking desperately thin and with a shaven head. As they knew they only had a few moments, Anne briefly described to Hannah about her two years of hiding and the family’s arrest. The two girls both wept in pitiful sorrow as Hannah told Anne that her mother and sister had died and her father was sick. Anne then told her that Margot too was very sick, her mother was probably dead and that her father, at age 56, had undoubtedly been gassed at Auschwitz. So much had happened to the two girls, who just six years earlier had lined up in their prettiest party dresses and hair bows to mark Anne’s tenth birthday.
Looking back on that conversation, the adult Hannah Goslar has expressed sadness that Anne had really believed she had no parents. In fact, unbeknown to the girl suffering on that barren and remote German heath, Otto Frank had already been liberated from Auschwitz and was slowly making his way back across Europe to Amsterdam. If Anne and Margot had been aware of this, maybe just maybe, it would have given them the fortitude to hold on to life for just a few more weeks.
Hannah and Anne arranged to meet again the following evening. Hannah was able to use her menial camp privileges to gather together a small parcel of food for Anne. She threw the parcel over the fence to the waiting Anne, but before Anne could reach the parcel it was voraciously grabbed by a starving woman. Anne was distraught. Hannah promised to try again a few days later. This time Anne was able to catch the small bundle of vital items.
Hannah never saw her friend Anne again. Hannah’s father then died and she was in mourning for several days according to the observant Jewish tradition. Yet another outbreak of the deadly disease typhus was fast spreading through the camp. This was difficult for a person to survive without medication, let alone without the sustenance of food. When Hannah returned to the fence to search for Anne, the whole area on the other side, previously thronged with women prisoners, was empty. Hannah herself then succumbed to typhus, but managed to make it through to the camp’s liberation, where as a 16-year-old orphan she found herself responsible for her small sister.
There were, however, two sisters from Amsterdam who were with the Frank girls after Hannah’s last meeting with Anne. They were Jannie and Lientje Brilleslijper, who had been arrested and sent to Westerbork camp on the same train as the Frank family. Jannie, who was married to a non-Jew and had two small children but was nonetheless active in the Resistance, had been able to evade arrest until the summer of 1944. She and her sister had been on the same deportation from Westerbork to Auschwitz as the Frank family. Then they were selected for Bergen-Belsen along with Anne and Margot, where they found themselves in the same barrack.
After his return to Amsterdam in the summer of 1945, Otto Frank came to visit the sisters during his desperate search for news of his missing daughters. Sitting together in the calm and safety of a sun-filled sitting room, Lientje quietly described to him in harrowing detail the final days of his daughters.
Jannie and I were assigned to another barrack. We asked Anne and Margot to come with us but Margot had terrible diarrhoea and had to stay in the old barrack because of the risk of stomach typhus. Anne took care of her as well as she could. We visited them during the next few weeks and now and then we were able to bring them something to eat. When the snow had melted, we came to visit them again but they weren’t in the barrack anymore, we found them in the sick house. We told them they mustn’t stay there because whenever you give up hope the end was near. Anne said, ‘Here we can both lie on one bunk, we are together and it’s peaceful.’ Margot could only whisper. She had fallen out of the bunk and was barely conscious with high fever. Anne had a fever too, but she was friendly and sweet. She said, ‘Margot will sleep well and when she wakes up I won’t need to get up again.’ A few days later we found their bunks empty. We knew what that meant. We found them behind the barrack, wrapped their thin bodies in a blanket, and carried them to a mass grave. That was all we could do for them.
A total of 107,000 Jews had been deported from the Netherlands to concentration camps. Only 5,000 of these people had managed to survive. Otto Frank, the Brilleslijper sisters, Hannah Goslar and her little sister were among that small number. Edith Frank had died of starvation, illness and despair in Auschwitz on 6 January, no doubt desperately worrying about her girls until her last breath. Hermann van Pels had been gassed in Auschwitz in the autumn of 1944, having seriously injured his thumb, making him unfit for work. The athletic Fritz Pfeffer had died of illness, deprivation and exhaustion in Neuengamme camp in Germany in December 1944. After a brutal death march from Auschwitz to Austria, 18-year-old Peter van Pels died in Mauthausen, one of the most notorious of all the camps, just a few days before its liberation. Auguste van Pels was viciously thrown under a train by Nazi guards on the last transport to Theresienstadt. She died on the spot.
On 18 July 1945, the deaths of Margot and Anne were confirmed. There on a list at the Amsterdam office of the Red Cross Otto Frank saw in black and white the names Margot Betti Frank and Annelies Marie Frank, each name followed with a cross indicating their fate. Miep Gies was present when a letter from the Red Cross also arrived at the Prinsengracht offices with additional confirmation.
As the almost skeletal Anne lay on the freezing wooden bunk with her fifteen years of life ebbing away, one wonders if she gave more than a passing thought to the little red-checked notebook and the stories she had left behind in Amsterdam, callously thrown on the floor of the hiding place by the arresting officers.
What would she make of the million and a half people each year who wait patiently in line by an Amsterdam canal to be in the very rooms where she wrote her diary, to touch the same walls she brushed against, to gaze upwards to the dusty attic where she went to escape the adults? What would she make of the fact that millions of people around the world have come to know her through movies, plays, documentaries? And the fact that in every continent of this planet she has changed lives irrevocably?