It was almost seven thirty when Milt pulled into a visitor’s parking space in the Valley Way apartment complex. Both buildings were grayed, needing fresh paint.Milt’s eyes roved over the brown, sparse grass. Must be a far cry from Darren Welk’s expensive digs, he thought.He got out of his car and put on his suit coat. Patted his tie, smoothed his hair. Took a moment to summon his charm. The mere thought of using it lifted one corner of his lips.
Tracey lived in number twenty-six. Fortunately, all the apartments had outside entrances. Rogelio would have been hard pressed to follow her down some long hallway.
He knocked on the door, rehearsing. He’d rehearsed his interweaving of fact and fiction during the entire drive.
A voice filtered through the door. “Who is it?”
“Milt Waking,Miss Wilagher, from Channel Seven News. I have to talk to you about your mother. It’s important.”
Silence.Milt could almost feel the girl’s revulsion.
“I don’t want to talk to any reporters.”
“Miss Wilagher, I am not here as a reporter.”He leaned forward, a hand on the doorpost.“My workday has ended; I could be home kicking my shoes off. But I’ve stumbled across some information that I knew you’d want to hear.”
Milt heard a footstep.“What information?” The voice was closer.
“I can’t talk to you through the door.”
“How did you know where I live?”The words rang with suspicion.
“Miss Wilagher, are you going to let me in or not? If you don’t hear this information from me, you could end up hearing it on the nightly news.”
Another long pause. Milt closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, hoping against hope. Then he heard the sound of a bolt sliding back. Exhaling aloud, he pulled away from the threshold. Straightened himself as the door inched open. Tracey’s thin face appeared in the crack. He smiled, pouring warmth into his eyes. “See? It’s just me. No paper and pen. No camera.”He pulled his eyebrows together in a look of concern.
She gazed at him, lips pressed. Milt watched her swallow. He stood absolutely still, afraid that the slightest movement would send her skittering.An interminable moment passed. Finally she stepped back, opening the door farther.
“Come on in. But only for a minute.”
He slipped inside, looking around the living room of her apartment. A few pieces of cheap furniture, probably rented.A small television. No pictures on the walls, no knickknacks. A computer on a square folding table in one corner. It was on, displaying an unfinished email.
She saw his gaze, quickly crossed the room and switched off the monitor. “Okay, you’re in.” She crossed her arms, standing woodenly. “Now what is it?”
His presence clearly rattled her. Suddenly she seemed so small, her shoulders so narrow and frail. Loneliness and distrust hung about her like a fog. He felt a surprising pang of empathy, wondering what it must be like to have lost a mother in such a horrible way. Then it vanished.
“Could I sit down?” he ventured.
“You won’t be staying that long.”
“Okay.”
He eased a few steps until he reached the back of her couch. Rested a hand upon it. “I was placed in a moral dilemma this afternoon, Miss Wilagher, due to some information I heard about your mother, and I realized that talking to you was the only right thing to do. I came as soon as I could.”
The exaggerated rise and fall of Tracey’s breathing bespoke her anxiety. She hugged her arms.Milt forged ahead.
“I now know that about a month before she was murdered, your mother sold a baby to Enrico Delgadia for a substantial amount of money. And that you signed as a witness to the adoption.”
A gasp rattled through Tracey’s lips. Her face blanched. “Where did you hear that? It’s not true!”
Milt leaned over the couch, the picture of sincerity.“Please don’t waste what little time we have denying this. I’ve seen the adoption papers. Believe me, I’m not here to make your life harder than it already is.”
Her knees wobbled in shock, body tilting. Both hands flew out to steady herself against the folding table. The next thing Milt knew, he’d sped around the couch to her side and was bracing her underneath the elbows.
“No, don’t touch me; get out of my house!” She flailed at him wildly, splayed fingers connecting with his chin. His head jerked back in surprise at the intensity of her reaction. For an instant he almost let her go. He hadn’t counted on this kind of gamble.What was he doing? But if he left her now …He put his arms around her and pulled her to him.
“Let me go!” she sobbed into his shirt, writhing.
“Tracey, listen to me; I want to help you.”He tightened his hold.
“No, you don’t! You don’t want to help me at all!” Her head tossed from side to side against his chest.
Milt hung on with rising panic. How on earth had this happened? The things she could accuse him of!
That very thought made him hold her all the more tightly. No way he could afford to fail at winning her over now. “Shh, it’s okay,” he soothed. “It’s all right.” He slid a hand to the back of her head, smoothing her hair. “It’s all right.”
After what seemed an eternity, Tracey’s struggles began to lessen. Finally she seemed spent. She leaned against him, shaking like a leaf in the wind. She was still crying.
“Come on, let’s get you to sit down.” He gently led her to the couch and they sank upon it. He continued holding her, stroking her hair until all hiccuping subsided. She inched out a hand to clutch his sleeve, fingers trembling. He was struck again by her frailty. He found himself imagining her life, and his heart went out to her. Regardless of his reason for being there, comforting her at that moment felt almost … good.
Well, he thought, bringing his mind back to focus. All the more ammunition to make her feel she could trust him.
“Tracey. Can you listen to me now?”
His fingers sifted through her hair. After a moment she nodded. Her face remained buried in his shirt.
“Okay. I’ll explain everything.”He sighed. “First of all, I haven’t told anybody what I know. Like I said, I came to you first. After watching how hard it was for you on the stand, I just really felt for you. But I’m putting my career on the line.Not to mention my conscience. I can’t continue to keep quiet unless I’m sure all this wouldn’t change things.”He gazed down at the top of her head, feeling the flutter of her heart against his chest. “Obviously, the defense attorney doesn’t know about all this. Do you realize what he could do with the information if he did?”
She stiffened. “What?”
Her response was perfect.“He’s looking for any argument to convince the jury that someone other than Darren Welk could have killed your mother. This would make his day. He’d haul you into court and make you tell everything you know. Then he’d haul Del-gadia in. And in his closing arguments he’d weave a tale about how Delgadia might have wanted your mother dead to silence her.”
Tracey’s fingers tightened on his arm.“You know that’s not true.”
“But I don’t, Tracey,” he said quietly. “That’s just it.”
She raised her head to look at him. Her deep brown eyes were red-rimmed. Hair lay flattened and stuck to her temple. “What do you mean?”
Milt brushed the hair off her face. “How can I know that with such a motive, Delgadia didn’t kill your mother? Maybe he was looking for a chance; maybe he followed them to the beach that night. Do you see my problem? I can’t sit on information if I think doing so would send an innocent man to jail.My conscience will force me to tell Terrance Clyde.”
Her eyes widened in terror. “You can’t do that! Please!” Fresh tears sprang to her eyes. “Believe me, it wouldn’t make any difference; Enrico Delgadia didn’t kill my mother.”
“How do you know that for sure?”
“I just do!” The last word was almost a wail.
“Okay, okay.”He cupped her chin. “I want to believe that. But I can’t set everything straight in my mind unless I know all the facts.”
She shook her head, tears spilling onto her cheeks. “I can’t tell you anything. That’s just it—I can’t talk to anybody about anything!
“Oh, Tracey.” He urged her close again and let her cry. This girl was really on the edge. Tired and lonely, dying for some gentleness and a sympathetic ear.His gut stirred with excitement.He talked to her softly. Consoled her. Told her all the things he knew she needed to hear.
After some time she quieted, breathing irregularly in his arms. Milt felt her still. “Please,” he said, “just explain things to me. So I can put this to rest.As long as you can do that, I promise you on my life that I’ll never say a word to anyone.”
She sat up, searching his face. “I don’t know how I can believe you.”
“You can. Just convince me it has nothing to do with your mother’s death.”
Her eyes closed in pain. “It doesn’t.”
“All right.”He smiled at her, urging her on.
Tracey took a deep breath and focused on her lap. She seemed to gather herself, as if for a fatal leap. “Delgadia’s wife couldn’t have a baby. They’d tried for years. He came to my mom, saying they’d finally decided to adopt. His wife wanted kids so badly, she was about to have a nervous breakdown. Delgadia expected the moon. Mom said Enrico was used to throwing his weight around and getting his way. Apparently, he is Hispanic and his wife is white. A fair, green-eyed blond, my mom said. He insisted on a baby that would have that same mix so it wouldn’t look obviously adopted. And he wanted it now. He said he’d pay lots. At first Mom told him to take a hike; she wasn’t about to do anything illegal. But then …”
Tracey looked up at Milt. He took her hand and held it. She grasped onto him tightly.
“You’d have to understand how it was between Mom and Darren. He made the money and controlled every penny.Mom wanted more money to expand the agency, and he wasn’t about to give it. Probably too busy spending it on his other women,” she added bitterly.“ Meanwhile Delgadia kept pushing her. And then she discovered a baby about to be born to parents of the same mixed race. Their coloring was perfect. She decided to do it. ‘Just this once,’ she told me. But then things started to go wrong. She got the birth mother to agree easily after offering her money. But the birth father was another matter. Plus Mom realized her business partner would never go for it. Still, once she’d told Delgadia she had a baby for him, she didn’t dare back out. She made me forge Janet’s name and sign as a witness on the father’s relinquishment form—when I wasn’t.” Tracey inhaled raggedly. “And that’s the whole story.”
Milt rubbed her hand.“Did you ever meet Delgadia yourself? Or the real father and mother of the baby?”
“Only the mother. I watched her sign her paper.”
“It must be so hard for you, knowing all this.”
Tracey’s mouth pulled. “Everything’s hard for me. You don’t know how much I miss my mom. You don’t know how much I’d give if none of this had ever happened. I hate what’s happened to my life. I hate it!” She melted against him and he hugged her. She held on to his shoulder, her breath warm against the base of his neck. “So.” Her voice trembled. “That’s why Delgadia never would have killed my mom. There was no reason why she’d ever tell what happened as long as she was alive. But a murder would just stir up questions. Which it did.” She swallowed. “Then it landed on my head to keep everything quiet. I promised Delgadia I’d never say a word.” Vehemence hardened her tone. “I don’t want anything to stand in the way of Darren Welk getting what he deserves!”
“No, you’re right.”Milt’s mind raced for any unanswered questions. “I don’t, either.”He massaged her back with his palm. “Delga-dia should be shot for making your mom do this.How much did he pay for the baby?”
Tracey hesitated. “I don’t know.”
“Your mom didn’t tell you?”
“No.”
Milt pondered that. “What happened to the money?”
She raised her head. “I don’t know that either. I don’t even know if she’d been paid yet. She was killed so soon after …”
Her words faded.Weariness etched her face. Milt gazed at her, thinking how young she looked. Good grief, she was only twenty. Barely more than half his age.
He’d gotten what he wanted. He knew he really should go.
Tracey raised her eyes to his.Her look was forlorn.Vulnerable. It pulled at him. Before he knew it, his mouth was lowering toward hers. Her eyes closed.
He kissed her firmly and long, her heart scudding against his chest. She hung on to him like a drowning child clinging to a rock.
All part of his job, he rationalized as he got into his car ten minutes later, a satisfied smile on his face.He reached for his cell phone to call Rogelio.
All part of his job.