Contents

Prologue: Triangle

PART ONE

1 All the cherries

2 Papa et Maman

3 The Kennedys and me

4 A serious child

5 Second-hand fame

6 Kindertransport

7 Return to Vienna

8 Googling a murder

9 The dandy

10 Mother Russia

11 Vogue-ish

12 Oxford

13 An assignment

14 The Cold War

15 My father’s daughter

16 Couch potato

17 Estranged

PART TWO

18 A dutiful daughter

19 April

20 Damaged goods

21 Cars

22 The Os and Qs

23 Scammers

24 Three women (Part one)

25 Grief

26 An unfinished daughter

27 The unglazed heart

28 The memory box

29 Long-distance death

30 Three women (Part two)

31 Trio

Epilogue: Only

Acknowledgements