Hold On

The ant grips low in the breeze.

Like the morning glory, it knows

this is our last day on earth

but that’s okay, so was yesterday.

And tomorrow? Ask the mulberry

mangling in the stretched wire fence.

Ask the weather. By evening, we don’t know

which fear will triumph, of being alone

or loved. It’s complicated, says the bee,

I can’t make it any clearer than this dance.

The last months the mother knows no one,

her body becoming hollow as a wren’s.

His last, the father sounds caught

in a net. We can ask him anything

and he’ll answer, taking a long time

forming the words with a tongue turned to clay

but we don’t. Was it jubilation

that made him buy the three-piece yellow suit

he’d wear just twice? Every three steps

he was out of breath, another floating

leaf avoiding the grate as long as possible.

Now things are going wrong inside us:

heart, stomach, throat. We sleep

better in a chair, entertained

by additions to the 7,000

hours of music we’ll never hear again

and cicadas whirring from shells

of smaller selves the cat loves

to chase and crush.