May Deaths

Two were in their 70s, that’s not so old!

One in her 30s, it had just stopped being cold

and the birds and trees were stirring.

Two I wished to know better,

one I knew enough, he said

Glad to meet you the 20 times we met,

wouldn’t wear a hearing aid so his part

in conversation was him talking waiting then talking more,

there was no other part.

But I liked his darkness, funny

as those photos of prisoners in cellblocks

wearing plush animal costumes.

Big bunny in solitary.

The youngest shocked us crashing

a Cessna into tall pine trees then not

meeting her classes the rest of the semester.

I met her younger sister.

How are you? we said dumbly but undeadly.

One came back with a stomachache from Italy,

one’s throat stayed sore all year.

Horrible to make a tally,

so much to fear, maybe too much to bother with,

funerals on the sides of hot hills,

it seems the pallbearers will stumble,

their polished shoes streaked with clay.

A memorial, his new books on a table,

ending with a Chopin nocturne,

momentarily we’re floating

like needles on water.