They told me I couldn’t get addicted to pot. Well, look at me. I smoked every day all day, and I’m twenty-two but feel like I’m twelve. —PAUL (NEW YORK CITY)
about drugs, we’ve found that most don’t have to be convinced that drugs like cocaine and heroin are dangerous. And while sometimes they’re uninformed about alcohol—they usually don’t know it has a different impact on their brain than on an adult’s—they understand that binge drinking is dangerous.
Many, however, roll their eyes when anyone says that marijuana is dangerous too. “It’s natural,” they say. “It’s an herb.” They say, “No one’s ever died because of pot,” and “Weed isn’t addictive.” It’s legal in some states, and more states are considering legalizing it.
Pot smoking has become an accepted part of mainstream culture. It’s everywhere. There’s even an unofficial but widely celebrated National Pot Smoking Day, 4/20, when people post lists of the best movies to watch stoned and comedians joke about it on late-night TV.
Of course, even in states where marijuana is legal for adults, those under twenty-one are prohibited from using it. We’re not going to argue the issue of legalization in this book. You may have strong views on the subject—many in America do.
It doesn’t really matter whether pot is legal in the United States when it comes to its impact on health and safety. Prescription medications are legal, but they kill more people than any other drug except, of course, cigarettes, and alcohol, which is also legal for those over twenty-one. For that matter, driving is legal and accessible to teens as young as sixteen, but fatalities abound. So something’s legality has little bearing on its safety.
One difference a drug’s legality makes to a potential user, other than removing the risk of incarceration, has to do with its “perception of risk.” In other words, because a drug is legal, or because the penalties for possessing it feel comparatively minimal, some people consider it less risky to use.
Some teenagers have told us that almost everyone they know smokes. Some get high on “edibles,” which these days include marijuana brownies, ice cream, gummy bears, barbecue sauce, and food made from any of many popular pot cookbook recipes, such as Ganja Granny’s Smoked Mac ’N’ Cheese.
Some teens use synthetic marijuana, which despite its name isn’t marijuana and has completely different effects and risks. (We’ll get back to Spice and other drugs billed as synthetic pot.) Some use hash and similar drugs derived from the cannabis plant.
Clearly many people smoke (or consume) pot without any obvious negative impact on their lives. Again, though, “obvious” is the operative term here. Negative effects may be subtle or may not become apparent for years. And while those who preach that marijuana will kill you, make you crazy, or make you shoot heroin are wrong, usually so are people who claim it’s harmless.
Here are the facts.
Though marijuana use doesn’t appear to harm lives like alcohol or opioids, research has shown that many long-term pot smokers have reported poor outcomes on a variety of life satisfaction and achievement measures. Fewer smokers than nonsmokers complete college, and here’s a fact that may surprise some kids: smokers are far more likely than nonsmokers to earn yearly incomes of less than thirty thousand dollars.
Says Dr. Richard N. Rosenthal, chair of psychiatry at St. Luke’s-Roosevelt Hospital in Manhattan and professor of clinical psychiatry at Columbia University: “The people who become chronic users don’t have the same lives and the same achievements as people who don’t use chronically.”
In some users, marijuana has been shown to cause something called amotivational syndrome, a pattern of behavior characterized by, yes, a lack of motivation. Even though it’s tough to quantify motivation, many long-term pot smokers describe a lack of drive that affects and in some cases defines their lives.
In the movie Jackie Brown, Samuel L. Jackson’s character tells his girlfriend, “That sh— gonna rob you of your own ambition, girl.” She answers, “Not if your ambition is to get stoned and watch TV.”
An adult we met told us that he began smoking when he was a teenager, which either caused or contributed to what he described as a “life of disappointments.” “I’ve never been able to hold down a job and never had a relationship that lasted,” he said. “I’ve lived in a cloud of smoke and television since I was thirteen, so maybe it’s not surprising that things haven’t turned out better for me.”
A 2014 study showed that teenagers who smoked pot daily were both 60 percent less likely to finish high school and 60 percent less likely to finish college than teens who didn’t smoke. Also, they were seven times more likely to attempt suicide.
Plenty of research exists that shows that pot may even affect brain structure, cognitive functioning, and memory in adolescents. Dr. Susan Tapert, professor of psychiatry at the University of California, San Diego, scanned the brains of kids who had smoked weed throughout their childhoods and those who had never smoked. She found startling differences.
It’s a clear spring morning in Plymouth, Michigan, and David is visiting a rehab center called Hazelden Betty Ford. It’s a program for kids—well, it’s called an adolescent treatment center, and it’s for fourteen- to twenty-five-year-olds, but the kids in this group are on the younger side of that range—mostly between fourteen and seventeen. Most are in treatment because of addiction exclusively to pot. Anyone who says marijuana isn’t addictive should talk to these kids. Indeed, they have all suffered devastating consequences from their pot smoking, and most have tried to stop but can’t.
The boys tell about experimentation turning to consistent use turning to addiction. Some were arrested for using or selling. One was arrested because he struck his mother. (“It just happened. I lost it. I felt real bad.”)
Some haven’t experienced the same kinds of calamities as the others. One kid says, “I just couldn’t stop. No sh—. You think, I’m not an addict. I can quit. I just like it. I’ll stop when I feel like it. But you don’t quit. Then you’re smoking every day.”
A boy says, “For me, there was one thing that happened that bothers me. I have no short-term memory. It’s really a drag.” It’s a classic symptom of pot smoking—the impact of marijuana on memory retrieval.
“I know what you mean,” another boy says.
Another boy says, “Yeah, then there’s the breathing thing—I had bronchitis all the time. I know it was related because it’s gone now that I’m not smoking.”
A boy with long auburn hair parted in the middle says that another effect of smoking was burning through money. “I thought, Aw, it’s cheap, but when you’re smoking every day it’s not cheap unless you’re getting schwag [low-grade pot]. So you run out of money and you have to figure out how to get more, and there was always more in my mom’s purse. She never suspected. She doesn’t even now.”
“I never had a problem with money,” says a boy in torn jeans and a white T-shirt. “My main thing was just that I stopped caring.”
The counselor asks how that made him feel, and he says, “Pretty bad. I mean . . .”
Another boy says, “Depressed.”
“Yeah.”
“Weed’s a depressant,” says a boy on the opposite side of the circle. “I’m on like forty antidepressants and I’m smoking a depressant.”
That brings the conversation around to another kid, who admits he’s there because he tried to kill himself.
One of the other kids says, “Who hasn’t tried to kill themselves? I mean, we’re here, aren’t we? Welcome to the club.”
Another says, “I was trying to kill myself too. Just the slow way. By using.”
In brain scans, Dr. Tapert found alterations of marijuana users’ white matter—the network of fibers that link brain regions and allow signals to be sent between them. In heavy marijuana smokers’ brains, the white matter had “poorer integrity,” she says. That means that brain regions may not be able to communicate as efficiently and as quickly as in nonsmokers’ brains. The faulty memory and slow reaction time of teens when they’re high may become permanent problems in adulthood.
it’s a myth that people who smoke weed go on to shoot heroin or meth. Of course, plenty of people begin and end their drug use with weed. But many people who smoke pot in high school do go on to try other drugs.
A study of more than three hundred fraternal and identical twins found that a subject who had used marijuana before the age of seventeen had a higher rate of other drug use and drug problems later on than their twin who hadn’t used before that age.
Another consideration is that drugs really are more potent today than they were in the “old days.” Tests of marijuana have found four times as much THC (tetrahydrocannabinol)—the plant’s chief intoxicating substance—in the average weed smoked today than in the marijuana of two decades ago. This means that some of the assumptions adults make about marijuana, based on their experiences or outdated research, just don’t apply today.
Those who claim that no one has died from marijuana use are correct if they’re only considering overdose. But they’re ignoring pot’s frequent link to fatal car accidents. Researchers have found that drivers who used marijuana within three hours of getting into a car nearly doubled the risk of causing a collision, especially a fatal one.
In addition, the younger a person is, the more impact pot seems to have on them. A researcher, the psychiatrist Joanna Jacobus, PhD, of the University of California, San Diego, describes studies showing that “younger smokers—twelve, thirteen, fourteen—consistently have a poorer outcome in the long term compared to those who start when they’re older.”
Like other drugs, pot is sometimes used to blunt the user’s emotions, with the result that young pot smokers never experience a full range of feelings or learn how to deal with them. Kids who are alienated may be drawn to pot, and though initially it can feel as though pot creates connections and fosters relationships, ultimately it tends to have an isolating effect.
Teens may use drugs to escape from the confusion and pain associated with mental illness and behavioral disorders, but this also means a delay in diagnosing and treating those conditions. Sadly, delaying treatment, especially among teenagers, dramatically worsens mental disorders. When we visited the Hazelden adolescent center, we were told that 90 percent of patients from fifteen to nineteen years of age who were pot smokers (and some, but not all, used other drugs) had been diagnosed with co-occurring psychological disorders, including depression, bipolar disorder, anxiety disorders, OCD (obsessive-compulsive disorder), and others.
More adults and adolescents are now admitted to treatment facilities for primary marijuana addictions than for primary addictions to heroin, cocaine, and hallucinogens, according to the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration.
The simplest measure of dependency on a drug is that people have difficulty controlling their use of it. Some can’t stop even when it interferes with their lives.
I bought in to the lie that pot isn’t addictive and isn’t as harmful as other drugs. But once I started smoking, I couldn’t stop. Actually, after years of doing drugs that are considered the most addictive, pot was the hardest for me to quit.
Like with other drugs, the feeling pot gave me was initially good, but as it left my system, it would make me super depressed. And when I felt that bad, I’d smoke more to try to feel better. Then the cycle would start all over again—which is more or less the definition of addiction. So, yeah . . . pot was addictive for me, and can be for anyone.
It’s true that pot never cost me as much as hard drugs did—I never wound up in an emergency room—but it still cost me. It still messed up my life. I smoked from the ages of twelve to twenty-seven. And now that I’m free of it—well, I’m f—ing grateful as hell. And I wish more than anything I could have all those years back I spent being addicted to pot.
Now that I no longer smoke, and while I guess I shouldn’t judge the people around me who do, I can’t help but notice how stunted they seem to me. I see a disconnection and a perpetual adolescence in the pothead adults I know—and it is definitely not glamorous or cool.
I guess, more than anything, they just don’t seem like real grownups to me. And today, I want to be an adult.