Chapter Nineteen
The alarm on his cell phone hadn’t even gone off when Tyler was awake and out of his bed. He liked sleep as much as the next guy, but today he had inspiration to get up and out. Janie’s pie awaited him at Rohn’s house. Since she’d dropped it off yesterday, who knew how much Rohn had already eaten? He wanted to make sure he got a piece before Colton and Rohn made pigs of themselves and devoured whatever was left.
More than the pie, Tyler needed to finish today’s work early so he could get to Janie’s and mow that field. There was an optimum time to harvest hay, right before it bloomed. He wasn’t about to sacrifice the quality of Janie’s crop because he didn’t cut it in time.
Dressed, his teeth brushed, and his hat and boots on, he was ready for the day ahead of schedule. At least he had been, until he reached the kitchen.
Tuck turned from the counter, brow raised. “You’re awake earlier than I expected.”
“Why do you say that? Unlike you, who seem to be able to set your own hours—how, I don’t know—I have a boss who’s counting on me to be there at a certain time.”
“You know we’re between semesters at the university. Usually I’m up well before the sun, working out with the ROTC cadets.”
“Yeah, whatever.” Tyler’s brother always acted like the army was the only career where a man had to get up and work early. He’d obviously forgotten his cowboy roots. Most days, ranchers were up and out earlier than anybody.
“Judging from your piss-poor mood and your rising so early, I’m going to take a wild guess that your booty call was less than you’d hoped for.” Tuck smirked behind the coffee mug as he took a sip.
The comment drew Tyler’s brows low. “You don’t know half of what you think you do, big brother.”
Last night with Janie had gone even better than he’d planned. The memory of Janie’s kisses was enough to keep him warm the whole drive home and straight through until when he finally passed out. Their time together gave him some bright hopes for the future.
Soon enough, she’d get over her hesitation about giving their dating a shot. And in the meantime, he was just as happy with their current relationship. He sure as hell couldn’t complain about the little make-out session they’d had in the bed of his truck, even if it had left him feeling pretty damn needy.
He had neither the time nor the inclination to debate with Tuck. He had places to be and things to do. “I gotta get going.”
“Um, one of these days are you going to stick around long enough to at least say hello to my wife? It would be nice if you could see Emma and Logan and the baby before we go back to Stillwater. Or is this girl of yours, whoever she is, going to continue to keep you so busy you barely come home long enough to change your clothes?”
Playing the family card was low, but not beneath Tuck, apparently. Tyler scowled. “I’ll see them all, but not right now. I gotta get to Rohn’s.”
“Then how about dinner tonight?”
“All right, yeah, fine. Dinner tonight.”
“A’ight. I’ll hold you to that.”
“Okay. Now I really gotta go. I’ll see you later.”
“Later.”
Tyler left Tuck and his judgmental expression behind and strode for his truck. He didn’t need the guilt trip. Usually he was a damn good son, brother, and neighbor. Didn’t he help Logan’s dad out at their family store when the old man had a stroke? Didn’t he build that wheelchair ramp for him, too? Didn’t he rebuild Tara’s piece-of-shit car when it crapped out and she needed transportation for school and work?
The answer to all of that was yes, he did. Yet he was still feeling like shit because of Tuck’s insinuation that he wasn’t around when he should be. Inside the truck Tyler fired up the engine and sighed. He needed Janie to get over her aversion to public dating. Then he could bring her home to meet his parents. Maybe have her over for a family dinner. Bring her to meet the new baby over at Logan’s house. Show Tuck that he wasn’t only interested in booty calls. He could be serious when the woman was the right one for getting serious about. But Tuck would never believe Tyler could attract more than buckle bunnies until he saw it with his own eyes.
Then again, he kind of wanted to keep Janie to himself for a little while. She was too skittish as it was about dating him. He didn’t need his crazy family scaring her off.
Too many things to consider for so early in the morning, and before coffee, too. Besides, it was all a moot point until he got Janie to agree to go on a real date with him. But every kiss brought him one step closer to that. He was sure of it.
Rohn’s place wasn’t far, and before he knew it, Tyler was swinging the truck into the driveway. The tires crunched on the gravel beneath him as he crept to the barn and parked in his usual spot.
Janie’s homemade blueberry creation awaited him, so Tyler wasted no time jumping out of the truck and striding toward the house. He found Rohn and Colton already settled at the kitchen table with plates of pie and mugs of coffee in front of them.
“Morning.” His gaze swept to the counter. He let himself relax when he saw half the pie was still there. He wouldn’t have been above stealing Colton’s plate if there hadn’t been any left.
“Morning. Grab yourself a piece.” Rohn waved his fork toward the counter.
“Oh, I intend to.” Ty reached for the knife, cutting a generous-sized slice that didn’t leave a whole lot for anyone else. He didn’t feel at all guilty about it, either.
“So, I’ve been thinking—”
Tyler snorted out a laugh at Colton’s words. “Uh-oh. That’s dangerous.”
“Shut up, Ty.”
Grinning, Tyler poured a mug of coffee for himself. One glance at the table told him the milk and sugar were already out, so he carried his mug, fork, and plate over and sat.
He was just stirring in some sugar when Colton continued, “You and Janie Smithwick should go out.”
Did Colton know he’d been sneaking over to Janie’s? That he had hopes she’d go out with him? Tyler’s head whipped up, but he could see Colton wasn’t talking to him. He was clearly directing his suggestion about dating Janie to Rohn.
What the hell?
“Ah, I don’t know about that. She does make a hell of a pie, though. Is that why you have this sudden interest in me going out with her?” Rohn’s graying brows rose.
Colton smiled. “The pie sure is good. Her coffee is even better, but no. That’s not why. I was just thinking. You’re alone. She’s alone. You’re not that far apart in age.”
“Yeah, they are. She’s only thirty-six.” Tyler had to nip this little plan in the bud, and right quick.
“Hey.” Rohn frowned at Tyler. “How old do you think I am?”
“Way older than thirty-six.” Tyler snorted.
“Weren’t you the one, just the other day as a matter of fact, telling me I’m only as old as I feel and how I should go out drinking with you and Colton at the Two-Step?”
“Yup. You should come out with Colton and me. But you and Janie?” Tyler shook his head. “That’s not a good idea.”
Colton frowned. “Why the hell not?”
“Didn’t you ever hear the expression don’t shit where you eat? They’re neighbors. They knew each other’s spouses.”
“Exactly my point.” Colton’s eyes widened. “That’s why it’s perfect. They have a lot in common.”
“No. It would be . . . weird.” Tyler couldn’t come up with a better objection. He’d gone cold with fear that Rohn would actually ask her out.
Silently, he willed Colton to shut the hell up before this started to sound like a good idea to Rohn. Tyler glanced at Rohn and tried to gauge his interest. Rohn could ask her out. She could say yes. He knew the fact that her husband had only been gone a year wasn’t her only objection to dating him. Tyler realized his age was a big issue for her.
There was nothing he could do to make himself older. He could only make her understand that his age, and hers, didn’t matter. But Rohn didn’t have that hurdle. He was free and clear of the age issue that had Janie so worried.
Rohn let out a sigh. “I don’t know.”
Good. He was hesitant. Maybe he’d never ask her out and Tyler’s concern would all be for nothing.
“Just think about it. Okay?” Colton pushed the point and made Tyler want to lodge his size eleven boot in the man’s mouth.
Rohn sighed. “A’ight. I’ll think about it.”
With that, Tyler lost his appetite even for Janie’s delicious blueberry pie. Not about to waste something made by her hands, he shoveled the last bite into his mouth, washed it down with the remainder of his coffee, and stood. “I’m gonna get started on work.”
Mouth full, Colton glanced up. He swallowed and said, “Um, okay. I’ll be outside in a sec.”
“No rush.” He turned and headed out the door. The rest of the day couldn’t pass quickly enough for Tyler’s liking.
He got through his work, but being sociable was more than he could handle. The good thing was, he was such a miserable bastard that when the work was done and he said he was leaving, Colton didn’t question why or ask if he wanted to hang out and grab a bite or a beer. Score one point for being antisocial.
It was early afternoon when he headed for Janie’s house with new determination, not to get the field cut, but to cement in her mind that he was the one she should be with. Not Rohn. Not anybody else. Him and him alone. And once Tyler set his mind to something, he didn’t give up until he got it.
When he’d woken that morning, he’d had every intention of going to Janie’s, heading directly to the equipment shed, and getting to work. That was before Colton had put that shit about her dating Rohn out there. It had festered in Tyler’s brain all the damn day.
He found himself driving not to the shed, but instead to the back door of the house, right to the spot where he’d parked the night before. To where he’d kissed her that first time. Where he’d made the decision to walk away last night and not push her too far, too fast.
In hindsight, that had been foolish. His leaving before sealing the deal left the field wide open for Rohn to step in and ask her out, and what reason would Janie have to say no? Tyler wouldn’t make that mistake again.
Determination fueled him. He cut the truck engine and pocketed the keys. Hand on the door handle, he stopped and eyed the glove box. He flipped open the compartment and pulled out a strip of condoms. He didn’t know what was or wasn’t going to happen, but it was better to have them and not need them than the opposite. He folded the strip and shoved it in his back pocket as the reality hit him that this might actually happen. Today. With Janie.
Pulse racing with that thought, Tyler hopped down from the truck and slammed the door behind him. Boots crunching on the gravel, he strode to the kitchen door.
It was afternoon, so there’d be no chance of finding Janie looking soft and adorable in her little shorts and T-shirt again. More likely she’d be in her barn clothes—jeans and boots. That was perfectly all right. She looked smoking hot dressed like that, too.
She was in the kitchen, standing at the counter doing something, probably cooking dinner. Maybe making another pie. He didn’t know, and at the moment, he didn’t care. He knocked and saw through the window when Janie turned toward him and smiled.
That was all it took. He didn’t wait for her to invite him inside. He reached down. The knob turned in his hand and he pushed the door open. Stepping inside, he gave a shove and it shut behind him and moved toward Janie.
“Tyler.” Her eyes widened. “Hi.”
Her expression of surprise increased as he backed her up against the counter. Bringing his hands up to cradle her face, he crashed his lips against hers. She kissed him back with equal enthusiasm. He took that as a good sign.
He pulled back from her lips just far enough to be able to say, “I walked away from you last night.”
Her green gaze met his. “Yeah, you did.”
“I’m not making that mistake again.” He shook his head. “Believe me.”
“Okay.”
Judging by the look in her eyes, even if Rohn did ask Janie out, there was no way she’d ever say yes. She wanted him. If Tyler could only get her to agree to a real date, he’d be golden. Then there’d be no doubt in anyone’s mind. Not his or hers. Not Colton’s or Rohn’s. Then Tyler would be one happy man.
The phone in his pocket rang. He was intent on ignoring it as he leaned in toward Janie. He’d waited too damn long for this already. He’d almost closed in on her lips when she said, “Your phone is ringing.”
“Ignore it.” Thrusting his hands into her hair, he took her mouth, just as a sequence of beeps from the phone signaled he had a voice mail.
Whoever had the incredible bad timing of calling him at a moment like this had left a message. He’d get back to them later. Much later.
Another, different chime sounded and Tyler knew he also had a text message. Beginning to hate his cell and every one of its many alerts, all of which it seemed he’d heard in the last thirty seconds, he pulled back from the incredible feel of Janie’s lips.
He sighed deeply as she smiled. “It’s okay. You should check that.”
“I know.” Taking a step back from the warmth of her soft body so he could check his phone sucked. This was no time for interruptions. In future, he’d remember to keep the damn thing turned off. Or at least have it set on silent.
Family dinner in an hour. Get home!
Tyler barely managed to bite back the cuss he almost let fly when he saw the text message from Tuck. He’d completely forgotten that he’d promised to have dinner at home tonight with everyone.
“Everything all right?” Janie watched his face.
“Yeah. It’s just . . . dammit.” He shook his head and shoved the phone back in his pocket. Tuck could wait for a response. “I promised to have dinner at home with the family tonight. My brother and his wife are visiting.”
“Tyler, don’t look so upset. It’s okay. You should see your brother while he’s in town.”
A wonderful idea struck. One that would kill two birds with one stone. Maybe even three. “Come with me.”
“What?” She laughed.
“Sure. Why not?” Tyler liked the idea more with each passing moment.
He’d get to spend the evening with Janie while fulfilling his obligations. And as a bonus, her having dinner with his family might bring him one step closer to her agreeing to go out with him in public on a real date. That would lead, hopefully, eventually, to her agreeing to give a serious relationship a try. It was perfect.
“No.”
Her answer took him off guard. “No? Why not?”
“For one, your family’s not expecting me. It’s rude to show up uninvited.”
“No, it’s not. My mother cooks enough for an army. Our friends and neighbors are always stopping by to eat. Jace. Colton. Logan. And you’re not uninvited. I’m inviting you.”
She shook her head. “No.”
“Janie.” He took a step closer, settling his hands on the curve of her waist. “You like me. I know you do.”
“You’re right. I do. That doesn’t mean it’s proper for me to go to dinner at your parents’ home.”
“It’s my home, too.”
She pursed her lips and shook her head and he knew arguing the point wasn’t working. Maybe he could use his lips in a more persuasive way than flapping them at her with words she’d stopped listening to. He leaned low and pressed a kiss to her mouth . . . and felt her smile beneath his lips.
Curious as to what could be funny about his kissing her, he pulled back and asked, “What?”
“If your plan is to kiss me until I agree to go to dinner with you, it’s not going to work.” When she saw his frown, she laughed. “Did I guess right?”
He refused to admit it and let out a burst of air instead. “All right. I’ll give you a pass today. You don’t have to come with me, but there’ll be no family dinner tomorrow.” He glanced at the counter, where she’d already started to prepare supper. “I’m sorry about bailing on you today.”
“It’s fine. I understand. It’ll all keep for a day.”
“Good. I’ll be back to start on that field tomorrow, as early as I can get away from Rohn’s.”
“Okay. Thank you.”
His eyes narrowed as he leaned in again and took a kiss that wasn’t half as long or deep as he wanted it to be. “Mmm, you’re very welcome. And I’ll be around for some more thanks after I’m done mowing.”
Janie smiled. “Am I paying you for your work in kisses now?”
“No. You’re paying me with good home cooking and blueberry pie. The kisses are just a bonus.” He grinned.
She laughed even as her cheeks grew pink. “Okay. It’s a deal.”
“You sure you won’t come with me to supper tonight?”
“I’m sure.”
He waited, but he knew she wouldn’t change her mind. Not tonight. He’d change it for her, though. One day. Very soon. Hopefully.
Damn, he’d never had so much trouble getting a woman to do what he wanted in the past. Maybe that was what made Janie so special.
Tyler drew in a deep breath. “Okay. I’d better get going. Tomorrow, I’ll be back.”
“I have no doubt.”
He cocked a brow. “Am I that predictable?”
“Yeah.” She dipped her head. “But I think I like it.”
“Good.” He couldn’t go without one more kiss, one that he had to physically drag himself away from. It was very hard leaving her, but he had to. “Damn. Okay, I’m really going.”
“Okay.” A smile tipped up the corner of her tempting lips.
He shook his head and turned toward the door, forcing himself to go directly to the truck without turning back. It would be so easy to say to hell with the family dinner and stay, but in the long run, it would be easier to go, get it over with, and make Tuck and his parents happy.
But tomorrow—tomorrow would be another matter entirely.