I’ve never had any trouble getting off. I’ve always been able to slide my fingers into my pussy, get them wet and juicy, and then bring them back to my clit for a roaring orgasm. I’ve masturbated on planes, trains, in cars, and in front of lovers. My ex-boyfriend even filmed me playing with my cunt because he loved the way I got so into it. I’ve done it in nearly every position imaginable, so when my best friend, Nadine, gave me a special toy designed to improve my vaginal tightness, I laughed at her. “Please, Nadine, I don’t need this!” But she insisted I take it home and try it, giving me the small metal barbell along with a bottle of lube. She’d gotten one of these toys as a gift, and it had utterly changed her sex life, so she wanted to pass along the orgasmic joy.
So that very night, I went to bed early, dimmed the lights, put on some R & B, and started playing with my pussy. I’m single, but casually dating two very hot guys, Hunter and Dean, though neither was around that night. I started thinking about my favorite, Hunter, who is big and burly and has a huge cock. I was soon wet and ready, and decided to give the barbell a try. I rubbed the toy in my hands until it warmed up just a bit, then poured some lube over its length before I started to ease the metal head inside me.
Let me tell you, it felt nothing at all like a dick! It was hard, cold, and solid, yet it also felt incredible. I had to work a little to get it inside me, and the struggle turned me on. I opened my eyes and looked at the object that I was fucking myself with, spreading my legs a little wider. My friend had told me it would be like a workout for my pussy, and she was right—once I wiggled it inside my cunt, I practiced my Kegel exercises, squeezing it tightly, then letting go. I found that the more I tightened my cunt muscles to grip the metal toy, the more aroused I got. Soon I was able to let go of the toy and simply squeeze it with my vaginal muscles to hold it in place.
For a second, I pictured my personal trainer watching me and encouraging me to keep going, the way he did when I was lifting more traditional weights. Then I pictured Hunter hovering over me with his cock, which I’d get to have in my cunt only if I did my pussy-power exercises. That idea excited me so much I had to start playing with my clit. With my other hand, I worked the toy in circles. I found that, for once, I didn’t want to come immediately. To prolong my pleasure, I stayed on the edge of arousal as I slowly built toward a big finish. Maybe this was what Nadine had meant about me needing to have the toy. It wasn’t the type of dildo that you slammed hard into your pussy, but instead, it was one that required finding the spots that were most sensitive and then gently rocking it against them.
I pressed the toy upward while bearing down, running my free hand up and down my body, tweaking each nipple until I’d tugged them into hard peaks. The CD had ended, and the only noises in the room were my exclamations of excitement as I got closer and closer to orgasm. I was no longer thinking of the toy as a dick substitute, but as its own special climax-inducing thrill. “That’s it, fuck me, right there,” I said out loud to nobody but myself as I lifted my hips off the bed to better slide the toy inside me.
It wasn’t one long, slim piece of steel but had gradations that maximized the sensations. I had thought I’d be able to get only half of it inside me, but since I’d gotten used to it, I was able to add even more. The toy was proving to be multidimensional, and I twisted it around, sliding it almost all the way out, then pushing it back in, proud that I could take the entire thing. The feel of it inside me provoked my climax. It was more of an all-over, full-body orgasm than the isolated kind I usually have with either of my two boy toys, and I welcomed it.
I let the tremors rock me until I finally collapsed against the bed. Then I eased out the metal toy and looked at it in awe. I vowed to use it every morning as an “exercise” tool to see if I could really make my pussy tighter. I washed it off and tucked it into the velvet pouch I’d bought to house it. From then on, I practiced my morning ritual, which wasn’t a hardship because I usually came about halfway through my muscle-building exercises. I’d slide the toy inside me, then practice clenching and releasing. After a few weeks, I could tell that I was tighter from the way my pussy felt the rest of the day, like I was liable to have an orgasm from the slightest movement. In that sense, I almost felt like a guy, and this newfound pleasure added a bounce to my step.
Several people asked if I’d lost weight or had been on vacation, but I simply shook my head and smiled. Only my lovers needed to know the secret to my happiness. When I decided it was time to test out my results, I called up Hunter and told him that I was finally ready for our big date. I’d been putting him off until I was ready, plus, I really enjoyed my solo time with my favorite new plaything. I’d masturbate with it while watching the evening news or use it before bed to help me relax. Before my date, I tested my snugness with my fingers, finding that only two fingers managed to fit easily in my newly tightened cunt, as opposed to my usual four.
When I opened the door for Hunter that night, he was as handsome as ever. He was wearing a white T-shirt that showed off the huge muscles he’d earned working out every day at the gym. His brown hair was shorn into a buzz cut, and his smile let me know he’d been thinking about fucking me, too. I kissed him lustily, then beckoned him into my bedroom. There was no need to waste time offering him a drink when what we both wanted to do was fuck. “Lani, I can’t wait to get my cock inside you,” he said.
“Me, too, and I have a surprise for you,” I said, but didn’t elaborate—he’d find out soon enough. We both stripped down, and his fingers found their way to my wet cunt, while mine reached for his hard cock. We were manually masturbating each other when he gasped.
“You’re so tight, Lani. I need to be inside your sweet cunt right now.” He lay me down on the bed so my ass was flush with the edge, then aimed his cock at my entrance and pushed his way inside. At that first thrust, he gasped, and the look on his face was priceless. “It’s like you’re a virgin again! What did you do?” he asked, not waiting for an answer before plunging right back in. I had put my special new friend under my pillow and reached for it, holding it up proudly as I spread my legs in the air so Hunter could fuck me. I’d gotten plenty of pleasure from my toy, but knowing that Hunter was also benefiting from it was truly the icing on the cake. It took only a few more thrusts of his stiff dick before he was shooting his hot cream into my cunt.
I hadn’t come yet, and as always, he was conscientious about making sure I climaxed, as well. “What do you want me to do?” he asked. I looked from him to the toy and back, then handed it to him.
“Use this on me—gently,” I said. It was a bit strange to surrender control of my now-beloved object to Hunter, but I knew I was in good hands. He knelt down on the floor, with a close-up view of my pussy, as he worked the dumbbell into my hole. I wanted to draw out our toy session, but the combination of fucking him with my newly tight cunt and having him staring at me so intently had me gushing in no time. Now my favorite plaything joins us as often as not, and I’m going to introduce Dean to it, too. I love that I can have fun with my toy all alone or share it with my partners. When it comes to sex toys, I’ve found that the more, the merrier, and I have fully revised my no-dildo mind-set. Now I’m ready to try even more, but the metal barbell will always be my favorite.
—Ms. Lani S., Omaha, Nebraska