Baffled in Ashdod, Blind in Gaza

Eden Abergil: former Israel Defense Forces soldier who, in August 2010, posted photos of herself smiling beside bound and blindfolded Palestinian prisoners. She labeled her Facebook album, “The army . . . best time of my life.”

Eden

Abergil,

Eden of Ashdod, you only did

what any young recruit might do —

what I might have done myself, a little scared, a little

stoned (on your own strength, Eden,

as if each beautiful bullet you packed

were a pill — designer hybrid

of Percocet and blow, to anneal you against all

that’s frail and slow, that’s bound,

beyond help) —

And so these Facebook pics

and that bit of bad press (don’t worry, Eden, the news —

save on Al Jazeera and in the tabloids of Tehran —

has already moved on).

You don’t get it. You protest. Your little shoot

killed no one! So then, why are the great Jews —

the poets and performers, the scientists, inventors,

philosophers, reformers — those truest

People of the Book — all weeping quietly

in their tombs: Paul Celan,

Hannah Arendt, almond-bitter Mandel-

stam, Marx and Einstein, all of them sad

insomniacs of the hinterlife, tallowing

hours away in the earth

to understand this “Facebook,” as well as the smirk

this now-world wears: failed future that won’t leave them to sleep,

not even the adamant suicides — Benjamin, Levi, Celan—

especially not the suicides.

And you sit baffled in Ashdod, Eden,

wondering why nobody caught the joke;

meantime the army’s marketing folks

Photoshop your face to a blur, but

too late, you’re famous! Your poses

pathogenic, spreading via tweets and texts, and sickening . . .

sickening no one at all — we’ve all gone immune — all

but the hopeful dead, though of course

they’re dead and can’t die again

of our indignities.

Eden,

Eden of ash, your grand-

parents were the Nazi War — Eden

of Ashdod, der Tod

is still in the story, the frontier

between millennia didn’t keep it out,

the Human Future didn’t phase it out,

now it’s posted, grinning, on your wall.

Let every wall wail.