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I broke for her. Completely and totally. We've been so scared of our thoughts and feelings that they just finally bubbled out. Violet, she's a good woman. She doesn't fault me for that slip of emotion. She told me she preferred that side of me, that softness, gentleness to which I'm capable. I don't know about all of that, but I do know that I feel like a weight has lifted off my chest. I'm not the only one in this relationship who's scared. She has decided to come with me to find Danny. I'm not sure exactly how we are going to do that. I've thought about it for a while and I believe the only real way is to go to the Marshall in San Francisco, and report her missing. Hopefully that will lend some type of response. I've managed to get a carriage for us. I could have gotten a solar vehicle, but neither of us know how to drive it. Violet had been taking lessons, but she's still a long way off from any long distance trips. So since we have the two horses still penned, a carriage seems like the reasonable mode to travel. I've packed up supplies and paid the land lord to keep the rooms intact. This way we can stick to the main roads and hit the larger towns for supplies. If I'm right, Danny took the mountains and left using her wolf form. If she headed straight for the heart of San Francisco, then she's been there about two months. Hopefully she hasn't done anything to draw attention to herself. Hopefully she hasn't succumbed to her wolf. There was still so much I needed to tell her about what it was to be a werewolf. How seductive the wolf can be. The power and the strength of it. About the pull of the moon. Now I don't know where she is and will have to rely on human tactics to find her. Now is one of those times I wish that I was more capable. Violet thinks I have it all worked out. I can’t tell her otherwise. She'll be very cross with me and the last thing I need is an angry pregnant woman yelling at me. I love her dearly and don't want to unduly upset her. If I can avoid it, I will.