prologue

SEDONA, ARIZONA, 1950

His gut burned.

Harding Clements reached over and touched the rifle he’d taken from the barn. Five more minutes. Five more minutes and he would face his wife.

His wife and her lover.

A long discordant blast jerked his eyes back to the road. Damn, he was on the center line. A monster truck bore down on him.

For a second, he thought about staying where he was. Betrayal was a poison eating through him, and he’d tasted it twice this day. He glanced down at the empty money bags on the seat behind him. He had gone to the bank this morning to pick up the payroll for the ranch hands, all of whom wanted cash. The money that was to have been deposited a week ago, the money that would see them through the fall and winter, was not there. His brother, Heath, had not deposited it. Instead, the account had been drained.

He had gone first to the guest cottage that Heath had been temporarily using. There had to be an explanation. But Heath was gone, and the cottage looked ransacked, as if someone had left in a hurry. He stood in the bedroom, looking at the pulled-out drawers and empty closet. Then he headed for the main house where he and his wife lived. He needed to think, to take a drink, or two. Thank God, none of the rest of his extended family were in the living room.

He had slipped quietly inside and walked up to the room he shared with his wife, Lori. He hesitated when he saw a suitcase near the door. Surprised, he started to go inside when he heard Lori’s voice.

“Yes, darling. No, he went into town. He’ll probably stop for a drink or two. I should be at the cabin in thirty minutes.”

Harding slipped back out the door. He considered confronting her, but he had to know who she was meeting. Even as, deep in his heart, he knew.

He had to have proof, though. He couldn’t accuse his brother without it.

The cabin! It must be the Oak Creek cabin. Damn them. Damn both of them.

He ran out to his car and drove around the other side of the barn so she wouldn’t see him. He heard her small sports car roar out of the yard and after waiting several moments, he spun out onto the road. He didn’t have to follow closely.

The truck’s horn blasted again. At the very last minute, he swerved, and the truck missed him by mere inches. He pulled over for a moment, reclaiming his breath. And he prayed. He prayed to God he wouldn’t find Heath there, because if he did he would kill his brother.

He thought about the car she’d taken. The little red convertible. She loved that car and now she was taking it to meet her lover. Probably to escape together in it. All Heath had was an old pickup, unless, of course, he’d used the family’s money to buy a new vehicle. He saw that damn red car in his mind’s eye. It had been yet another example of her selfishness, her reckless spending. But he had loved her and indulged her even when it took every penny he had.

She had been unsatisfied with that last penny. He’d tolerated her growing complaints, observed the restlessness that went with them. He’d tried to ignore the disappearances, the too-transparent lies, because he’d been addicted to her beauty and the unrestrained passion that transported him, at least temporarily. He had hesitated to question her too closely, knowing her quick temper. And there was always the fear she might leave him.

He knew, of course, that Lori and Heath had once been childhood sweethearts. But when Heath and his twin marched off to Europe, Lori had been hurt and angry. Heath hadn’t written to her once while he was away, hadn’t made any effort to make sure she stayed his girl.

So Lori had turned to Harding. He realized after their marriage that she’d been more in love with the idea of becoming a Clements than in actually being his wife. He’d tried desperately to make it work, though. He’d loved her for years and he tried to give her anything that might make her happy. Content to be his.

But then an embittered Heath returned from the war. And Lori’s eyes followed him everywhere.

Harding had tried not to notice, not to care. Heath had gone through a terrible time and had seen their brother—Heath’s twin—die. He had the right to flirt. But Heath was Harding’s hero. He had never thought his brother would take the flirtation any further.

He should have known better. War had done something to Heath, something irreparable. He no longer cared about anyone but himself. In the last year, he had complained as bitterly as Lori about lack of funds. He wanted to sell his share of the ranch and get into the oil business with an army buddy. But no one in the family had the cash to buy him out.

Apparently, he had found his own way to take both the money and Harding’s wife.

The fury built again. There had been six of them: five boys, all with names starting with H, and one sister, Sarah. They had quarreled, fought, competed, but they had all been loyal to the Clements ranch and to each other.

Harding pulled back onto the highway. A part of his heart died with every mile he traveled. He reached out and touched the rifle lying next to him, then took a drink from the bottle left in his car several days ago. It burned his throat down to his gut. He almost choked on it, but still took another swallow. He needed liquid courage. He needed it to face his brother and his wife.

The road narrowed and he turned off onto a dirt road that wound into the canyon. It was fall, and the leaves were vivid yellow or orange with a mixture of rust colors. He usually loved this season. Not today, though. Today, he scarcely noticed.

He parked his car away from the cabin and took out his rifle. He felt as if he were sleepwalking, as if he were a character in a nightmare, as he walked down the dirt road to the cabin. Oak Creek seemed to mock him as the water tumbled over rocks in its rush to the swimming hole where he and his brothers once swam in their birthday suits. Memories. So many memories. They crashed around him like the lightning-downed trees.

Harding approached the adobe and log cabin. Two vehicles were parked in front of the cabin. Lori’s car. Heath’s truck. The cabin door was open. So was the door to one vehicle.

The cabin itself was framed by the cottonwoods and maples and oaks. But the trees faded into the background as his gaze remained on the door. His brother appeared in the opening, carrying a briefcase.

Heath stopped when he saw Harding. His eyes went to the rifle in his brother’s hand. His body stiffened.

“Darlin’?” Lori’s voice came from inside the cabin.

Harding could barely see now for the fury in him. The mist in his eyes. His wife’s voice echoed in his brain. “Going somewhere, Heath?” His voice sounded scratchy, broken.

Heath stared at him defiantly.

“Where is the cattle sale money?”

Heath’s gaze flickered to his briefcase, then back again. “I took it for my share of the ranch,” he said. “I never want to see a damn cow again.”

“We need that money.”

“So do I,” Heath said lazily. “At any rate, it’s gone. I bought bearer bonds in Off-Shore Drilling in exchange for a partnership.”

Lori came out the door, her eyes widening at the sight of the two brothers. She moved to Heath’s side.

Harding forced himself not to lunge at his brother. Not to tear him from limb to limb. Instead, he asked in what he hoped was a calm, reasoned voice, “Where are the bonds? I want the money back.”

Heath shrugged carelessly. “It’s too late. The transaction was completed yesterday.”

“I could have you arrested.”

“You could, but you won’t. The family wouldn’t permit it,” Heath said. “Besides, it is just a loan and a good one for the Clementses. Those bonds will be worth millions some day.”

“The hell they will. That company will go bankrupt just like all your other damn money-making schemes.”

“Not this one,” Heath said. “They know the oil is there. We just needed the money for equipment.”

“The bonds?” Harding said. “Where are they?”

“Well hidden at the moment. I won’t have you mucking this up for me. But I’ll send you directions … in a book we’re both familiar with. In time. Those bonds may be worthless at the moment, brother, but in another five years they will be worth millions. I’ve already buried them not far from here, and they will more than repay the money I’ve … borrowed temporarily. I swear it.”

“Your promises have never been worth a damn thing. You stole from the family. You know how much we needed that money.” Harding’s gaze went to Lori. “You stole from me.”

Heath shrugged. “Lori? You knew she loved me when you married her. You were nothing but a stand-in, Harding.” He put his arm around Lori and went back inside the cabin. “Get your things, Lori.”

The indifference in his voice enraged Harding. He followed them inside, repositioning the rifle from the crook in his arm to both hands.

Heath ignored him, instead keeping his arm around Lori while his other hand clutched the briefcase.

Her eyes seemed to waver, but she said nothing to Harding. Instead, she did as Heath instructed. Harding felt his blood heat as she picked up a small suitcase and her pocketbook, staying close to Heath as she did so. Then they started for the door.

Harding barred it with his own body. “You won’t take whatever is in that briefcase and you won’t take her,” he said.

“Don’t be a fool, Harding. She has never cared about you.”

Harding’s gaze went to her. She was so beautiful. So passionate. So treacherous. Her blond hair curled around her shoulders. Her dark blue eyes were wide. Her sensuous lips frowned at him.

He could barely breathe now. His heart pounded so loud he was sure both of them could hear it. “Is that true, Lori?”

Say no. Please say no.

“Don’t be a fool, Harding,” she said. “And don’t ask questions you really don’t want the answers to.”

“Damn you,” he said. “Damn you to hell.” He levered his rifle at her.

Heath took a step toward her.

“Don’t worry, Heath. He won’t do anything.” Her voice was laced with contempt. “He doesn’t have the balls.”

Harding felt as if he were suffocating in a dark noxious cloud. He took a step forward. His fingers instinctively tightened on the trigger, then stopped.

Heath reached out to grab the rifle. It went off, the sound resounding, echoing in the room. Harding’s ears rung with it, even as his eyes tried to register what they were seeing. He barely realized that his brother was slowly, ever so slowly, sinking to the floor, crimson spreading over his shirt.

He leaned down next to his brother. “Heath …” he called. “I didn’t mean … God help me … I didn’t mean …”

Heath’s lips were moving. Harding reached down to hear. “Bonds. Buried. Book. In … brief …” Then he groaned, and the color in his eyes faded.

Lori threw herself on Heath, then turned toward Harding in a fury. “You killed him. I’ll see you dead. I’ll see you electrocuted.”

Harding pulled her off Heath and pushed her away. Harder than he’d intended. She stumbled toward the hearth. Her head connected with the brick fireplace, and she crumbled to the floor. Blood trickled from a wound in her head.

He rose, looking at the carnage around him. His brain tried to comprehend it, but couldn’t. God knew he’d thought about killing his brother. Lori, too. But when it came down to it, he’d hesitated. If Heath had not grabbed the gun …

But he had. And Lori …

God help him.

He dropped to the floor, sick. He’d killed them both. Cain. He was Cain. And damned forever.

His eyes went back to Lori. She was right. He would be convicted of murder. He would die in the electric chair. Or spend the rest of his life in prison. A cage. That would be even worse than death. He had always loved the freedom of a ranch, of riding, of camping, of hunting.

A cage for the rest of his life.

And explanations to his family. His parents. His sister. He buried his head in his arms.

No one knows I’m here.

He leaned down and picked up the briefcase. He quickly looked inside. A package. And money. Not as much as the cattle sale would have brought, but enough to disappear. Heath’s traveling money. Heath’s and Lori’s.

His eyes filled with tears. He had never cried before, at least not as long as he could remember. Not even when they heard about Hugh’s death in France during the Normandy invasion.

No time for tears. No time for regret.

He took the briefcase, looked one last time at the two bodies, then ran out the door, down the road to his car. He started the engine and stomped down on the gas pedal. Leaving a whirl of dust behind him, he bounced along the dirt trail until he reached the highway, then sped down the road toward New Mexico.