4:45

Molly waits nervously,

steps onto the stage,

and that means

Malia is next.

She gets up,

crumples Blankie into a ball,

and puts it in my arms.

Don’t lose Blankie!

She looks at her cassette

to make sure it’s wound to the right place,

then hands her cassette to the Covenanteer,

who takes it to the theater tech.

We look at each other,

and I think something

like a prayer in mind.

 

 

Molly plays “The Entertainer,”

and when she finishes,

she plays the whole thing again.

Malia stands up on her toes

and back down

and up again.

William stands

way too close to her,

since he’s next,

the sleeves of his shirt way too long,

a Shakespeare wig fixed to his head

leaning slightly to the left.

My heart feels tight

from the pressure of breathing.

I want to be on the Sitting Stones

near the pool,

both of us

listening to the trees.

When I look at her,

she’s holding one hand

over her swollen eye.

You can do it! I whisper.