JACKSON SAT ON HIS surfboard in the warm ocean water watching Mariska. She was certainly more comfortable on the board than he was. He’d grown rusty, and for some reason, possibly because they’d had mind-blowing sex twice in a row less than an hour ago, he had a tough time staying on the board after riding a couple of waves.
Mariska was more than competent when it came to the sport, and following her slicing through the waves was one big turn-on. The woman rode a curl like no one’s business, and she was so damn sexy in that blue bikini he wanted to ravage her right there in the middle of the wave.
Catching her attention before she paddled out again, he waved that he was going in, hoping that she would follow suit. He really needed to kiss her.
She held up a finger, indicating she wanted to ride once more.
Jackson felt denied, but pulled his board onto the beach. Stepping into the white tent he’d arranged, he glanced around at the round bed, and the pillows strewn on the floor. They were on one of the private beaches, and he’d paid extra to make sure it stayed that way. Mariska had smiled and expressed how impressed she was with him in arranging such a fabulous treat so quickly.
He grabbed a Coke from the basket of food and drinks the hotel had provided. Trying to replenish his energy. He didn’t want to risk missing her surf, so he stepped back outside with his drink.
Mariska paddled out and let a couple of waves pass. Then of course she picked the biggest one they’d seen all day. Jackson watched with a mixture of fear and awe as she rode through the curl. It was nothing short of perfection.
Every time he thought he had a handle on her, she would say or do something that threw him off track. Thoughtful and sweet, there was also a bit of an edge to her. They’d both been alone a great deal as children and Jackson wondered if perhaps that was why he felt so connected to her.
He watched as she crested a wave and stood on her board. The way she rode it was one of the sexiest things he’d ever witnessed. Her feet slid up the board as she adjusted her balance and her arms lifted horizontally.
Jackson’s body heated as he remembered those arms and legs wrapped around him. The way her body moved against his, and that mouth of hers. He’d never tire of the way she kissed him.
She rode the board until it slid into the sand with a gentle splash.
“You lied.” He winked as she unhooked the ankle strap keeping the board tied to her.
“I don’t lie.” She grabbed the soda from his hand and took a long swig. “Okay, maybe sometimes, but only when the job calls for it. You have to clue me in to what I did this time.”
Grabbing her around the waist, he pulled her toward him. “You’re an amazing surfer. You didn’t fall once. I’m kind of jealous.”
She slapped playfully at his chest. “That’s because I didn’t try to be all macho and take the biggest wave of the day, and hello! You hung in there till the end of the curl. That’s something.”
He kissed her forehead. “How do you do that?”
She shrugged. “What?”
“I’ve never met anyone who works so hard to make the people around her feel better about themselves.”
She gave him a very unladylike snort. “That’s because you don’t hang out with the right people.”
Damn, she’d hit that one right. Everyone he knew was out for themselves. There wasn’t a single person he could trust, and there was certainly no one who would lift him up the way she did. This time with her was more precious than even he had realized, and he intended to make the most of it.
“Hey—” She touched his cheek. “Whatever you’re thinking. Stop it. This afternoon is for frolic.” She batted her eyelashes at him and he couldn’t help but laugh.
“So, how does one commence this frolicking?” He twisted a strand of her wet hair gently around his finger. “Would it start like this?” He leaned down and kissed her neck. “Or maybe like this?” Cupping her right breast, he thumbed her nipple to attention.
“Mmm.” She groaned and shoved her pelvis into his erection, grinding her hips against him. “Yes. I’d say you catch on quick.” She pushed him toward the opening of the tent. “I think it’s time to make use of this sheikh and princess setup you have going here.”
“Sheikh?” He nipped at her neck again, and then let her push him toward the mouth of the tent.
“Yes. You are the handsome and mysterious sheikh. You’ve plied me with wine—” she held up the can of soda “—and now you’re going to have your way with me.” She shoved him down on the bed, set the Coke on a nearby table and then crawled on top of him.
“I’m going to have my way with you?” His voice was hoarse as she moved her pussy against his erection. The warmth of her nearly made him come right then, but he forced himself to breathe and relax.
“Or vice versa. Does it really matter?” She gave him a wicked grin as she tugged off her bikini top, her pert breasts bouncing as she bent down to untie the string on his board shorts.
“No, it doesn’t matter at all,” he said as he leaned up so he could take one of those breasts into his mouth, suckling the nipple until it was a hard peak.
She gasped and pushed herself farther into his mouth. As he suckled the other breast, he slid a finger into her bikini bottoms and into her pussy, pumping in and out, until he felt her shudder with release. Lifting her off of him, he put her gently onto the bed and pulled the bottoms off.
Expecting to see pleasure when he looked up, he was surprised by the worried look in her eyes. “What is it?” He was instantly beside her, drawing her to him.
“Are you sure, um, that it’s private?” she whispered. “I’m not so sure I can be quiet. I tend to lose any sense at all when you’re around.”
He chuckled and kissed her hard on the lips. “It’s private, baby. I promise. You are free to do whatever you want.” Moving down her naked body, he tongued her nub until she writhed and was shoving her wetness into his face. She was sweet as always, mixed with the salt of the sea. Nothing short of intoxicating, better than a full-bodied wine on a warm night.
“Oh, God, Jackson, please.” Her hands fisted the sheets and he slid two fingers in her pussy as he continued to nibble and lick. She bucked against him and her body shuddered again.
Jackson could wait no longer. He slid off his shorts and reached for one of the condoms he’d put under a pillow. Then he reached for her and slid her to the edge of the bed; wrapping her legs around his shoulders he lifted her hips and plunged into her. She met his pace, thrusting herself against him.
It was fast and furious and he didn’t care. From the moans he gathered she didn’t, either. Everything he felt for her went into those thrusts. She watched him with such intensity, and he her, as if they both knew this was something else. Something special. His cock exploded inside her as she screamed her own release. Jackson had promised her privacy, but there was a good chance people on the other side of the island had heard her.
He couldn’t help but chuckle.
“What’s so funny?” She scooted back on the pillows as he disposed of the condom.
Jackson moved beside her, kissing her neck. He wouldn’t dare call attention to her scream. He was certain she wasn’t aware that she even did it. It gave him such pleasure to know he could drive her to such extremes. “I tend to lose myself when I’m around you. That went a little faster than I’d planned.”
Snuggling against him, her chin under his chest felt so perfect. “That was a two-way street, buddy,” she playfully chided. “I wanted it hard and fast, and that’s what you gave me.”
“I aim to please, ma’am.” He gave her his best Southern drawl.
She snorted again. He loved it when she did that.
“Well, I’d say that aim of yours is dead-on. I don’t think I’ve ever—” She stopped herself.
“What is it?” He pulled away so he could see her face.
Rolling her eyes, she tried to duck her head again, but he held on to her chin.
“You can tell me, Mar. Anything. I’m the last person to judge.”
She smiled at him. “I get that from you. You have a way of sizing up people and situations, but you’re probably the least judgmental man I’ve ever met. Even with Gladstone. You gave him some tough love, but you didn’t make him feel small, which is what most people would do.”
Jackson sighed. “You’re changing the subject. This isn’t about me. It’s about you. What were you going to say?”
“Darn, and I thought I was doing so good with the deflecting.”
He pushed her still-damp hair behind her ears. “Say it, Mar. Whatever it is.”
“I’ve never had orgasms like this.” She said it as a whisper. “I mean, I’ve had decent sex, I guess. But never the mind-blowing stuff people talk about. Until now.”
Part of him was proud that he’d been able to bring her such joy. But the other part was angry when he thought of her with another man. Hold it. You’re no saint. She’d told him that no other man had made her feel the way he did. He’d focus on that for now. But he understood what she’d meant. There was something between them that he’d never experienced before, either.
“See, now I’m totally embarrassed. I can see it on your face, you think I’m ridiculous.” She started to sit up, and he grabbed her arm.
“You are many things. Beautiful,” he said as he kissed her lips. “Smart,” he said as he kissed her forehead. “And sexy as hell,” he said as he nibbled her earlobe. “But never ridiculous.”
She shook her head. “You’re saying that to make me feel better.”
“No. If it makes you feel any better, it’s not always been like this for me, either.”
That made her frown.
“What’s wrong now?”
She screwed up her face. “See, it kills me to think you’ve been with another woman. That’s what I’m talking about. I’ve only known you a couple of days. I swear to you I’m not some stalker chick. There’s a connection with you. I don’t know why. Maybe because you seem to know exactly how to push the right buttons with me.”
“I wouldn’t mind it.” Jackson waggled an eyebrow at her.
She frowned again. “What the hell are you talking about now?”
“You, as a stalker. That might be kind of fun. You could follow me around in that bikini you were wearing earlier and hide behind bushes. Maybe show up on my doorstop naked. I’m seeing some real possibilities here.”
She snorted again, and he couldn’t help but laugh out loud.
“You really should do that more often.” She touched his cheek again, this time her eyes tender with something he didn’t quite understand. “Your laugh makes me warm from my head to my toes.”
Jackson had done more laughing with her in the last few days than he had in years. “Hmm. Are you warmer here?” He slid his hand across her flat belly. Then lower. “Or here?”
She pulled him into a kiss. “You ask too many questions, Jackson.”
It had been almost ten minutes since her last mind-blowing orgasm. Jackson decided it was time to make her scream with pleasure again.
THEIR AFTERNOON OF LOVEMAKING had worn them both out. Jackson had managed a few hours of sleep. Mar was sleepy when they’d returned to the villa, and she had asked for a couple of hours to rest some more, and to freshen up before their dinner date.
Jackson had spent the last half hour arranging for them to eat on the rooftop of the hotel, in a private area where they would be close to the moon and stars. He was stepping out onto the path when he saw Scoggins heading his way. It was too late for him to turn around without being rude, so he smiled. “Good evening,” he said as the man stopped in front of him. Jackson wanted to push past, but he paused.
Jackson could feel the tension rolling off the other man, whose earlier smile had turned into a grim expression. Something was up.
Expecting the worst, Jackson readied for action by shifting his weight to his back foot, and reaching for the knife he’d tucked into his waist.
Scoggins held up two hands in a stop motion. “Stand down, man. I mean you know harm. I thought you might like to know about an interesting telephone conversation I had with one of my associates.”
Jackson shrugged nonchalantly but kept his hand on the hilt of the knife. “Really? Someone I might know?” He knew the charade was up, but Jackson wasn’t quite ready to give in.
Scoggins gave him a hard look. “Oh, I’d say we know a few of the same people. One of them in particular seems quite set on finding a man fitting your description.”
Damn. It was done. He had to get the hell out of here. Hell, he had to get Mar to a plane, and then lose himself somewhere else in Thailand. Find a way to Langley.
“I suppose you mentioned that you’d seen me?” Jackson could kill the man, he was that pissed off, but Scoggins’s death would serve no purpose.
Scoggins shook his head. “No, actually, I didn’t. Whoever you are, and whatever you are mixed up in with those devils in Bangkok is no concern of mine. They still owe me millions, and don’t seem in a hurry to pay. And I seem to remember that man matching your description, the twin I was telling you about? Well, he saved my life back in London, and arranged it so that I could continue to do business without worrying about the authorities. I promised that man loyalty, and I never go back on my word.”
Jackson breathed for the first time in what seemed like several minutes. “How can I trust you?”
“As I recall, you don’t trust anyone. Can’t say I blame you. But I mean what I say. It serves me no purpose to turn you in, you can look at it that way if it makes you feel better. But the truth is, I never welsh on my debts. And I owe you my life. I’d be in prison for life, or dead, if it weren’t for you. We’ll leave it at that.” Scoggins moved past, but Jackson caught his arm. “How long?”
Scoggins cocked his head to the side. “They think you’re still in the city. You have a couple of days at least. But you need to get out of this country. Vlad has people everywhere and it won’t be long before they find you.” He waved a hand toward the ocean. “Even here.”
“Thanks.”
“You would have done the same for me. And besides, I’m still working in London. Perhaps we’ll do business again some day.”
Jackson nodded. Scoggins walked into the hotel, leaving him on the sidewalk. Staring out into the ocean a myriad of thoughts ran through his head. Where should he go next? Could he get Mar to a major airport? They might be watching, and her safety was the priority. He needed to get a look at that laptop again.
Guilt assailed him. He couldn’t stand that he was being so deceitful with her, but there was no way around it. That laptop was the only way he could communicate with the outside world.
In his mind he promised himself that he would do whatever it took to protect her. Unfortunately, that didn’t make him feel any less guilty.