THE DAY HAD TAKEN A toll on Mar, and Jackson watched as she slept, waiting until she was deep under before slipping out of the bed. A strange noise in the armoire had him wandering toward it. He discovered the culprit in Mar’s purse. Her phone’s battery had died. She’d probably forgotten all about it. He found her charger and plugged it in, noticing as he did she had twenty new text messages.
He shouldn’t have, but he pushed the buttons so he could read them. Most of the urgent missives were from her friends Chi and another investigator, Katie, at the agency, telling Mar that Jackson Thomas did not exist. Mr. Thomas, the man who was supposed to help her in Bangkok, was an elderly Asian man with six children.
That she had asked them to check him out didn’t surprise Jackson. She would have been an idiot not to tell her friends she was going off with a stranger. He was grateful that they cared enough about her to make sure she was safe.
He’d tossed the messages from the front desk in the trash, but Jackson knew they would continue to worry if she didn’t answer. He also didn’t have any desire to deal with the truth right then. They’d already tried sending messages through the hotel, next they’d be sending the authorities if they hadn’t already.
He couldn’t let that happen.
He texted them both back pretending to be Mar.
Having the time of my life. I know all about Jackson, he came clean. Only checking the phone every few days. Don’t worry. See you soon.
He wasn’t sure it was possible for him to feel guiltier, but he did.
He only had one more day with her. Then he’d leave and she’d never have to know the truth about him. Oh, she would be upset, even more so when she found out that he’d tricked her. But no one would be able to take this time they had away from either of them.
He couldn’t risk her finding the messages so he turned the phone off and hid it in his things. Before he left, he’d make sure it was in place where she could find it.
Taking her computer from his bag, he put it down on the table by the windows.
Opening the laptop, he checked for messages from Dawson or Pete. His jaw tightened as he thought about what Dawson had done to him. He wondered if maybe he should go to London. Now that he knew about the other man’s deception, he could set a trap of his own and settle this once and for all.
Hell, he’d been accused of treason thanks to the ass. The anger boiled inside of him, and Jackson had to force himself to calm down. While his hands around Dawson’s neck seemed the most logical solution, there were too many variables. Unfortunately, he couldn’t know for sure how much Pete really understood about what had happened. There was a slight chance Dawson’s actions had been misinterpreted, but Jackson doubted it.
London, hell, Europe in general wasn’t a safe place for someone in his predicament. He had a kill order hanging over his head, and operatives from agencies all over the world would take advantage of it.
There wasn’t a person in the world he could trust.
Jackson was more determined than ever to find a way back to Langley. It seemed his only option. Funny how a few days could change everything.
Hell, funny how Mar had changed everything. She gave him the will to live. To fight for whatever life he could possibly have. If he could make it to Virginia, that if being a big one, he’d at least find out the truth about why they burned him.
Well, Dawson had something to do with it, but he still didn’t understand how he’d been set up, or even what the Company knew. Pete might have discovered Dawson was crooked, but that didn’t mean anyone else had the information. Pete liked to play things close to the vest, and he wouldn’t go to his superiors until he had proof.
Jackson’s biggest worry was that someone would kill him before he had the chance to explain to the bosses what had happened, or at least his version of it.
The wind picked up outside, but nothing matched the fury Jackson felt. His stomach roiled as his mind raced to find an answer. If he desired any kind of future with her, there was only one thing he could do.
After finding the Web site he needed, he did something so desperate he had to push Send before he thought about it too much. He posted an ad, one the Company could decipher.
WRAPPED IN A ROBE FROM the hotel, Mar watched as the sun rose over the horizon. Jackson sat beside her. Both of them held steaming cups of coffee. Everything smelled fresh this morning, as if the ocean tide had wiped away any trace of the day before.
It was a new beginning.
Unfortunately for Mar, it felt like the end. Jackson had been so attentive, waking her so they could see the sunrise. That didn’t seem so strange, but when he asked if she had an interest in snorkeling or checking out the village nearby, she knew something was up. Jackson was not the sightseeing type.
“We can do whatever you want,” he told her. “The pond where we can snorkel is on the other side of the resort. We can take a small golf cart, and I’m told the fish are amazing. Oh, and I have it on good authority that there are absolutely no sharks.” He’d prattled on planning out their adventures and that’s how she knew.
It’s our last day together.
As she sipped the coffee, she tried not to contemplate what that meant. Oh, he cared about her, but he’d said his life was complicated. If he was in trouble she might be able to help. It wasn’t as if she didn’t have some incredible resources.
Mar drew her knees up to her chin, and covered them with the robe. Blinking back tears, she was grateful she’d pulled on her sunglasses to hide some of her pain.
She wouldn’t dwell on the end. The time she had was precious and she wouldn’t waste it on could-haves or would-haves.
“I wouldn’t mind snorkeling in the lagoon. But if it’s okay with you, I’d kind of like to lay around and work on my tan.” She tried desperately to sound nonchalant. She didn’t want him to know that she’d realized what was going on. In a weird way, it was her gift to him, an amazing last day together without weepy goodbyes.
He grinned at her and her heart nearly fell out of her chest. “I told you, this is your day. You deserve whatever your gorgeous heart desires.”
God, I wish that was the real reason, Jackson. You beautiful liar, you.
Mar chewed on the inside of her lip to keep from crying, and looked back toward the sunrise so he wouldn’t see the stupid tears that threatened to slide down her face. She wasn’t normally one who shed them easily.
Once the enormous orange orb made its entrance, Mar stood up and kissed the top of his head. “Thank you for that. It’s such a peaceful and beautiful way to start the morning. I’m in serious need of a shower. I don’t suppose I could talk you into joining me?” Hey, if it were the last day, she would absolutely make the best of it. “I mean, I might need help soaping up my back or something.”
He glanced at her, a certain gleam in his eyes, and she knew that he’d taken the bait. Thank Gawd. Her body had been screaming for him since he’d kissed her awake this morning.
“Are you sure?” he asked her carefully.
“I don’t know, Jackson. If you can’t handle it, I totally understand. Maybe you’re tired. We’ve had a lot of sex. Hmm. I thought you would have recovered by now, but I understand if you don’t feel like you can perform.” She blew him a kiss. “I’m a big girl, I can shower alone if I have to.”
Reaching up, he captured her arm. “Have I mentioned you’re a wicked woman?”
She leaned over, sliding her hands down his chest and all the way to his cock. “I think you might have said something about that.” She ran her palm down the hard length of him. “But I need a little TLC, the kind only you can provide.” After nibbling his ear, she gave the tip of his cock a soft pinch.
Jackson jumped up, and followed her into the villa.
There were ten different spray heads and water splashed from every direction. He helped her out of the robe. When he slipped the T-shirt over her head, her nipples perked to attention. He laved each one with his tongue and then kissed them.
Mar had no desire to wait a minute longer. She untied his board shorts and slid them down his hips.
Jackson picked her up and put her under the sprays. The warm water instantly relaxed her muscles.
“I’ll be right back, don’t start without me,” he said as he left the bathroom. He returned with a foil package.
As soon as he stepped in she grabbed for his cock, but he moved his hips away from her. “We’re doing this my way. Turn around.” Taking her soap, he began with her neck. Each time he soaped and then rinsed her, he would land tiny kisses in the area. He worked his way down her neck and back. Then he turned her to face him and began the same process on her front.
He reached her nipples, and suckled each one and then soaped her stomach and pussy. When he bent down and stuck his tongue into her heat and nibbled her clit, Mar wasn’t sure she could stand much longer.
The warm water beat against her front and back in rhythm with Jackson’s tongue and teeth. Jackson moved her again so that she was braced on the wall. Reaching up, she grabbed the ledge from the window to keep herself steady as he continued to use his teeth. When he slid two fingers into her and began pumping in and out, she bucked against him.
Once again she was lost in a haze of pleasure, every nerve in her body begging for release. “Jackson, please. I need you inside me. Now.” She growled out the words.
Jackson stood and kissed her hard. Reaching behind her, he opened the foil package and slid the condom on. “Wrap your legs around me, baby.” Helping her, he positioned her so that his cock slid easily into her folds, filling her so completely. He didn’t tease her this time. Thrusting in and out, he began pounding her harder and harder.
“Yes.” The warm water came from the sides, hitting her nipples in the right spot as he rammed his cock into her. “I want you so bad,” she cried. “So bad.”
“Not half as bad as I do you.” He thrust in hard, showing her. He kissed her, his tongue following the same movements of his cock, and Mariska rode higher and higher.
“Jackson, ohhh. Yes. I’m—” Words left her as her body shattered into an orgasm so intense she had to let go of the ledge and wrap her arms around his neck to keep from falling.
Jackson came in the same instant and turned so that now his back was against the wall, as if he needed to support them both. If his knees felt anything like the rest of her body, she understood.
“Oh, Mar,” he said before he kissed her again.
They stood like that for a few minutes, letting the water run down their bodies.
After turning off the water, he toweled off her body. He tried to give her back her T-shirt, but she tossed it onto the towel rack.
Mar moved toward the bed naked and slipped into the sheets. “Jackson?”
He stood at the doorway watching her.
“What is it?”
Mar smiled at him and reached out. “I really don’t want to go snorkeling today.”
A grin slid across his face. Drying himself off as he walked toward her, he threw the towel on the chair and climbed in beside her. “Me, either.”