RACHEL ZUCKER

AND STILL I SPEAK OF IT

I did not see the sky today

it does or does not matter why

I sat inside & looked away

into the North-facing light of

what I can’t won’t shouldn’t say

a girl I know of wants to die

I called the school I called her home

her father thanked me & hung up

the schoolman said The world is hard

harder for girls than it ever was

What a beautiful day Dan texts

I know nothing about it I respond

coming up next:         The World

but first:          The Takeaway

the radio in my kitchen keeps itself company

muted drilling outside the window

a girl jumped from her grandmother’s roof

one block from here & the doorman found her

her parents papered the building with letters

asking no one to speak of it

the United States cares about mankind

says the Brigadier General in my kitchen

it would have to include hostage negotiation

says a voice in my kitchen

says         those taking part in the rebellion

         are called belligerents

says         God instructed the man to sell the girls

says         get the girls back just get them back

         just get them back get them back

I sit very still & do nothing say nothing

am nothing & it is still too late